Yellowstone – Day 1

H.A. Moore and Caroline Wise in front of the Yellowstone River, Wyoming

A change of approach was in order; the idea was to start packing three days before departing for our winter vacation instead of the more typical for me – last minute. When there is nothing to do on the day before heading to the airport, I find it easier to go to sleep early without the usual anxiety rush that makes for fitful sleep during the few short hours before the alarm snaps our attention back to consciousness at four in the morning. Instead, we head to bed casually, early, and without wondering what we are forgetting.

[The photo above is of H.A. Moore of Yellowstone Rough Riders and Caroline]

Orange-stained travertine terrace at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

Cloud cover obscured much of the flight north right up until we were maybe seventy miles from Salt Lake City. As the skies cleared, the snow cover and breadth of winter became apparent. The valley we are about to land in is locked between the Wasatch mountain range to the east and the Great Basin range to the west. On a winter morning, this sight is particularly beautiful, with snow-capped peaks catching the golden light of the still low sun while the string of cities north and south of Salt Lake lie in shadow.

Dead trees mirrored in a hot spring on a wintery day at the Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

After the bustle of Phoenix Sky Harbor airport, Salt Lake City feels quaint, but this airport, too, will have all the trappings of a big city airport when, a week from now, we return, flying in from the truly small Gallatin Field airport in Bozeman, Montana. The plane we board in Salt Lake seats fifty and doesn’t feel much bigger than the larger private jets I have seen so often landing and departing the Scottsdale Airpark. Our flight to Bozeman carries no children, not even a teen. Only one person who might be considered a minority, a woman of Asian descent, has joined us. The average age is certainly somewhere in the upper forties or early fifties. This midweek flight appears to attract a professional crowd. Many of the passengers are reading, a few talk and only a couple are listening to the sounds of something else from their headphones. Not one notebook computer is open, not a single movie is playing on a small screen, nor is anyone playing video games. If I had a wish, it might be that I should be sitting next to a social anthropologist who could explain why this group appears more comfortable, less frantic, and better at ease in their demeanor. This is flying for the zen crowd.

Travertine sculpted edge of a hot spring pool at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

Our Bombardier CRJ200 touches down early, and for a while, just before landing, it looks like Bozeman and the surrounding area are plenty snowy. On the ground, it became obvious, though that not much snow had fallen recently – while places like Seoul, South Korea, a week ago saw eleven inches of snowfall in a single day. Not only that, but a heatwave is whipping through the area, with temperatures in the low 50s. We travel light and have no baggage to claim; dragging our carry-on bags, we walk right over to Karst Stage – the folks who will drive us to our final destination, Yellowstone National Park.

Mammoth Hot Springs terraces in the foreground with dark heavy mountains in the background at Yellowstone National Park January 2010

As I approach the counter I recognize Mr. H.A. Moore. Although his back is towards me, he cuts a distinctive silhouette – H.A. was the same driver we had last year. Due to the overwhelming nature of our first winter trip to Yellowstone, we had forgotten by the end of our adventure that the sixty-seven-year-old horseman owns and leads backcountry tours for Yellowstone Rough Riders. H.A. arrived in the Yellowstone / Teton region in 1972 and has been a backcountry tour guide ever since. Talk with park personnel, and you’ll learn that there may not be anyone alive today who has the experience and breadth of knowledge H.A. has regarding the remote areas of Yellowstone. Listen to his cowboy poetry, and if you are so fortunate to be as rooted to the land as H.A., you too may gain a great understanding of who this man is, and you won’t hesitate to grab the opportunity to ride with him on a tour off the beaten path of the Yellowstone.

Water cascading over miniature terraces hill side at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

By the time we arrived at Roosevelt Arch on the North Entrance near Mammoth Hot Springs, we had confirmed a reservation with H.A. for a pack trip on horseback in early September 2011. Of course, we’d like to go this year, but with a nineteen-day rafting trip through the Grand Canyon scheduled, we can only accomplish so much in any given year. The week to ten-day ride, as described by H.A., will take us through the northwest corner of the park if someone would like to sponsor us for a ten-day trip, we would love to go see The Thorofare in the southeast of Yellowstone through the Absaroka Range. The Thorofare Trail is considered the most remote corner of America, being at least thirty miles in any direction from a road. A highlight of this particular trail is the Two Ocean Plateau on the Continental Divide, where North Two Ocean Creek splits, with one fork becoming the Pacific Creek and the other becoming the Atlantic Creek, with each flowing into the respective oceans.

Mammoth Hot Springs Yellowstone National Park in Winter

After a quick check-in at the Mammoth Hot Springs Hotel, we drop our bags in room 221, race to the ski shop for some water, and then jump on a van that will take us up the road to the Upper Terrace hot springs. Living in Phoenix, there is a transitory, temporary nature to people’s time at service industry jobs, so we were quite surprised to recognize Lisa at the front desk of the hotel, Point and Chris at the ski shop, Doug, who led our Wake up to Wildlife tour last year, and then later in the dining room, we recognized others from our previous visit. Chris, who is also a ski instructor, after learning of our upcoming big trip, told us that this April, he would be taking a trip down the Colorado River through the Grand Canyon with a friend. Turns out this friend applied for a private permit almost twenty years to the day prior to his gaining approval. People of adventure flock together.

Mammoth Hot Springs Yellowstone National Park in Winter

While we enjoyed some sun and blue skies on our way into Yellowstone, it wasn’t to last. Sure, the sun poked its way through the clouds from time to time, but mostly, the sky was now overcast. This eighth visit to America’s first National Park will put us solidly over thirty days spent in the park, thirty-five to be precise, and yet I still do not have a feeling that I am much more familiar with its expanse than the first-time visitor who passes through in a day. We take our time here on the terrace, walking slower and lingering longer than on any previous visit, and still, it feels rushed, as if trying to make a compromise with time, willing it to slow down but it ignores our pleas.

Water gushing from rock forming new terraces at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

With no other visitors up here, Caroline and I stand perfectly still so the snow below our feet doesn’t crunch and our clothes don’t swish, listening to the faint sound of birds in the distance. As the sounds of the hot springs become amplified in the silence, we can hear the change in the surge of water flowing over the cascading terraces. Our ears focus on a point where the steamy mineralized water exits the earth, hearing how the flow of water keeps changing; it rushes forward and slows again. The sun briefly illuminates an edge of white travertine, opening a hole in the clouds to shine on an adjacent mountain and just as quickly is gone again.

Icicles hanging from a dormant terrace at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

Small fluctuations in the wind combined with the pulsing water release billowy steam, creating patterns and shapes of ephemeral clouds, shifting, rolling, and dissipating. For a moment, edges and ripples of pooled water in a hot spring come into clarity but quickly are returned to be hidden behind the mysterious steamy shadows hiding from us what is now just out of view. With a new breeze comes an old familiar Yellowstone friend – the smell of sulfur.

Closeup detail of a steaming side of hot spring that has formed as a hill at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

The boardwalk trail here is relatively short and quite an easy walk. Still, we require four hours to stroll the terrace, and only the approach of evening compels us to depart for dinner. If this time were all we were allowed on this visit to Yellowstone, we could be content, but we have six more full days to go.

Steaming hill side terraces at Mammoth Hot Springs in Yellowstone National Park January 2010

This midweek day in the park gives the impression that no one else is here; we could be alone. A few tables in the dining room are occupied at dinner. A hot tub awaits us in the cold air for an enjoyable hour-long soak under the stars. All of a sudden, a day that began at 4:00 a.m. sure seems like a long one by 9:00 p.m.; the alarm will wake us before 6:00, twilight begins at 7:30 with sunrise at 8:00 – we’ll be ready.

Yellowstone Winter – Way Home

Caroline Wise and John Wise at the Roosevelt Arch in Yellowstone National Park, Montana

The driver pulled up to the Mammoth Hot Springs Hotel at 7:45 a.m. to pack our bags onto his coach before herding us into the vehicle for the two-and-a-half-hour drive to Bozeman, Montana. With sunrise happening at 8:00 this morning we had not an instant for sightseeing in the park, although we stopped for a couple of minutes at the historic north entrance of the 106-year-old Roosevelt Arch.

Looking east during sunrise in Gardiner, Montana just outside Yellowstone National Park

Looking east to the rising sun, we are on a bridge in Gardiner, Montana, crossing the Yellowstone River.

Flying over Wyoming

We were able to catch an earlier flight than the one booked and were home before sunset this evening.

Flying over Utah

Our dreams of Yellowstone will occupy future travel plans until, once again, we find ourselves grinning ear to ear, pinching one another, wondering if it’s really possible that we should be so lucky to have come back once more – so sweet is our charmed life.

Flying into Phoenix, Arizona

Time to retire the winter gear. Warm clothes are a fantasy here as we have enough pleasant weather that allows us to wear shorts and short-sleeve shirts nearly year-round. Now, to find our way out there in the sea of brown to the place we call home.

Yellowstone Winter – Day 8

Here we are, our last full day in Yellowstone, and eight days were not enough. While this was our longest visit to date, and we have spent twenty-seven glorious days in total here since our year 2000 trip with friends Ruby and Axel, there is never a feeling of having seen it all – even after seven journeys to the Yellowstone.

While worries about bears in the backcountry frighten the two of us, we still look forward to an upcoming return to America’s first national park that includes hiking and camping deep within the park, far from roads and even further from other tourists. Be forewarned prior to visiting Yellowstone: while I find this place the perfect get-a-way because of its isolation, for many, it will be too much of a burden to relax here as there are no TVs, cell phone reception is weak at best, and there is no wi-fi to receive precious emails. You will be alone with your imagination, and god forbid you should bring your children, for you just might have to engage them in conversation, or you may have to take them outside and try to explain the natural world to their eager minds. Unless, of course, you are one of those tourists who never get out of the car, and the DVD player in the back seat protects your children from seeing the ravages of the real, the natural, the great outdoors.

Note: The above-referenced hiking/camping trip never materialized.

For your information, those sexy hats were handmade by Caroline using some of her very first handspun yarns. Yeah, I chose my colors.

The sexy moss was made by nature with the colors chosen by her too.

As for the stars reflected in the snow, I have no explanation. Caroline insists it’s only glistening ice crystals; such a lack of imagination in that woman.

Off the mountain and briefly out of the clouds, we were soon riverside with heads back in the clouds or fog. Hey, it’s only semantics.

As I was reviewing the images to be included on this day, I had to reference the previous days to ensure I wasn’t duplicating my efforts. Then again, wherever there is overlap shouldn’t matter, as the shifting weather and time of day seem to render the landscape differently every time I look at it.

Escalopes of travertine cascade over the surface of the basin with water and earth hot enough that ice doesn’t form, snow cannot accumulate, and people shouldn’t walk.

The foot of snow on this bridge over the Firehole River disturbs my center of balance because it shifts us uncomfortably high over the railing as we cross over. This growing fear of heights is a foil I do not welcome.

Goodbye, Upper Geyser Basin; we must be traveling north.

Sadly, we’d have to take tracked vehicles as the bison we’d contracted weren’t budging due to some labor protest or something.

Trying my best not to shoot thousands of photos here in our last hours.

I’ll be eating my words now as one of our two scheduled stops is at Fountain Paint Pots, and the other night, we would hardly see a thing.

We’ll not have visited West Thumb, Midway Geyser Basin, Artist Paint Pots, or Yellowstone Falls, but still, it feels like we’ve been nearly everywhere in the park.

The previous two photos were taken looking right into the namesake of the area, the Fountain Paint Pots.

While much is muted, hidden by steam and fog, or covered in frost and snow, there are splashes of color that are indistinguishable from the scenes of summer. This moss, for example, is vibrantly marching along while the snow and freezing air are never able to get close enough to diminish its presence.

This is our last view of the Fountain Paint Pots area for this year. Time to head back and continue our northward journey.

Well, we’ll continue until animals draw everyone’s attention, and we stop to fire off a few thousand shots with the hope of getting one decent image. This was the best I could get.

I had two other opportunities to photograph bald eagles during our stay, but those attempts failed. I present you with what is likely the best photo I’ve ever taken of this majestic raptor.

Jeez, this is turning out better than our tour of Lamar Valley; the only thing left now is to see a pack of wolves.

The Burning Bush of God told me I was asking too much and that I’d better scale back my expectations before his hand came down to smite me from ever enjoying another Yellowstone trip, ever!

As you might glean from the late afternoon sky, we’ll be arriving at Mammoth Hot Springs in the dark. Such is life, as this amazing adventure is now effectively over, but with these images and written impressions, hopefully, the experience will live with us for the next 1,000 years.

Yellowstone Winter – Day 7

Old Faithful Geyser erupting in Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

Mention Yellowstone, and the universal question asked is, “Did you see Old Faithful?” The Old Faithful geyser is a mythological landmark that, while well known and seen the world over, exists only for the travel connoisseur,  photographer, and filmmaker to capture on their pilgrimage to this remote corner of our first national park. The reality is much more mundane: Old Faithful sits directly in front of three of the park’s major hotels. In order to claim a trophy and/or bragging rights to having seen Old Faithful, many visitors speed into the park, snap a photo, and are back in their vehicle before the geyser’s 5-7 minute eruption comes to an end.

Caroline and I have seen this trusty geyser erupt from all sides, from the balcony at Old Faithful Inn to the Observation Point two hundred feet above the geyser basin and many points between. From this early winter morning eruption, seen above, to a late evening moonlit eruption, we’ve tried to see it with as much importance as we place on all of the other beautiful details we are fortunate enough to view. We have watched Old Faithful on springtime visits, in the middle of a summer day, during fall, and now during winter. But Yellowstone is so much more than Old Faithful; it is a bastion for wildlife. It is boiling mud and steaming sulfurous hot springs. It is America wild and free, a national treasure to throw in a cliche.

Today’s snowshoe expedition is taking us to the Black Sand Basin, but first, we must cross over the Upper Geyser Basin once more. You might be able to tell from the amount of steam and fog hugging the earth that today is significantly colder than yesterday.

Hot water flowing underfoot and steam drifting over the basins create conditions that allow some quite peculiar ice formations to take shape. Maybe this configuration of stacked leaves of ice looking like fish scales [or sheepskin – Caroline] is mundane to someone who lives in Minnesota, but to my eyes, this is new and alien.

Yesterday, I mentioned ghost trees but never shared an image of one; well, here’s an example, and there will be more to follow.

With the heavily reduced visibility out here on the geyser basin, the whole place is seen anew. What might have been familiar yesterday is rendered other by so many reference points erased by the fog and steam. Here at Beach Spring, this is anything other than beachy.

Clarifying things about ghost trees a bit further: in yesterday’s writing, I mentioned them, twice even, but when I wrote that, I was showing you trees covered in ice. To add some accuracy to the story, the steam that washes over the trees collects on leaves and needles as ice crystals; I guess the fog, too. As they accumulate, they look like piles of snowflakes, which makes sense when you consider that snowflakes form on dust particles in the atmosphere, so the tip of a leaf or needle probably makes for a good point to bond with for water vapor. Then, as the sun rises and the snowy camouflage begins to melt, things start dripping, and if the air temperature chills quickly enough, icicles start to form.

Caroline is on the trail between Lion Group and Liberty Pool next to the Firehole River, mesmerized by the ghost trees ahead of her.

Well, this is nearly impossible to photograph in a way that you can see exactly what we are looking at. The air is FULL of diamond dust. This is also called a ground-level cloud that has taken form on an exceptionally cold day. Then, as I was trying to learn more about the phenomenon, I read that I was actually already familiar with diamond dust, as that’s what we are looking through when we witness a sun halo or sun dog.

Ghost trees, diamond dust, steam, fog, blue skies, and two toasty people on hand to witness it all. Oh yeah, we were heading to Black Sand Basin and were not supposed to get lost in all the magical sights we were seeing and experiencing this morning.

Liberty Pool is usually a non-descript and not very colorful hot spring at other times, but reflecting ghost trees in its black waters make it a spectacular feature.

Sawmill Geyser will only capture 15 or 20 minutes of our attention as I swear we really are trying to get to our destination instead of getting lost in wonder.

For anyone who knows us, you couldn’t have believed the end of that last sentence as you’d know we’d give about anything to be lost in wonder. Why else would we have kitted ourselves out with so much technical winter gear if not to explore an environment that can dip below minus 20 Fahrenheit?

Earlier in the day, our balaclavas were pulled down to our eyebrows and up to the bottom of our glasses; it was that cold. It doesn’t take long walking through the snow to warm up and soon find that you have too many layers on, but you wouldn’t have made it out in this kind of extreme cold had you worn anything less. Lucky me that Caroline will gladly take my shell and wrap it around her shoulders and all I have to offer her is this big warm smile.

We walk out into the fog, stride into the cold of the morning, and thank our lucky stars that we have the ambition to explore the extraordinary. Not everyone cares about where they are in life, even though they may fret about what they have or don’t have. What they are really concerned about is that they don’t have the aspiration to do anything about changing things. Change is uncomfortable and can leave you feeling alone and lost in a kind of spiritual winter, but it’s up to you to endure and see the sun shining through, no matter the difficulty.

As we near the Daisy Group, we are on the segment of the trail that will take us over the main north/south road that bisects Yellowstone, letting us begin our first winter visit to the Black Sand Basin.

Black Sand Pond, while still on the east side of the main road, should, at least by its name, be part of the basin, right? On the trail here this morning, we passed one other snowshoer but were otherwise alone. Hmmm, saying we were alone could imply that even with one another, we were alone; well, that’s not what I meant at all. We are here with every moment of time that has ever preceded us, carrying the mantle of life and acting as the ambassadors of perpetual happiness.

And then, when you think you’ve seen it all, the universe presents you with snow tails hanging on a fence and leaving you a mystery you know you’ll never want an answer to so as to not explain the unknown.

I wonder what Cliff Geyser might have looked like 1,000, 5,000, or 25,000 years ago? What will it look like 100, 500, or 1,000 years from today? I can’t begin to answer those questions but I can assure you that what I personally photographed here today, in fact, looked just as it appears above. Maybe the following is a well-worn trope here on this blog by now. I can’t remember, but I’m still astonished that Caroline and I will be the only two people in the history of humanity who will have witnessed this very moment in this corner of the earth.

Millions will choose to see the same football game, American or Global, and millions will listen to the same songs, play the same video games, and simultaneously dig into a Big Mac, but only Caroline and John Wise will look overhead here at Black Sand Basin on a Friday afternoon in January 2009 and be dazzled by three bald eagles gliding effortlessly south without so much as flapping a wing.

Part of me wants to take Photoshop to those yellow poles and erase them so I have a perfect nature shot of bison trodding on the snow in silent step with one another. The problem with that is I’d be covering up imperfection, and while in my eyes and from my words, it could appear that all is perfect in our world, there are always blemishes, though they should never take a front seat to elevating all we can to perfection.

Denuded nearly branchless trees sure look appealing to me in their stark contrast to ghost trees, psychedelic frost art, herds of bison, or the two people on the other side of the camera.

An hour and a half watching life roll by here at Black Sand Basin was thoroughly enjoyed. When a breeze came along and shook some snow from the tree, we were, for a moment, caught in a snowstorm under blue skies, a first for us. Of course, everything about this journey into Yellowstone has been a series of firsts for us while also being a glaring admission that my poverty of language doesn’t afford me enough superlatives to adequately explain or relate a fraction of our days, hours, minutes, seconds.

Punch Bowl Geyser back at the Upper Geyser Basin signals that we are on our return journey.

Along the way, we passed four cross-country skiers, including the Shefflers from Washington, whom we bumped into again and again during our eight days in Yellowstone. With the roads snowed over and a small fraction of the number of visitors that are attracted to Yellowstone in the winter compared to summer, this really is the time to feel nearly alone in the park, seeing it much the way it has been for the better part of the last half-million years before hordes of tourists arrived.

If you arrive at the recognition that we have a fascination with Sawmill Geyser verging on obsession, you wouldn’t be exactly wrong, except we are just as enamored with West Thumb, Artist Paint Pots, the meandering waterways cutting through meadows, night skies, hissing gasses, bubbling vats, and the crazy play of light here in Yellowstone.

Old Faithful Geyser erupting in Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

The day started with Old Faithful and ended with Old Faithful, too. I wish you could see what you don’t see without me having to tell you, but there are no people between us and the geyser. They were not removed by Photoshop; they didn’t step aside so we could have an uninterrupted view, nor did we pay anyone for a private screening. This really has been our life where when we put ourselves out in it, we seem to have it all to ourselves.

Yellowstone Winter – Day 6

Another snowshoe hike was on order for the day; this one was taking us over the Upper Geyser Basin to Biscuit Basin with a return on a snowy bike path.

Starting out early today, we were able to take our time lingering under the ghost trees, eyeballing ice bacon, watching bison stalk us, and catching our breath after the altitude and cold air stole it from us. More about all of that as this day unfolds.

These particular bison weren’t the creepy stalker ones that were hiding behind trees plotting something nefarious just out of view. I’d tried photographing those, but they were blending in with the dark trees, trying to be stealthy. Never trust a conniving bison is what my grandfather taught me.

Having spent the latter half of Tuesday here on a mostly sunny Upper Geyser Basin, we were not taking a lot of time this morning to dwell, as the area between Morning Glory Pool and Biscuit Basin is an unexplored corner for us, I think, and we want to get to it.

The geyser in the previous photo was captured as it was finishing an eruption before returning to just billowing steam. I’ve always found it intriguing to be able to see deeper into the springs and geysers of Yellowstone, so I’m sharing this close-up view of the interior.

The vertebrae and pelvic bone of an elk are not something you see every day.

For that matter, the interior of the Morning Glory Pool is also not seen every day.

Maybe I should have gone through all of our other photos of previous visits to Yellowstone to see if I have another image of Artemisia Geyser, but I do believe this is our first.

Ghost trees typically sit next to hot springs where the steam freezes on the tree, enshrouding it with incredible ice sculptures, dripping icicles, and what we affectionately call ice bacon. Ice ribbons form on branches with stripes in a gradation of clear to milky ice and back to clear – it appears that as the water freezes, the temperature, humidity, or who knows what determines whether the ice forming is going to be clear or milky. This looks to all the world like bacon strips made of glass.

A close-up of some of the ice sculptures we found intriguing.

We’ve never in our lives seen ice like this.

With blue skies on the horizon, we can have hope for a bit of sunlight today.

What you may not be able to immediately make out in this photo is that ribbons of ice have melted to a small extent during the previous warm days when it was hitting highs in the mid-30s (+1 and +2 Celsius), creating the icicles hanging from the tree.

Caroline Wise at Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

Tempting fate, Caroline is standing next to Mirror Pool under nature’s daggers.

A bit of a guessing game is going on here, but I think that we’re looking over towards Cauliflower Geyser from a bridge that will take us over to Biscuit Basin.

The weather moves around a lot in Yellowstone, threatening doom one moment and heaven the next.

Near the entrance to Biscuit Basin, you’ll find Vulnerable Spring, though not typically with bison in the background standing in the snow.

As I write this, I find no small amount of sadness that the diversity of colorful hot springs right before my senses is unable to elicit the poetry or creation of a new language to convey the profundity of what is experienced when approaching something simultaneously beautiful, mysterious, and absolutely dangerous to life. While this is not something that can attack and maul you, it would be a conscious decision to be taken by its scalding grip.

Step upon the wrong spot, and you could find yourself the victim of your own curiosity, but that cautious distance we maintain works to pique the interest to see further into the workings of the earth. Drawn to see more, smell more, and know more, we are pulled closer, if not physically, then sensually, so we might have a secret whispered to the spirit looking for more.

If I were a painter, the play of light, steam, elements, life, light, and time would certainly guide my hand in knowing where to put down the stroke that might define the shape of things on the canvas. If I were a musician, might the patterns become self-evident notes offering me access to a world the likes of Eric Satie, Sergei Rachmaninoff, or Max Richter have known? But I aspire to write and find myself grasping at worn words that, much like tones and hues in novice hands, leave little lasting impression, and so I continue to practice laying letters down while never really growing confident that I have added any value to the page.

It will have to suffice that the light that shines from within the shared love of these two people fortunate enough to experience places that can make hearts sing, simply plays to the universe with us as the only audience.

There’s a poetry that floats overhead and flows downstream while shadows play and a glistening reflection works to seduce us, but the fleeting nature of it all is orchestrated for an immediacy that does not wait for others to join in with appreciation for this once-in-a-lifetime moment that can only ever be known by those present for witnessing such things. And so we take all we can into memories, but those impressions are weak and betray the desire that wishes to hold fast forever to a scene that might only exist in a passing, yet profound, glance.

What if we understood that all around us, above and below, everywhere in all situations, we were capable of extracting immense beauty from life? Would we continue numbing our sense of the profound that stared at us from our first to last breath and still chose to be immune to awareness in exchange for some meaningless gratification of the ego that never really satisfies the soul?

We are as steam is to a hot spring, the life on a planet. We will appear for a simple moment, adding grace to a landscape, and just as quickly disappear into an invisible atmosphere as though we never existed. Yet, within those fleeting few seconds, the light of our being might have illuminated a corner of someone else’s consciousness. Did we offer delight to them or weigh heavy like storm clouds looming on the horizon?

How easy it is to witness beauty and allow its constructs to be assembled in ways we define as intrinsically wonderful when we condition ourselves to define nature in non-threatening ways. Replacing the grandeur of our earth with promises of heavenly eternities diminishes our need to see the world as it is: incredible and rich with wealth beyond the things we adorn upon vapid existences.

There is no monetary value to seeing one’s shadows standing 30 feet tall in pristine snow, but then again, the remembrance of such a moment shared with the person you love is priceless.

We burst into nature and expend our energy in a flash of bedazzling spectacle if we are fortunate, or we whimper to the exit, hurt and unsatisfied as being here and gone is the fate of us all.

The warm glow of the late day tells us that time is moving us toward sunset and that we’ll soon approach nightfall. The temperature will drop, as will our ability to continue past the wee hours. We’ll take time to replenish ourselves with food and sleep, but who among us understands the need to take time to replenish ourselves with sensuality found in the dance of nature? Even if our lives should be brief and taken away too soon, what will the encounter with its magic have been worth? Will you have lived or simply existed? This then begs the question, how do we accept the machinations of a society diminishing the value of the individual by corrupting our ability to find the light that illuminates our better senses?

The silhouettes of life around us grow longer, as does the value of what our own shadows have collected by just being out here walking into beauty.

Goodbye day, and thanks for allowing me this opportunity to roam in a world that, for a little while, is mine to share with others from now and into the future, should these words continue to flow outward.

I achingly long to remain under these skies, in these moments, next to my best friend, who is in the same space as I am. I sense the sting in her eyes and murmur in her heart as the music of nature paints this canvas of the extraordinary that’s being amplified by our shared love.

The pulse of life is there; can you hear it, see it, feel it? It will continue throughout the night and still be with us the next day, with or without you, with or without me. If we are lucky, we will rise together again to witness the cold give way as our hearts warm the relationship between you and me, us and them, day and night, life and death. Persisting in celebration, love, and happiness, this is the landscape we live to always explore.

The call of life comes from deep within and deep below if you are able to tune your senses to pick up on the magic of all this. But for now…

…we will go to sleep like all things do so we might restore ourselves for another day emerging from the deep.

Yellowstone Winter – Day 5

Breakfast is finished, trail mix and Clif bars are packed for lunch, Camelbak bladders are filled, and then I notice one of Caroline’s snowshoes is broken. The ski shop for Old Faithful Snow Lodge is around the corner and down the hall from the lobby. Without a hint of trouble, the girl at the window trades our rental snowshoes from Mammoth with a pair from her inventory. Our ski drop, this is what it is called even though we are going snowshoeing, leaves the hotel at 9:00. At 9:30, after being dropped off next to the Kepler Cascades, the snowshoes are strapped on, jackets zipped up, and we are on the march.

Seven miles is the total trip distance we must snowshoe through snow and ice. The Lone Star Geyser Trail follows the Firehole River for much of our trek. Crunch, crunch, crunch, our snowshoes plod ahead, breaking the silence that, at times, is accompanied by the gentle sound of the babbling waters.

The sun is hiding out behind clouds; then again, the wind is also at bay, and we are comfortable on our long walk. Not too far along, we spot a Canadian goose treading water, and he has company; a male and a female hooded merganser duck are swimming to and fro.

Ducks and geese are easy to get along with; they stay in the water, and we stay on the trail – simple.

Not so simple to deal with: along the trail, we see a spot where a herd of bison appears to have been hanging out. Turns out that it is a lone male bison who is not a very good housekeeper and has a healthy bowel, giving the impression that a small group lived in this riverside pasture. Lucky for us, he is not to be seen until we round the corner. Now you know why we came to know it was a single him. Caroline is nearly ready to turn back, but I assure her that this little bison is a good 130 feet away; 75 feet is the minimum suggested distance. We pass him while he busies himself, rooting grasses out of the deep snow. We couldn’t help but pause and watch him use his head as a plow, swinging it from side to side to push snow out of his way and revealing sweet morsels below.

Lone Star Geyser erupting at 12:10 p.m. on January 14, 2009 in Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming

By noon, we are upon Lone Star Geyser, and imagine there is no chance we should be so fortunate to have this geyser erupt during the short window we’ll be present. After all, this geyser erupts every three hours, and we were fairly certain that we had seen what must have been the steam cloud from an eruption at 11:00. Wrong. At 12:10, Lone Star begins erupting. For twenty minutes, the geyser puts on a show for our personal enjoyment and total disbelief that this is actually happening.

By 12:38, we were certain the spectacle was over, and with a four-and-a-half-mile hike back to Old Faithful Snow Lodge, we beat feet and got along down the trail.

On our way back, we saw Mr. Bison again, except this time he was napping under a tree in shallow snow. He seemed as tranquil as a full bison might actually become in appearance to two nervous snowshoers trying to look calm as they snuck by.

While from Buffalo, I did not mean to imply I was the beast napping under a tree. On the contrary, I’m the rainbow ice-cream-headed two-legged scaredy cat from the desert.

Crunch, crunch, crunch, we crunched to where the trail began and then crunched on over to Kepler Cascades for a peek and a toast of hot tea from the thermos before once again going crunch, crunch, crunch back to the Snow Lodge.

The Kepler Cut-Off trail next to the road was narrow and not groomed, making me prone to stumbling, so we re-joined the road and crunched our snowshoes all the way back to the hotel and our cabin.

After seven hours and seven miles, we were walking directly into the dining room to replenish our tired bodies. Oh, how we wished the Snow Lodge had jacuzzis as they do up at Mammoth Hot Springs.