A Sense of Autumn

The Apple Barn & Country Bake Shop in Bennington, Vermont

Only on the final leg of this long road trip across the United States and the Maritimes of Canada, on my first full day on my own again, do I realize one of the major differences compared to the drive east. Instead of writing about the day’s events after checking into a hotel, I’m starting my day in the hotel room, writing about events that occurred nearly two weeks ago. Everything that happens on the drive west back to Arizona will have to accumulate as notes, only to be written about at a point in the future, likely October (it’s actually October 17th, when I’m finally working on this day.) I’m tempted to place this opening note for Monday, September 23rd, in the post I’ll be writing this morning for September 10th when we were visiting Digby Neck and Kejimkujik National Park in Nova Scotia, but time jumping in my blog posts may not make for great style, only great confusion, so I try to keep that to a minimum. However, I’m not fully against sowing some confusion from time to time.

At the Massachusetts State Line on Route 7 entering Williamstown

After stopping for coffee and apple cider donuts at The Apple Barn & Country Bake Shop on my way out of Bennington, Vermont, I was soon starting to weave in and out of Massachusetts and New York, unable to choose which state I preferred. Massachusetts started out with a strong vote because this area, known as the Berkshires, is quite appealing. Falling leaves, walnuts on the ground, and apples scattered under trees, the idyllic autumn scenes are enchanting.

On Route 43 entering Stephentown, New York

Considering that New York is home to the only Stephentown on Earth, it certainly convinces me that New York is where I should pay attention.

Stephentown, New York

Check out the colors of Stephentown: they make a solid argument to stay on this side of the state line.

Route 22 south of Stephentown, New York

On Route 22, south of Stephentown, things are still quite beautiful.

Entering West Stockbridge, Massachusetts at the State Line with New York

Near New Lebanon, New York, I decided to veer back into Massachusetts to give it a second try. Scenic views come on too fast to pull over safely: a dozen turkeys crossing the road tops the seasonal mood. There is no need for pumpkin spice lattes out here.

Shaker Mill in West Stockbridge, Massachusetts

While this old Shaker Mill in West Stockbridge, Massachusetts, helped tilt the scales, it wasn’t really fair to allow it that kind of pull. I had skipped the Shaker Museum and the Ruins at Sassafras Museum, both in New Lebanon, because I felt that if and when I visited, it would be with Caroline. So, crossing the stream that once powered the mill gave Massachusetts an unfair advantage. I’ll have to ignore this, though I can appreciate the sight of the old mill.

Red Mills Flour Feed & Grain in Claverack, New York

Take that, Massachusetts, try to compete with your little mill with this historic giant of a place called Red Mills Flour Feed & Grain in Claverack, New York. Seriously through, the western side of Massachusetts, home to the Berkshires, deserves serious investigation with my bestie.

Defunct gas station on Route 9 in Hudson, New York

I’m flirting with overcast skies, exhaustion, and preoccupation with a distant wife who is likely dealing with her own travel exhaustion and has had to go back to work this morning, unable to share these sights with me. Traveling alone on my way east across the United States was okay, probably because I knew she’d be joining me shortly. If I linger too long on my way home, it will only delay us from returning to each other for our conjoined twins’ existence.

Defunct gas station on Route 9 in Hudson, New York

More than a few photos were taken here in Hudson, New York, which I’d call lingering. Further south, I passed through Red Hook when a deer bolted in front of the car. That deer was so close that I spotted a tick riding bareback on its haunches, waving at me. Properly spooked, I required a moment to catch my breath. No better location than the Red Hook Fried Chicken restaurant to truly calm my nerves and satiate my appetite for yummy fried chicken.

East Branch of the Delaware River near Margaretville, New York on NY Route 28

In a fried chicken-induced food coma [Mal de puerco! Caroline], I drove and drove, caring little for photographing the landscape, passing Rhinebeck (location of a famous wool festival), cruising right by the turn-off to Woodstock, famous with Boomers. South of Woodstock, it is abundantly clear that I’m on the Hippy Gauntlet, a.k.a. the Age of Aquarius Nostalgia Highway. I can recognize how this tiny geographic point on the map was where the world changed for a generation, even if only temporarily until the consumer culture caught up with the children of Flower Power. Some buildings are now relics, just as are the legions of Americans who claim to have been there. Twenty years from now, that generation will be mostly gone, as will the remaining businesses riding the wave of nostalgia for a time lost in the mud of a farm that hosted the largest event of its kind back in August 1969. I drove so far with nary a stop, that I almost failed to properly appreciate my afternoon in the Catskill Mountains.

East Branch of the Delaware River in Hancock, New York

Then, before I knew it, I reached the end of the Eastern Branch of the Delaware River near the confluence with the West Branch in Hancock, New York, ready to call it quits for another day, but not before I snapped a photo of the dory in the middle of the river at dusk in the foggy mountains here at the edge of Pennsylvania.

The Lonely Start to a Long Drive

Route 202 at the New Hampshire State Line

The big temporary separation started this morning when I took Caroline to the airport in Portland, Maine, for her flight to Phoenix via Chicago. Afterward, our car got an oil change, which was about 1,000 miles overdue but proved impossible to get done in Canada, where a couple of places couldn’t do it because of either a lack of parts or staff. From Highway 114, I was soon transitioning to the 202, where things started looking familiar. Sure enough, this is also Route 9, the Franklin Pierce Highway, that we traveled on our way to Kennebunkport, Maine, so many weeks ago, though it feels like something more than a month or two. I didn’t stop for a single photograph; the one I took of the New Hampshire State Line was taken from a traffic backup out of my car window. Having taken over 6,800 photos on this vacation thus far, I hoped to drive away as far as possible from the congested area of the New England States and aimed the car at Cobleskill, New York, while taking a break from photography.

Route 9 at the Vermont State Line

There’s an incredible void in the car. What’s missing is Caroline’s banter, enthusiasm, and chatter, her pointing things out, suggesting places to pull over, or asking what I think about particular detours. I tried listening to music to mask the silence, but her input about what could play next was obvious, and I soon tired of my choice, so I just kept driving, growing hungrier but still wanting to put some serious miles behind me.

I want to hear my wife’s voice or know she’d landed in Chicago. That didn’t happen until about 3:30 after I pulled into Keene, still in New Hampshire, where I found somewhere that sounded reasonable for lunch; maybe this is an early dinner. A text arrives: she’s maneuvering the frustrating labyrinth of O’Hare Airport and telling me about her trek. Once she’s situated at her next gate, and I’m done with my meal, we’ll talk, and my experience says I’ll only miss her more while wishing she had another week of vacation to share the drive of nearly 3,000 miles ahead of me.

Somewhere on Route 9 in Vermont

Spending 24 hours a day, seven days a week together doesn’t create the tensions others might think could arise. The opposite happens: we grow fonder, more affectionate, more enchanted with the unfolding world we hope never stops.

Now, I have to fight the urge to bolt home because being out here in America allows me to catch up with the neglected 12 days of writing. If I were to arrive in Arizona without having at least tried to knock out some of the estimated 20,000 words I’ll likely pen for those posts, I’d fall into talking with various people at coffee shops back home, delaying everything well into October and pushing out the continuation of working on my book that’s been on hold for more than a few months by now.

Somewhere on Route 9 in Vermont

My lunch is done, and I still have 137 miles ahead. Google says it’ll take me 3.25 hours to cover that ground, probably because I’m avoiding major highways and toll roads. With my lunch bill paid, it’s time to get to the car and call Caroline to whine about how much I miss her.

Family Dollar off Route 9 on the way to Bennington, Vermont

As obnoxious as those damned Subway restaurants, dollar stores of whatever brand are of an ilk I despise. Today, it will serve a useful purpose, and I should appreciate that, but my senses tell me that these blights on the landscape are here to prey upon the poor while facilitating the never-ending loop of poverty. The details are superfluous, but that’s okay; what I share in my writing is allowed to dip into banalities. Caroline forgot the USB charging cable for her phone at the motel, and there was no way we would drive back, considering that at that time, we were also looking for breakfast, which was not easy somehow (we ended up settling on Starbucks). After trying a major grocery store and Target, we had to give up, and I gave her my cable. At Family Dollar outside of Bennington, Vermont, I was able to get what I needed, but the effort of walking into this store sapped any remaining energy I could muster, so I altered my route, saving me two more hours of driving. I turned in at the Catamount Motel in Bennington and collapsed in shame.

Writing that last sentence, I smiled to myself but realized I couldn’t let it stand. No matter how much I may have wanted to end this post on that perfect little tidbit of drama, I do not wilt that easily. Note to my editor: do not contradict me, or else. [….right. Caroline]

New England – A Patchwork

Sunrise in Shaftsbury, Vermont

I can’t say I’m very happy with yesterday’s perfunctory blog post. Sure, it covered that we went from A to B, ending up in C, but I think this is where, after 12 days on the road, my writing is growing sloppy. Things like the abundance of love traveling with us, the hand holding, snuggling, and non-stop smiles are not being written about. The constant state of wow and awareness of our crazy privilege is never far from mind. Our days are jam-packed from 5:30 in the morning when we wake up to 10:30 at night when we finally get to sleep, but this is how we want to spend our time, knowing that we are taking advantage of that precious commodity we’ve been allocated. Even as I write this because it’s nagging me how sloppy I feel yesterday’s post was, there’s a mist on the meadow across the street from our lodging, the sun has peeked over the horizon, and we should be out already exploring Kennebunkport while it’s still quiet and the mass of tourists we saw there last night haven’t emerged from their cocoons yet. Finding quality headspace time when the senses are working overtime is not always easy, but we know that immersion, demands, and outcomes have always proved worthwhile.

Robert Frost home in South Shaftsbury, Vermont

It is too early to visit the Robert Frost Stone House and Museum, not that I’m in any way certain we’d have dipped in if it had been open as experience suggests that we’d be viewing the inside of a house, some interpretive plaques, and a donation box near the door. While he was an important American prize-winning poet, I’ve not paid attention to his work since I was a kid.

Silk Road Covered Bridge in Bennington, Vermont

I have to say that I don’t always understand the romanticized perception of covered bridges other than the rarity of their existence and maybe what they harken back to. I suppose in our collective mind’s eye, we see the horse-drawn carriage on an idyllic winter day pulling a bucolic family over the bridge, or maybe it’s spring heading into summer, and we believe we remember the young couple going on a date, the horse galloping along the country road among the farms, but aren’t these likely reflections of our literature and more probably movie manufactured images? Of course, there’s no denying that there’s an architectural element of interest, but I have to wonder out loud how much of this is cultural conditioning. I don’t want to come off as sounding cynical, and I do love seeing the deep red contrasting colors set against the environment. I also could see them having an economic benefit from the tourists seeking them out, but I also have to think about the cost of maintenance at a time when general road conditions are not always ideal. Many, far too many, of the houses we are driving by have fallen into a state akin to hovels and yet are still occupied while Dollar Stores proliferate, serving those in poverty.

Battle Monument in Bennington, Vermont

This is the tallest building in Vermont, 306 feet high (93 meters), and it is the Battle Monument in Bennington. It commemorates the Battle of Bennington, fought in 1777 during the Revolutionary War. Had we been here after 10:00, we could have taken an elevator to a viewing point somewhere on high, but not today; we are too early.

The Big Pont on the Molly Stark Scenic Byway in Bennington, Vermont

Stopping to capture a deeper look into nature’s beauty is a driving force behind these road trips. Somehow, city and state agencies don’t consider where visitors might want to pull over to take in the sights; then again, they never took into account that bicyclists might want to share the road, and so things are too often designed for the convenience of commerce. In an evolving economy where travel, remote work, and adventures increasingly capture large parts of daily life, I don’t believe the United States is moving in a direction to cater to those needs. As we’ve been traveling over the breadth of this country, we’ve wanted nothing more than to extoll the vibrant beauty and great opportunity to witness America, but that’s not always been made as convenient as we’d wish. We need more pullouts so we’re not pulling over to the side of the road with our hazard lights flashing because we can’t fully leave the asphalt.

Caroline Wise at Hogback Mountain Country Store in Marlboro, Vermont

At the Hogback Mountain Country Store in Marlboro, Vermont, Caroline finally found the maple soft-serve her friend Christine had recommended. We were also able to grab a bottle of “very dark” maple syrup at this store on top of Hogback Mountain.

View from Hogback Mountain in Marlboro, Vermont

This viewpoint from the shop offers a line of sight looking out over Vermont into New Hampshire and Massachusetts.

Creamery Covered Bridge in Brattleboro, Vermont

This is the Creamery Covered Bridge in Brattleboro, while the one further above was the Silk Road Covered Bridge in Bennington, both in Vermont.

Brattleboro, Vermont

We are well aware that we are giving short shrift to the towns and villages we are passing through, but these places easily become timesinks when trying to find the best angles to capture the essence and charm of the place. Instead of indulging the 20 minutes or more when we should be strolling the streets of these places, such as here in Brattleboro, we typically opt to keep moving while entertaining the idea that maybe someday we’ll return to spend quality time.

Brattleboro, Vermont

The old Stone Church, also in Brattleboro, no longer functions as a church.

Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

Instead, we traveled on a short detour to Putney, Vermont, where we found the church of Green Mountain Spinnery. I’ll explain: this ancient machine is an old-fashioned wool spinning contraption used as just one part of turning raw wool into yarn. If you are a fiber arts enthusiast, this is a nerd-nirvana kind of place.

Caroline Wise with Sally and Marley at Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

Our tour guide to this fiber mill, Sally, on the left, was joined by Marley, on the right, who has been mastering the craft of how all of this works.

Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

I don’t believe this facility has a modern piece of equipment within its walls. Even the spinner that rings extra water from the freshly washed wool that arrives with oodles of lanolin is from the very early 20th century, somewhere around 1906, if my memory serves me right. Pictured above is one of the carders.

Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

Even nearly empty bobbins have a sense of art to them; I think I could have spent another hour on their factory floor exploring the nooks and crannies.

Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

Hanging skeins of yarn ready to go to market or be returned to the person who contracted their services.

Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

Fully loaded bobbins with plied yarns, ready to be wound on skeins.

Caroline Wise at Green Mountain Spinnery in Putney, Vermont

With arms full of ten skeins of yarn, eight for Caroline for a vest she’s considering, and two for me and what will likely become a beanie. The ladies at Green Mountain Spinnery were incredibly gracious and super busy. While in the shop, another six people showed up, all wanting tours. The processes and history being kept alive here are increasingly rare, and we are truly grateful that we were allowed a glimpse into it all.

Connecticut River on the New Hampshire State Line in Brattleboro, Vermont

Crossing the Connecticut River, we are about to enter New Hampshire, and I need to find a healthy outlet for the tensions crawling up my butt, along with these drivers in New England who seem to believe that tail-gating is the proper way to encourage me to GTFO of their way. It is said that Zonies (those of us from Arizona) are distant, the Californians are flakes, and New Yorkers are plain rude, but these Vermonters and New Hampshirians are increasingly appearing to be entitled assholes. Our encounters with some, but not all, locals suggest they have social issues beyond the populations of almost every other state we’ve ever visited.

Rusty bridge between Brattleboro, Vermont and New Hampshire

This is not the bridge we crossed into New Hampshire; the new one parallels the old rusty hulk of an artifact we are walking out on.

Stone Arch Bridge in Stoddard, New Hampshire

While a footpath now, the Stone Arch Bridge appears to be just one of five here near Stoddard, New Hampshire.

Mushroom at the Stone Arch Bridge in Stoddard, New Hampshire

First mushroom in the wild I’ve seen in thousands of miles, growing out of moss, to boot. It’s a scene right out of Oregon.

North branch of the Contoocook River in Antrim, New Hampshire

The north branch of the Contoocook River in Antrim, New Hampshire, and, again, if I’m not mistaken, this river is the one that flows under the Stone Arch Bridge.

The President Franklin Pierce Homestead in Hillsborough, New Hampshire

A president you’ve likely never heard of, Franklin Pierce, the 14th president of the United States, lived on this homestead a long time ago.

Kat's Corner in Hillsborough, New Hampshire

Stopped for lunch at Kat’s Corner, just down the road from the president’s place. Kat was still there, though it was well after 2:00 when the kitchen usually closes, but she was gracious enough to feed us. We opted for the ‘Strami Burgers, ‘ which seemed unique to the area, and while she got to cooking, we could chat with her from the countertop where we were sitting. Kat is ready to retire; she’s battle-scarred from doing business in a place with too many customers demanding the kind of privilege that’s created war stories and has damaged her experience of owning this place. It’s a tragedy that after the corner shop and cafe finally change hands, as it’s already been sold, she leaves this business she’s loved for so long with memories tainted by hostility. Lunch was great, truly homemade fare for those who appreciate the love people bring to their business.

Concord, New Hampshire

Concord, New Hampshire, is a wonderfully vibrant-looking place that appears to have saved its small main street businesses. Now, if only they could take a page from Portland, Oregon, and learn something about civility. I don’t mean to imply that Portland doesn’t have its problems, some of them huge, but it is a friendly city; maybe that’s why it’s so scuffed, and this place looks like Singapore, where you are going to jail for spitting out a piece of gum.

State Capitol building in Concord, New Hampshire

This is the New Hampshire State House; some would call it their State Capitol Building, but that would be wrong here. Try it, and you’ll soon find yourself behind the glare of wicked stares and a proper brow lashing.

Side of the road in Rochester, New Hampshire

At least there are dirt roads where we could find a modicum of tranquility away from the angry, aggressive drivers and busybodies.

Rochester Reservoir in Rochester, New Hampshire

Our roadside stop was at the Rochester Reservoir, which had plenty of do-not-trespass signs, but do they really mean no photographers, or does the warning apply to would-be picnickers and the homeless who might want to bathe in these waters?

Caroline Wise and John Wise on a Maine State Line with New Hampshire

We’ve reached Maine but still have a good bit of driving before reaching our destination. This is our third visit to this state.

Looking to the sea in Kennebunk, Maine

We’ve reached the wealthy enclave of Kennebunk, which is not where we are staying. We are up the street in Kennebunkport, though that is also where the Bush family, as in the two presidents, have their retreat at Walker Point. Speaking of the Bushs, we were pulling into town and stopped at a light when a couple of women started waving to some cars, as in three identical black SUVs driven by what were obviously Secret Service agents; their passengers could have only been former President George W. Bush and his wife Laura, as nobody else in Kennebunkport this evening could possibly also be deserving of a Secret Service escort.

Sunset in Kennebunkport, Maine

It costs $25 to park at the beach. It’s a day pass, but what if you only stop for a few minutes to grab a few photos? You’d better hope that the car that scans license plates to ensure enforcement doesn’t roll by yours while you dart out to the seashore. The week pass is $103. Guess who won’t be visiting any beaches in Kennebunkport during their stay?

Lake Champlain to Vermont

Sunrise over Lake Champlain from Rouses Point, New York

Some things look familiar to us here, likely because back in November of the year 2000, on election day for the president of the United States, Caroline and I stayed in the same motel in Rouses Point, New York, the Anchorage Motel. On that trip, we were up before dawn on an overcast morning and drove east across the bridge to Vermont. Without a lot of expensive memory cards at the time, we didn’t take many photos. If you follow the link above, you’ll see how thrifty we were and how quickly we sliced through Vermont and New Hampshire before dipping into Maine. Today, I’m sharing 29 of 37 photos I’d initially considered, and the only reason I pared those images was that I have to write to each of them, and I’m attempting to stay mostly current with blog duties as this length of trip could stack up a lot of work after we get home, if I let it.

Fort Montgomery, a.k.a. Fort Blunder in Rouses Point, New York

From the foot of the bridge between New York and Vermont, we pulled into a very small driveway used by the U.S. Immigration and Border Patrol to grab the best vantage point to nab a photo of Fort Montgomery, a.k.a. Fort Blunder that was accidentally originally built on the Canadian side of the border in 1814 when the border of Canada was on the 45th parallel. When the oversight was discovered, the fort was abandoned. Many years later, through international negotiations, the U.S. secured an agreement with the Canadians to move the border, and construction began anew (the local populace had by now helped themselves to the fort’s building materials, so there wasn’t much left). Today, this inaccessible fort sits on private land. Thanks to Caroline’s friend, Christine, for telling us about this hidden boondoggle in plain view. [The look of it reminded me of Fort Jefferson on the Dry Tortugas, Florida, and Wikipedia tells me that these two forts have a feature in common: both of them are surrounded by moats -Caroline]

Barn and silo in Chazy, New York

Do you remember the smash hit of 1992, Sir Mix-A-Lot’s jammin’ track, I Like Red Barns? Yeah, I didn’t think so; it was the B-side of I Like Big Butts, no joke, but maybe a joke.

Osprey seen in Chazy, New York

Not only is the call of the osprey an interesting sound, but its nest is a mishmash of plastic netting, plastic bailing chord, a black trash bag, some living plants, and a bunch of stuff we’ll never know of as the nest is inaccessible to us humans.

Caroline at Gus' Red Hots Restaurant in Plattsburgh, New York

What was available to us, even for breakfast, were two red hots at Gus’ Red Hots in Plattsburgh, New York. This style of hot dog is not available to us in Arizona, or maybe we’ve not looked far and wide enough.

Monument in Plattsburgh, New York

This giant obelisk is a monument standing 135-foot-tall (41 m) across from City Hall in Plattsburgh, New York. It is known as the Macdonough Monument, honoring the victory of American soldiers and sailors in the Battle of Plattsburgh in 1814 during the War of 1812, which took a little longer than the year it was named after.

Looking up the road in Peru, New York

The first Peru I passed through was in Indiana, and now here we are on the Lake Champlain shoreline, passing through another Peru.

Ausable Chasm in Keeseville, New York

Ausable Chasm might be a great place, but the only way to find out is to show up at 9:00; for that, we’re too early. The $20 isn’t too bad; more than a few national parks cost that or more, but those are known quantities. For someone not from this area of the country, we had no idea what was here, and with little to no internet connectivity out on our road, we couldn’t judge if the wait would have been worth it. And then we saw their clown sign and realized that this is for small children or adult idiots, as who responds to this kind of Knotts Berry Farm kind of signage? Seriously, if this were the type of signage used by Yellowstone or the Grand Canyon, we’d skip those, too.

Lake Champlain seen from Keeseville, New York

Seeing legitimate mountains in the distance for the first time since leaving Colorado is a sight for corn-sore eyes. That’s Vermont out across Lake Champlain, as seen from Keeseville.

Dirt road near Highlands Forge Lake in Willsboro, New York

If only we could travel America by this size of road, we’d be on it. We were hoping to get a glimpse of the Highlands Forge Lake in the Willsboro area, but the forest obscured it. No matter, though, as we loved the tiny road.

Essex, New York

There’s a small town on the right, mostly out of view; it is Essex, New York, and if time allowed, we’d still be hanging out there.

Old schoolhouse in Essex, New York

Welcome to the oldest schoolhouse in Essex County, New York. It first opened in 1827 and closed in 1905. It is a tiny place with an obstructing cage near the entry door to keep vandals at bay, so taking photos was made impossible with my DSLR, though we got a couple with our phones, but the quality of those is so poor, I’d rather not embarrass myself in sharing them.

Grapes in Essex, New York

Like vandals, we might be pilfering thieves because we couldn’t help but sample the grapes. They were seeded and amazing, and like most all-seeded grapes these days, they are no longer available in grocery stores, at least out west. We only sampled a few, pulling from a couple of clusters instead of being greedy and taking that entire bunch in the photo.

Road into Fort Ticonderoga, New York

We’ve made it to Fort Ticonderoga in Ticonderoga, New York. The fort played an important role in the French and Indian War from 1754 to 1763 and the American Revolutionary War between 1775 and 1783. This is where America first witnessed the bravery of Ethan Allen and Benedict Arnold, who captured the fort from the British in a surprise attack on May 10, 1775. By 1780, Benedict Arnold was discovered to be a spy for the British and ran away with his proverbial tail between his legs. He was court-martialed and sentenced to death but died in England as one of the most infamous traitors in American history.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

We timed our arrival quite well, as we only had about 20 minutes to spare before a boat tour on Lake Champlain set sail at 1:00. These extra few minutes allowed us to view the King’s Garden and buy some of those yummy grapes we’d sampled north of here.

Carillion boat at Fort Ticonderoga, New York

And then, it was tour time on the Carillon vessel that took us out for a 1-hour history lesson while plying the waters of what was a major trade route in the 18th century.

Turtles at Fort Ticonderoga, New York

Maybe it’s difficult to make out, but at least two dozen turtles are basking in the sun on those branches.

Ferry on Lake Champlain near Fort Ticonderoga, New York

There’s a dearth of photos from this part of our journey because we were on a slow boat listening to Cameron, our authentically attired guide and historian, explain what transpired here back in the days with a primary focus on the Revolutionary War. My photos were of shorelines and water and this old cable-operated ferry that picks up a set of steel cables strung on the bottom of the lake to pull the ferry back and forth between New York and Vermont. This old-fashioned style of ferry is only one of a few still in existence.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

After the lake tour, it was time to explore the restored fort. This place was in bad shape in 1820 when the Pell family bought the land to protect what was there and stop people from carting off stones to be used in local homes. Later, a British architect was hired to restore the ruins, and the fort became a museum and tourist attraction in 1909.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

The cannons on display originate from locations worldwide, while the only original cannons at the fort can be viewed in the museum. Not many could be used to demonstrate the fortifications as they might have looked about 250 years ago.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

The custodians of this historic place have done great work in pulling the pieces together that allow this to be a living history museum, but it appears we’ve arrived after the main tourist season, which is always our intent.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

There were still a few craftspeople on hand demonstrating jobs that would have needed performing back then, and they were certainly experts in what they were sharing with us, but this is one of those few times that I wish we could be here on a busy weekend when crowds of people are milling about.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

The museum has a great collection of artifacts from the period, including some engraved powderhorns.

Fort Ticonderoga, New York

And this concludes the two and a half hours we were able to spend at historic Fort Ticonderoga, a place well off the beaten travel path.

View from Mount Defiance in Ticonderoga, New York

As part of our admission to the fort, we were given a coin that would be required to visit the overlook on Mount Defiance. Stupid me, I was reluctant to head up since we still had hours to drive before reaching our cottage in Shaftsbury, Vermont, this evening. Caroline wanted to visit with such insistence that I could do nothing but relent and drive us up the mountain. Damn, good thing I did because the view was drop-dead gorgeous. That is Fort Ticonderoga down there and, on the other side of the lake, stretching into the distance, Vermont.

View from Mount Defiance in Ticonderoga, New York

I want to point out that Captain Andy, who piloted the Carillon, had told us how fortunate we were this day as July had a lot of rain, and during August with high humidity, the view was, more often than not, very hazy. He seemed genuinely amazed that we had such perfect conditions, and being up here on the mountain for these views only confirmed his observations.

View from Mount Defiance in Ticonderoga, New York

Sure, this post could have been fine with only a photo or two, but our view from 853 feet (260 meters) above sea level was so enchantingly perfect that we didn’t want to leave.

On the Vermont State Line

But leave we did, and after viewing Vermont on the other side of water for almost the entire day, we finally reached its border. This farm stand sits directly behind the Vermont State Line and is being shown in lieu of a state sign because there wasn’t one.

Somewhere north of Arlington, Vermont

Trying to save some time in our race to find dinner before all two restaurants in the entire state of Vermont open on Tuesdays and Wednesdays closed at 8:00, there was no time for photos, except this one near Arlington. What the heck, Vermont? Are people not supposed to travel the rural byways of your state? Sure, we could have probably eaten in Dorset, but people were laughing at the hayseeds driving through their enclave in their Kia instead of a Bentley, Benz, or Range Rover. Really, people, suits on the streets of your town at dusk on a Tuesday? You let me know just the kind of squalor Caroline and I have accepted in our meager lives on the economic margin of being nobody. At least Janelle at the Serenity Motel in Shaftsbury, Vermont, was a solid, real person with whom I could share a few laughs. As for our cottage, it was an amazing little place set against the forest.

Vermont and Beyond – Day 5

Who asks for a 4:30 wake-up call while on vacation? The kind of people who want to be outside their room by 5:15, that’s who. Why would anyone want to be up and gone by the break of dawn? Because there is no other way to witness this kind of sky. How many times will anyone have the opportunity to see such sights with their own eyes?

What are the subconscious influences that determine why particular routes are chosen over others? As I look at the map of the area, there’s a part of me that thinks that maybe we should have hugged the St. Lawrence River, but our primary place of interest wasn’t that waterway but getting over to Maine. But why Maine? To some degree of awareness, I vaguely know that the idea of the state holds some kind of romantic intrigue. I don’t know why this is in the back of my mind, and can only guess there are images that found their way into my imagination that took hold, kind of like the notions I have about old abandoned buildings.

I know that we have to avoid freeways at all costs until they become the only way to get to our destination, and the rural roads we travel – if we are so lucky to find ones without fences – have an appeal due to the lack of barriers, which draws me into this particular land being more open than those lands beyond even only two-wires of barbed wire standing between me and what’s on the other side. This doesn’t feel rational, and in the distance, I see exactly what I would see even with the two thin wires, but there’s an emotional component that defies logic. Somehow, this applies to my sense of maps when I’m plotting a path.

Rambling along old backroads, we are leaving the Trout River-Westville Rd and turning south on State Route 30 at the Canadian and United States border in New York. Across the border is Godmanchester, and in front of us is Constable. On the radio, we mostly find French broadcasters and a great diversity of programming – not like what we have heard further south. Not many people are living up here. There are a few farms but not much else besides the countryside and plenty of signs.

There are a lot of internal signs that impact my decisions to operate from intuition, while when physically maneuvering our world, the signs imposed by laws constrain my actions. The internal signs are pointers to dreams that help fulfill aspirations, and so it is that we are out here now, trying to decipher and make real whatever the hopes were that formed the structure of this adventure.

There’s so much water out here, and so much we can’t see. If we were here on a summer evening would we hear frogs, would we see fireflies, or whatever other nocturnal life living out here? Those who dwell along these roads and waterways, do they spend time learning about their environment, or is it invisible background noise no longer making an impact? We are enchanted by scenes like this and look for what fish, birds, butterflies, and plants are along the riverbank and what’s in the channel. We are only afforded the most superficial of experiences, though, as this isn’t about immersion but impressions.

While driving just south of the Canadian border, we’ve been tuning into various radio stations along the way with the majority of them broadcasting in French. When the soundtrack to an environment is as new as the place itself, the thrill of novelty is amplified and takes us into perspectives beyond our expectations. Since our departure this morning from Massena, New York, we’ve been traveling on the Military Trail Scenic Byway.

Our hearts pull us toward North Hero here on our return to Vermont, but the desire for new experiences demands we head over the bridges toward Swanton, Vermont.

There are a few things one must see in Vermont, and farms play a large role in that.

Covered bridges made of wood are another thing on the must-see list visitors should seek out. This particular one is the Power House Covered Bridge in Johnson, Vermont.

Add forests and cascades to that list; check.

Metal moose and giant metal daisies are the kind of lawn ornaments the people of Ohio could learn about, with their plastic deer decorating their front yards. Come to think about it; I wonder why the people of Arizona haven’t discovered fake enormous scorpions or javelinas for their yards? Then there are those pink flamingos down in Florida – that’s it; I want to see giant metal pink javelinas in my future.

With only a bit more than five hours in Vermont, I’ll be the first to admit that it was nowhere near enough time to understand the breadth of character this state has. Our second glimpse of the place makes it even more attractive, and the hope to return for a more extensive will burn within.

Hello, New Hampshire and North Stratford! So, we know nothing more about this first town in New Hampshire than we did before we passed through. Sadly, this state will mostly be a blur. Our route will take us down the Daniel Webster Highway along the Connecticut River until we reach Groveton, where we pick up the Berlin-Groveton Highway, also known as the Woodland Heritage Trail.

Stark Covered Bridge over the Upper Ammonoosuc River in Stark, New Hampshire is as good a reason to stop to take in a sight. Have I ever shared that Caroline and I are in love with America’s scenic byways?

While we were in town, this old church from 1853 also caught our attention. It was built shortly before the bridge above.

And within two hours, we were about to say goodbye to the Granite State but not before we heard our first loon out here on the White Mountain Scenic Drive. I should make a note to Caroline and me that we need to come back to this corner of America sometime in June or September to better explore Vermont, New Hampshire, Massachusetts, Connecticut, and Rhode Island.

Home for the next three nights will be right here in the great state of Maine.

No loons here, but plenty of frogs to listen to here at Cupsuptic Lake on Wilson Mills Road.

How did I miss that the Wilhelm Reich Museum called Orgonon in Rangely, Maine, was along our path? Here we are, showing up well after they closed for the day, drats. Who was Wilhelm Reich you ask? Author of The Function of the Orgasm, The Murder of Christ, Listen, Little Man!, and The Mass Psychology of Fascism. Reich was also a controversial figure for his theory of Orgone, or the energy of the orgasm, and how its regulation was important for mental health. I first learned about him from William S. Burroughs back when I was a teenager in high school.

In Rangely, where we’ll be spending the night, we had an early dinner and then used the late-day sunlight to head up “Moose Alley.” Along the way, we spot about a dozen moose that look like they barely survived winter and some elk and even a beaver. Back in town, the sound of frogs and loons will soon take us off to sleep, but first, we request another 4:30 wake-up call.

Mother and Son Going to Buffalo, NY – Day 7

Vermont

What happened yesterday was bound to be part of our reality; I’m only surprised it took six days for it to arrive. The squabble carried through to today before things grew so bad that we simply stopped speaking to one another.

Vermont

Momma bird has never been good about tending to the nest, letting her young fend for themselves; this is the privilege of an only child. Approaching Montreal, I find myself grinding my teeth. While we cannot fully bypass the city, I make a circuitous route to avoid the center, but from what I can see of the diversity and architecture from afar, this would be a great place to explore with someone in love with what’s really important. Mom is grumbling about how worn out she is from our grueling drive and her insatiable hunger.

I’m not stopping for anything except border control in the United States. I want out of Canada so she can stop shitting on my sense of being inclusive of cultures, diversity, and adversity. Breakfast can wait until we are in Vermont. From my view of Montreal on the edges of the city, I can see a place bustling with a mashup of people on the streets. Hasidic Jews walk amongst Jamaicans, Hindus, Africans, Asians, and various other Canadians. Where I grew up in Los Angeles, ethnic groups seem to be segregated into enclaves, just as New York City had predominantly Irish and Italian neighborhoods prior to gentrification.

Vermont

I am determined that Caroline and I come back at the first possible chance as this is much closer than Europe with a lot of the cultural charm that attracts me to those old-world countries. It has been a breath of fresh air to see gasoline priced in liters and kilometers per hour on the highways; the temperature, while a hot 36 degrees Celsius, has this American loving the differences.

Our breakfast was in North Hero at Hero’s Welcome, but only reluctantly so. You see, Caroline and I stopped here five years ago and loved the place. My return was made in order to call Caroline from here and tell her if it was still the same and still as appealing as we thought. It was.

Further south in Charlotte, Vermont, is America’s oldest still-operating ferry crossing. We are heading across Lake Champlain for Essex, New York.

New York

With some food in us, my mom and I decided that we’d try to leave the events of the last 12 hours behind us. Serious damage has been done to our relationship, though I don’t believe my mother understands that. She thinks that what we say is of little consequence and that I take things too seriously. She is my mom; for god’s sake, I am supposed to take her seriously. I drove and stopped for the occasional photo, hoping my mom wouldn’t return to blurting out any more of her intolerance.

New York

Turbulent waters don’t settle quickly. I grew up at a time of great diversity, both generationally and culturally, combined with obvious gender and racial divides that were collapsing. Los Angeles in the 1970s and early 80s was a melting pot of people from all walks of life having an infinity of roles that were being played out. Not only did my mother dislike personal responsibility to such a degree that she abandoned my sister and me at kindergarten around 1968, but she’d carry that forward into her later years regarding her health, spending her own and other people’s money, along with her own mother, father, and aunt who she convinced to move to Arizona so they could be closer to a supportive caregiver. In the end, she squandered their savings on bad investments, travel, food, and her own business while putting a roof over their head but little more.

She knew when she threw us away that the man who would care for us was violent and physically abusive. One of my earliest memories of my father was seeing him beating up my mother in rage; I was probably about 3 or 4 years old. My mother wanted the yacht club life of being doted on by someone who would tolerate her and allow her to do as she pleased. I tend to believe that the only reason my mother brought my sister and me back into her life when we were in our late teens was so she could hang out with people who would be impressed by her carefree, do-anything lifestyle. Tragically, I didn’t understand the extent of her selfishness earlier and would get caught up with her fantasy life, but only to a point. The instinct to cherish and love your mom is innate, apparently, the same regarding your children is not the rule.

New York

As we drove through New York, passing the touristic town of Lake Placid, I couldn’t help but stew on, wondering who this stranger was next to me. I’m in conflict about the sense of responsibility and what love for a parent means when both of them turn out to be fundamentally broken. The child still within continues to look for approval and a motherly embrace, but in mine, I see a seething, horrible person who puts on a facade in order to attract sympathetic people to her pretend plight. Has my mother ever known happiness besides the times she’s left alone behind a plate of food? Her solace is a dish of oysters, and her altar is found in the Temple of Crème Brûlée.

You may think these are harsh words for someone who is dead at the time when much of it is being written, but the sentiment of her selfishness and narrowmindedness was shared with her more than once, which resulted in us not talking for years or me leaving family gatherings such as Thanksgiving after her spit-filled anger of calling me an asshole, just like my rotten father. So what is love when your parents are miscreants? For a long time, it was an unknown but highly desired mythical something that didn’t seem would exist for me. I couldn’t find it in others. Then, somewhere along the road, back while I was living in Germany and before I met Caroline I found a path to loving myself and all of my peculiarities, misgivings, fear, anxiety, and self-loathing. Relatively quickly, I discovered that just because your parents resent you and do not know how to share love doesn’t mean you must be bereft of such feelings within.

New York

Ah, the sunset. Caroline and I share the same appreciation and love of the magical sunsets that close out wonderful days. I look upon this one and dream of the next sunset I’ll share with her, knowing that it will stir mutual feelings of wonderment, and for those moments, we’ll be the only people on earth basking in the warm golden embrace of the sun.

This is Saranac Lake, where I first thought of stopping for the night before deciding to continue down the road.

New York

In Potsdam, New York, we visited Sergi’s Italian Restaurant & Pizzeria suggested to us by a couple walking along the road in the Adirondacks near Mount Arab. We gorged ourselves because that’s what we do, especially when confronted with emotional turmoil. Mom ate so much baked ziti, which she couldn’t finish that she had to skip dessert.

We continued westward to Massena, grabbing a room at the Lakeview Motel. Only $50 for the night and right on the shore of the Saint Lawrence Seaway. The evening comes to an end with me learning that my mom doesn’t believe one of her three children respects her. I am lost.