The Rationality Catapult

Roman Coin Featuring Claudius "ROMAN EMPIRE, CLAUDIUS 41-54 A.D. b" by woody1778a

I recently wrote about the Origins Project that was operating through Arizona State University for a number of years and which, in many ways, came to an end by 2017. This got Caroline and me talking about how many great lectures we had attended, and then it all stopped, just as the music stopped once the COVID-19 pandemic shut things down. The difference, though, is there wasn’t a pandemic per se but a catapult of rationality that happened to coincide with the program going quiet. But why?

It was time to legitimize that segment of the population that had been feeling excluded and fearful of becoming irrelevant. As society progresses during this age, there is an increasing requirement for a wide swath of our population to wrestle with complexity. Due to limited resources of deep intellect to explore difficult problems, humanity must pull from all corners of culture to find the talent that can rise to the daunting challenges we are facing. In these ever-shifting sands, it’s inevitable that people will be left behind; this has always been part of the price of progress.

When we attended our first Origins event, it was in 2011, which was also the year that the Google Brain Team was established. Look at any image of that group, and you’ll see a microcosm of what our workforce is inching ever closer to looking like. This was also the same year the Occupy Wall Street movement began, though this might have had its roots in the Tea Party movement that got underway in 2009. Another part of this puzzle is that the smartphone gained serious popularity with the release of the iPhone back in 2007. So, how are these disparate elements playing a role in the catapulting of rationality?

Since the advent of the commercial internet in 1995, and even before that, with the rollout of the personal computer, great stressors were being placed on the way business was evolving and how people were employed and remunerated. Between 2007 and 2011, we left the first stage of the internet behind as it became ubiquitous in everyday life. Out of the ruins of the housing collapse, we saw the demise of the Big Block stores accelerate and a move away from Mom & Pop restaurants. People were simultaneously heading online for shopping while at the same time looking for uniform experiences from those things and places where they were spending money.

The speed of innovation and the changing face of the labor force combined with social media platforms that were spreading information faster than ever were all contributing to more and more people being able to see the place they were living in clearer than ever before. While some of us who grew up in Los Angeles, San Francisco, or New York City in the 70s and 80s saw this cultural shift first hand, the majority of Americans only had only caught glimpses through television. As time went by, these same isolated citizens were starting to wake up to the fact that gay marriage, Indian programmers, and pharmacists, along with predominately Hispanic kitchen labor, were all around them, and they panicked.

By 2017, the momentum behind the Make America Dumb Again and Pride of the Deplorables was in full swing. Behind the movement of silly archaic ideas was an exploitative media blowing dog whistles, convincing this segment of our population that revolt was the best way forward. This culminated with a near-full-on attack on the U.S. Capitol in a half-hearted attempt to overthrow the U.S. Government.

The progress made after the 1968 countercultural revolution has been curtailed by the events and messaging of the past four years, and I can’t yet see that this momentum will be recaptured as America must deal with the recognition that abandoning any segment of the population is detrimental to its overall health. Failing to lift up those who are less fortunate is equivalent to having an immigrant problem but ignoring it while it serves particular economic benefits. Our problems are deep and complex; calling a group dumb, deplorable, liberal, racist, or any other moniker that riles the “base” only contributes to issues becoming intractable. Fixing things from the end of a gun barrel might work in some war situations but has never been conducive to propelling societies forward in any prosperous manner.

But the catapult of rationality has been launched, and where its payload landed is beyond my purview; I can only hope that 2020 will not have been our 476, and we are so far gone that all is lost.

The coin image is licensed by Creative Commons and is titled Claudius “ROMAN EMPIRE, CLAUDIUS 41-54 A.D. b” by woody1778a

Where Would You Go?

"Old Globe" by ToastyKen

The question occasionally arises in media that asks, “What would you do if you were confronted with your imminent demise?” Well, neither Caroline nor I am facing that right now that we are aware of, but we do have a somewhat similar question in front of us that asks, “What must you do or see in this corner of the planet if you were moving to the other side of it in the future?” What places are so important that should you no longer live in that country or state, it would become a hardship to return just for that one location? For example, imagine you went to Paris but were unable to visit the Louvre.

So we’ve scoured the map, and the first glaring omission is that we’ve never visited Central or South America. Closer to home, the list turns out to be quite short. We only identified four places we’ve never been to, three destinations we’d like to visit again, and two events we’d like to catch. They are in the order I just listed above: Lowell Observatory and the Arboretum in Flagstaff, Arizona, the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York City, and taking the Amtrak from old Route 66 in Arizona into the Great Plains. Our return visits would bring us back to the Monterey Bay Aquarium in California, the Oregon Coast, and relatively low on the list of priorities for culinary reasons, Oki Dog, Shakey’s, and the Northwoods Inn all in the Los Angeles area. Finally, the events include the International Folk Art Market in Santa Fe, New Mexico, and the Rhinebeck Sheep & Wood Festival held in New York state. That’s it for the United States

From Mexico south and Central America, we have three or four things on our list, including kayaking in the Sea of Cortez among the whales, a textile tour in Peru, and another textile tour in either Oaxaca or Chiapas, Mexico. With that, we’ll feel we did justice to seeing the world around us while we lived in America. For anyone who’d point out that a visit or two to points south of us would never do justice to understanding an iota of our southern neighbors, we are well aware of that, but life is too short to ever know everywhere.

Sure, we’d like just one more visit to the Grand Canyon, Yellowstone, and a number of other national parks, but lodging in those parks is already sold out for 2021. Believe it or not, we’ve seen the majority of America, and while we’ve never been to Vancouver, Canada, or taken in Butchart Gardens in Victoria, we’re okay with that.

After 26 years in America, we are approaching the need to immerse ourselves in something else. The natural beauty and ease of meeting people are certainly attractive, but the detractors are growing too big to ignore. The prices of housing, health care, and transportation will garrote our retirement experience or demand that we work to death. That ugly idea of working to death is beyond the pale and feels inhumane, and so we’ll be looking at when our time in America has to come to an end and have another new beginning where limited resources can go further. After all, this is all about going further.

Image licensed under Creative Commons titled “Old Globe” by ToastyKen

Trying To Be Somewhere

Fritter from Hurts Donut in Tempe Arizona

This is not one of our usual day trips, as there is no we today; it’s just me. Caroline is at home wrapping up the final day of an online weaving workshop. I, on the other hand, got a late start and sat down for about 10 minutes as I waited for a donut to arrive. Not just any donut, an apple fritter from Hurts Donut in Tempe. Now that I’m here I’m regretting my decision, not the donut due to my diabetes but the other customers who have come in since I sat down. There’s a 10-year-old boy wearing a “Make America Great Again” hat, his 13-year-old brother has a t-shirt emblazoned with “The right of the people to keep and bear arms shall not be infringed” while their sister is not flaunting the family’s right-wing leanings and of course nobody was wearing a mask. A guy before them in his 60s was also maskless and angry looking; he’s probably showing his disdain for the masked libtard sitting here looking at him from behind a computer, writing about him.

I’m becoming allergic to the outside world; just this morning, on our walk, we passed a truck with some stickers that had me asking Google, what is the meaning behind 13 stars with the Roman numeral 3 in the center? The Three Percenters was the answer. Who are they? A far-right group; enough said. Yesterday I had to leave the coffee shop I’ve planted myself in for the past couple of weeks. I left because of 4 white men between 25 and 55 who were waiting to place an order, and none of them were wearing masks, though the owner had a sign requesting customers wear masks until they sat down. This belligerence to masks springing up all of a sudden is due to our right-leaning Governor, who removed mask rules, to the consternation of many political leaders. Damn it, another man just walked into Hurts Donut maskless while I wait for them to finish this batch of fritters that should have been done by now.

Superior, Arizona

With my steaming hot Super-Fritter in a box that I believe normally holds a dozen donuts, I bolted out of Tempe and headed for the 60 Freeway East. I’d love to blame the next bit on my diabetic sugar high that was likely underway, but my anger has been boiling over regarding the blatant displays of ugliness for quite a while by now. I was already blowing fuses in the Mesa area due to the heavy traffic; oh wait, not just heavy traffic but aggressive get-the-fuck-outta-my-way traffic. I drove for a decade in Germany, I’m not foreign to driving fast, but reckless tailgating and swerving in and out of traffic will piss me off. Then, at Florence Junction, I catch a break, and traffic thins as many drivers turn off towards Florence Prison, obviously on their way to visit loved ones.

Then my confirmation bias gets triggered as a group of bikers pass, and one has a Three Percenters logo on his baseball cap. Great, now I’m going to see this damn thing everywhere. This was shortly before pulling into the sleepy, almost a ghost town, blip on the map known as Superior. Our first visit was in the late 1990s after Billy Bob Thornton, Sean Penn, Jennifer Lopez, and Joaquin Phoenix brought this place into the public eye with the film titled U-Turn. Twenty-some years ago, there was nobody here, and there were fewer of them on subsequent visits. I passed through Superior a few times last year on our way out for drives to Duncan or down to Winkelman before hitting Miami back up north for some Mexican food. Those previous stops were at the height of the pandemic, and I guess people weren’t stir-crazy enough then, but today, they were out in droves. I skipped a stop at the gas station for water as I already know that this far out, masks are for idiots and I’m one that belongs to that clan. I did pull into Main Street to take notes but ended up on a quiet side street as sleepy Superior awakening to the potential that might be found in the biker’s wolf-pack economy.

Travelers Hotel in Miami, Arizona

I’m not even hungry yet, nor did I finish the donut, but that doesn’t mean I can’t find room for a green chili burrito from Guayo’s El Rey Mexican restaurant. I called the order in as the place was obviously packed as I drove by, which gave me about 10 minutes to wander around. The first time I took a picture of this building 19 years ago, it wasn’t boarded up, and a lot of the glass was still intact, but today it’s looking sketchier and sketchier. According to the internet, it was built in 1918, but there’s a date up in the concrete that is difficult to see on this small image that says 1927, so I’m going with that. At one time, it was the Travelers Hotel, while during another incarnation, it was the Real Market, and on the south side of the building was the Real Buffet. Someday, maybe it’ll be a meeting hall for the Three Percenters.

Miami, Arizona

From Superior all the way to the New Mexican border out by Duncan and Clifton, this was copper mining country. When mining operations stopped, so did the imagination of anyone who might have lived out in these parts as nothing moved in to pick up the slack to offer jobs. The farming that was going on continued to some degree, but most everything dried up. There are a lot of vacant buildings in various stages of decrepitude that beg for me to enter them, but the most interesting ones are boarded up and locked. Seeing I’m not the kind of guy who enjoys talking to local law enforcement who might be angry with me for breaking and entering, I stick to checking out the obvious and wide open.

Saguaro Cactus on Route 77 north of Winkelman, Arizona

I’m over 100 miles from home before I finally start to feel like I’ve left most everything behind, but the writing is on the wall. Actually, the writing has been well established for a long time as there was a point over twenty-three years ago when, on a drive west of Kingman, Arizona, approaching California, we detoured up Old Route 66, a.k.a. the Oatman Highway looking for a glimpse of the Colorado River. As we talked, I wondered at what point in the future would these desolate places be so overrun that the charm of being far off the beaten path would be lost? I think we are close, but then I suppose I must temper that with the idea that some old guy who passed through these areas in the 1940s probably thought the same thing I was recognizing 50 years later. The cactus in this photo is along Route 77, heading south out of Globe to my next destination.

Giorsettis Superior Grocery in Winkelman, Arizona

I think this is either the 3rd or 4th time I’ve posted a photo of Giorsettis Superior Grocery in Winkelman, Arizona. I love this old market as it doesn’t feel like it changed since the day it opened. The floors give when you step in, and I wish I could buy everything just to boost their profit so they could still be here 20 years from now. While I’ve shared it before, I’ll share it again. Our first visit back in 2002, I believe, was for drinks, but a stack of still-warm tortillas enticed us to buy a dozen. I can’t say we ate them all in the next 15 minutes, but I won’t say we didn’t either. This is one of those places I obviously feel a lot of nostalgia for.

Winkelman, Arizona

Just across the road from the store is an area of Winkelman that all looks about like this. Every time we are down this way, I expect the rest of town will take on the same appearance.

Gila River in Winkelman, Arizona

Where I turned to enter Winkelman is the junction of Route 77 and 177, which returns to Superior. Checking out the decay on the west side of town, I spotted something I don’t believe we ever visited before: an old bridge. Out there in front of me is the 77, which continues its way south to Tucson while I’m standing on a footbridge built back in 1916 that crosses the Gila River.

Hayden Arizona March 2021

Not two minutes north is the town of Hayden, which, from my perspective, should be part of Winkelman; as a matter of fact, Hayden High School is actually in Winkelman. This old mining town is disappearing from reality, and someday, in the not-too-distant future, I expect it will be nearly completely gone.

Hayden Arizona July 2002

This photo was taken in July 2002 on one of our early visits to the area. I have a thing for old gas stations, and as best as I could tell, this was just such a place. With the two pillars and the pipes coming out of the ground at what looks like pedestals to me, I believe this place really was a gas station a long time ago.

Hayden Arizona March 2021

Nineteen years later, the pipes are still there, as is the listing door frame, but everything else is gone. Driving through the remains of the town is nothing shy of a bummer, though the ruins are interesting enough to look at. There are three interesting buildings here for sale: an old theater and two old churches. I cannot see how a place like this could be gentrified and brought back when the poverty that still lives here would have nowhere to go, nor would the inhabitants survive the increase in property values and taxes.

Hayden Arizona March 2021

Along the way, I felt reluctant to continue my trek away from home, but I’m glad I did. Looking at the photos and comparing them to my memories makes this journey worthwhile. The changes in our cultural landscape over the years are starting to impact the way I see the lands of America. They are tinged with an ugliness from our characters as violent, angry, racist, lunkhead thugs who are spoiling the potential that made the United States so appealing. The physical land that lies between the Atlantic and Pacific oceans is like so many other places on Earth, but it has been the promise of opportunity and finding magnificence that, in my view, has been the draw for so many people around our planet for the past couple of centuries. I think there’s a chance that our major cities might suffer catastrophic setbacks as their tax bases shift due to how the pandemic has changed where we work. If New York City or Chicago starts to rapidly decay, how long before they go the way of Buffalo or St. Louis, or worse, they start to mirror towns like Miami, Arizona, and crumble into so much rubble next to the road?

Hurry Up And Imagine Something

Doc for Amie on the ER-301

The following is a list of a few random things that were going on between getting our first vaccine shots on March 17th and March 24th while I forced myself to take up a bit of counter space at a favorite coffee shop to eke out some blog stuff.

Has the vaccine stolen my mind? How’s my new internal 5G connectivity working out? Maybe I got a placebo? No way, my arm feels like someone punched me hard, but my brain is not participating to deliver meaningful thoughts that offer up compelling ideas. Racing against the clock due to an early lunch necessitated by an afternoon meeting demands that I find some deep productivity right now and make it good. I need to find some way to blame my wife, as she’ll proofread this before it’s published, and I’d like to at least have some good snickering as she reads this half-hearted attempt at something.

Two days later, my arm no longer hurts, but my brain is not much more functional than it was then. I’ve been sitting in this coffee shop now for nearly two hours, and just a minute ago, did I even bother opening a draft that I feel should just be discarded, but seeing these thoughts feel as distant, I may as well add them to this trash container. When I arrived earlier in the day, I got caught up in conversation with someone whose last day here was this morning. Then Trent Gill, a.k.a. Trently, a.k.a. Whimsical Raps, started streaming one of his Mumble-Code sessions on Twitch, where he’s working on Monome’s Norns instrument. I don’t have one, but there’s something undeniably interesting about listening and occasionally watching Trent work through a coding session.

All of a sudden, it’s later yet again, but I did learn of barista Kaylie’s horrific accident a few years ago when she and a friend, pushing a car at the side of a road, were hit by a drunk driver, nearly costing the girls their legs. Kaylie was in the hospital for three and a half months and in a wheelchair for a full year before she hit rehab. And of all places she could have ended up, she was at Hacienda Rehab, notorious for a patient in a coma impregnated by a staff member. Through this tumultuous time in a 17-year-old’s life, she was told she’d never walk again; well, here she is, standing in front of me, relating the story that happened just three years ago. While Kaylie is battling the PTSD that comes with such an experience and subsequent depression, you’d never know it if you encountered her some random day at this coffee shop.

One user who also happens to develop “units” for the Orthogonal Devices ER-301 Sound Computer put out a call asking if anyone was interested in writing documentation for his package of “Accents.” Seeing I wasn’t getting far with my personal writing, I thought this might be a good exercise, so I volunteered. These Accents are elements or units that are building blocks for assembling synth voices or acting as modulation sources on other units within the ER-301. I chose a unit I had no experience with that seemed particularly difficult, and so I got to try to understand amplitude modulation, better known as AM, which turns out to be a 135-year-old process, which only worked to prove to me that 135 years later, we humans, by and large, are not very smart entities. As I finished up with the bulk of that unit, Joe the developer, asked if I’d help out writing the documentation for another unit, this one named Points. Points is a take on the envelope generator, a.k.a. ADSR, that was first created in 1983 for the Yamaha DX7, the first incredibly successful digital synthesizer. I’m currently trying to understand how levels and time work as I study page 26 in the old DX7 user manual and integrate that with Joe’s addition of bringing modulatable curves to the equation.

Something that can hold up blog posts is my need for images to accompany the writing. One distraction after another has to pass before I finally get tired of seeing the accumulation of draft posts, and I get busy grabbing shots that end up being far simpler than the grandiose plans I had in the first place. By the time I’m frustrated I just grab my phone and take the photo to throw up here, kind of like this screengrab from the Orthogonal Devices forum. That’s what I was doing tonight so I could pass on nearly half a dozen drafts to Caroline before letting them see the light of day.

One Year Later

John Wise in Phoenix Arizona 2021

One year ago today, Caroline and I started our own quarantine while America was just getting ready to ridicule San Francisco, California, for locking down its 7 million inhabitants a few days later. While we were quietly prepping two months earlier, I was still hoping that I was being hysterical in a Y2K kind of way, and so I wasn’t sharing my actions in order to minimize the public humiliation for giving in to paranoia. With an abundant supply of toilet paper, hand sanitizer, a hoard of dried goods, and a freezer stuffed with meat, we were ready for the apocalypse. Well, except for the guns, we were not armed and ready for shootouts as the masses went rampaging, looking for morsels of food after the shit hit the fan.

Now, a year later, we still haven’t exhausted the 50 or so rolls of TP we hamstered away. I’m not sure what to make of that, meaning, do we not use enough toilet paper, or did we simply buy too much? Our pantry inventory continues to decline, but we certainly have much more to rid ourselves of before we see the last products that were purchased in the first two months of 2020. Strangely enough, we’ve grown accustomed to only eating at home, and while there are times I wish I didn’t have to do the dishes, I’m mostly resigned to that new routine.

Not counting the sharing of my book, Stay In The Magic – A Voyage Into The Beauty Of The Grand Canyon, I’ve posted about 165 blog entries in the past year, a record compared to the previous years. Playing with my synthesizer has sadly languished for months now, and while I look forward to finding it again, I can’t say I regret having fallen off that boat as I’ve been busy with other things.

Concerts, museums, travel, and restaurants were the casualties of this pandemic, and if restaurants remain in that camp, it won’t really bother us, but live music, art, and travel can’t return quickly enough.

Some things have been normalized, such as shopping. Initially, I would only go to the store right when they opened or near the time they were closing. For a minute, Google would show me a near-real-time display of how busy places like Costco were and so I’d find myself over there between 1:30 and 3:00, which was often a lot slower than when they opened. Now I shop whenever I need something. For the majority of the pandemic, I would dip into my favorite coffee shop for a few minutes to pick up coffee beans, but in a second, I was gone and sanitizing my nostrils. Over the past week, I’ve been in that shop every day for a few hours each time to get in some writing, such as this post.

There is some travel coming up quickly as in the first weekend of April, which also happens to be my birthday weekend. We’d go sooner, but Caroline is involved with an online weaving workshop that started yesterday and ends the last weekend of March. As for where we’ll go? I’m leaning toward somewhere between Greer, Arizona, and east to Magdalena, New Mexico, but haven’t decided if we’ll aim for 2 or 3 days out in the middle of nowhere.

I’d like to share that I’ve been witness to dramatic societal changes that the pandemic was key to bringing on, but in some ways, nothing changed even though, in reality, everything changed. So what is it John, everything changed or nothing changed? Many people work from home; most children attend school online; air travel has tanked; telemedicine has advanced; digital currency conversations are moving forward, universal basic income discussions are moving mainstream, and humanity moved at lightning speed in the development of multiple vaccines to fight COVID-19, the move to electric vehicles is being catapulted by most every manufacturer announcing their plans to compete with Tesla. Those are some of the changes.

Education, racism, environmental concerns, gun violence, war, greed, and health care are all areas of our culture that are floundering the same as they were before the pandemic. Maybe those things that have changed will be catalysts that act as the propellents that will move these nearly intractable issues but only time will tell. Meanwhile, I’ll just assume that the lethargy that allows us to eke out tiny amounts of nearly invisible incremental advances will continue on their glacial march forward, but I’m not gonna hold my breath for the striking changes I’d like to witness. I’d venture to guess that something truly catastrophic must happen to humanity, something that is thousands of times worse than a pandemic and would hammer at the global economy for us to reevaluate our relationship with our planet and one another. COVID-19 was not that event.

But COVID is not done playing its hand. Sadly, today, I was reading about cases on the rise again in Germany, Italy, France, and Brazil, which, in my mind, portends our own return to increasing cases here in the epicenter of death. Ironically, I’m finishing this in a coffee shop at the counter with my mask on as I wonder if I’ll once again have to abandon this little slice of what had previously been known as normal.

Glorious Things

Clouds in the sun Phoenix, Arizona

The universe is the first thing that comes to mind when I consider the glorious nature of what I can perceive. The sun and earth are next in the hierarchy, followed by the environment around me. To get out and bask under this glow is easily forgotten when we are consumed by entertainment beamed into our homes and various electronic devices. We’ve never met a sunrise that failed to impress us, nor have we been less than dazzled looking up on a clear night to see with our own eyes the vast Milky Way we’ll never fully comprehend. I’ve never assumed that the configuration of the clouds on any given day is a repeat of any other day in my life or the history of the planet, but what do I think about the stellar clouds of the massive band of stars that stretch deep into history?

Sun ahead of the Clouds in Phoenix, Arizona

Just like the palm fronds that rustle in the wind and then settle back into nearly the same place, I should consider the almost invisible shift of all the matter, dark matter, and various gasses out beyond our solar system. We are, after all, moving at 515,000 mph here in our corner of the Milky Way, and from one night to the next, we have traveled 12,360,000 miles, and while our eyes are not sensitive enough to recognize the difference, in some way, maybe we are presented with new configurations that are nearly as significant as how the clouds change from day to day here on our puny but glorious planet.

The moral of this story: Never go outside thinking it’s just another day. You are alive in a vibrant universe of constant change, and for the briefest of moments, you are here to witness the contrast of things you barely comprehend.