Oregon Coast – Day 2

Caroline Wise and John Wise on the Oregon State Line

Is this age rearing its ancient head? We slept for nearly 10 hours. Sure, we had fitful sleep the night before due to not being in our own bed, and yes, we’d driven 700 miles to get to our motel yesterday, but we dropped into bed by 9:15 last night, certain we didn’t need an alarm. Well, that was until the blackout shades let us sleep until 7:15. So it goes. We were on our way to Oregon in the rain, and from the looks of things, we’d be in the rain all day. Approaching the state border, we were anticipating taking a selfie of the welcome sign until we saw the “Stateline Cannabis” sign, letting us know that this was the first stop in Oregon where we could buy recreational weed. Good thing we were hungry for breakfast instead of edibles; otherwise, the rest of the day might have been spent right here in the car.

Caroline Wise at By My Hand Fabric and Yarn Store in Brookings, Oregon

I thought we came to the coast to indulge our senses with the sea, sand, ocean breezes, and lots of coffee, but Caroline had other ideas, such as seducing her need to fondle yarn, eyeball wool, and capture notions. Welcome to our version of communing with the rampaging hordes on Black Friday. We are in Brookings, the southernmost town of coastal Oregon, and we are visiting what will likely be one of many yarn stores along the way. This particular shop is called By My Hand Fabric and Yarn Store.

Harris Beach State Park in Brookings, Oregon

The rain has stopped, but not the threat. In reading that last word, you should not infer negative connotations, as they are not intended. Our vacations on the Oregon coast on so many late November visits are with the full awareness that should a tempest howl at our presence; we are here to bask in its persistent ferocity. While others may associate sun and frolicking in the surf as de rigueur elements in order for fun to be pursued, we are content not only with that scenario but also with the melancholy gray and wet brought by a late fall transitioning to winter. Remember this view from Harris Beach State Park, as we’ll be back a week from today on our way south before starting our return to Phoenix.

Lone Ranch on the Oregon Coast

The berries at Lone Ranch are gone with the passing of summer, just as the tourists are. We are out here alone on the hunt for all things still wrapped in beauty. Occasionally we find a small blackberry, but we are yet to find one at this time of year that doesn’t make us pucker at the sour it delivers.

Slug at Lone Ranch on the Oregon Coast

Wildlife abounds for those willing to find it while out on the lonely path. Just right there on the side of the trail was an elusive banana slug who held fast and steady, trying to remain quiet so as not to draw our attention. It was almost successful until it poked one of its antennae out, scanning the world when the motion caught my peripheral vision, allowing me to hone in on its camouflaged spot among the grasses. Let this be a warning that rice-free banana slug sushi is not good eating, or so says my wife.

Lone Ranch on the Oregon Coast

The mystery and misty beauty of trees bathed in the low fog below heavy skies is the equivalent in art value of works any of the Dutch masters offered as they looked at their European world so many hundreds of years ago. We are not necessarily connoisseurs (though I have been known to behold some of those qualities) as much as aware humans who enjoy the luxury of making relatively small sacrifices in order to put ourselves in places where the payoff can only be in enjoying every possible moment offered by nature and the passage of time.

Lone Ranch on the Oregon Coast

Just as the intricacy of this developing pattern on a piece of driftwood has taken form and the surf has tossed it on the crashing waves before it landed at this location, we too are developing patterns of knowledge and experiences that life tosses on its waves of chaos. We then present to one another the self that draws the other in to find the qualities that might make it worthwhile to invest in appreciating what we’ve become. The alternative is to sink to the ocean floor in the dark abyss of being lost in the mud, of ceasing to exist.

Cape Ferello Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

Our progress up the road is being hampered by the need to take every left turn that leads us to the sea or at least as close as we will get. Cape Ferello viewpoint is our third stop of the morning, not counting the yarn store and breakfast at Mattie’s Pancake House. It’s been some years since we’ve visited the south coast of Oregon. On previous visits to the state, we’ve flown into Portland. From there we drive out along the Columbia River to Astoria before starting our trek south, rarely progressing much past Newport. Many of our earliest visits to Oregon started right down here, and so the return feels as though we are visiting an old friend.

Cape Ferello Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

Maybe Caroline and I are like moss, never really able to separate ourselves from the host. Our time on the Oregon Coast hand-in-hand is in some ways similar to this image. The moss does not care if it is sunny or rainy, windy or calm, seen or unseen. It is in a symbiotic relationship where existence and togetherness are realized perfectly in its natural setting. Our natural setting is when we are inside or outside exploring and finding our most human characteristics: a sense of wonder, love, and learning something new during these short lives we’ve been afforded.

House Rock Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

Have we ever visited House Rock before? We may have pulled off the 101 and glanced at the overview in years past; maybe we even walked one side of the trail or the other. I might check my old blog entries, but we rarely have a strong enough signal out here to do so at the moment we are wondering. I suppose I should have kept a list of places we visited in Oregon, but never in our wildest dreams did we think we would be back again and again. So today ended up being like the first time, or maybe it was, in fact, the first time we stopped here. Faced with the decision to take the north or south trail, something about the southern path down through the forest drew me towards it.

Caroline Wise at House Rock Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

While still out here at House Rock, the sun cuts through the clouds, giving us our first glimpse of blue sky, and even casts rays upon Caroline’s face. Basking in the sun, she suggests that one of these days, we should plan on hiking between the parks along the Oregon Coast Trail. This then might hopefully work as a reminder to her and myself, should we just so happen to read it prior to our next trip to Oregon.

Pistol River North on the Oregon Coast

Stopping at every turnoff is slowing our progress to a near crawl which is the perfect speed for snails to travel at. It’s already 1:00 pm, and we still have more than 100 miles to drive before arriving at our yurt at Carl G. Washburne State Park. With less than four hours of sunlight left, we tell ourselves that we should make a serious effort to get up the road, but then we’re confronted with the question of whether we’d ever walked along the beach here at Pistol River North before. We decided that we hadn’t and that we should take advantage of our break in the weather to enjoy the daylight and fair weather.

Caroline Wise at Pistol River North on the Oregon Coast

Our mission was to find a piece of seaweed long enough for Caroline to jump rope; we accomplished that task. Next up: finding wings to try the Icarus trick from one of the local cliff sides.

Sisters Rock Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

We try to forge our way ahead and drive north, but every beautiful horizon demands we pull over before clouds obscure the view and rain has us wishing we’d stay in the car where it is warm and dry. This is Sisters Rock and the reason why it is known as that was not made clear to us on this day.

Sisters Rock Viewpoint on the Oregon Coast

This was our first chance on this trip to see the sun glistening on the surface of the ocean from high above the sea. The silver sparkle delights the two of us without fail. We have seen this countless other times, and each encounter with this sight elicits our oohs and aahs as though we were witnessing it for the very first time. We should never be in a state of mind where we take this for granted, especially when we consider that the majority of humanity will never see this for themselves, even once during their lives.

From the dock at Port Orford, Oregon

We have stood here at the dock at Port Orford many a time and, on one occasion even had the chance to feel that we were looking into the deep sea right from the dock. The ocean was wickedly angry with the wind howling mad that day. The view here has never looked the same way twice, or so says my memory. I wonder if people who live in the area ever notice how dynamic the shifting views are.

Caroline Wise at Griff's On The Dock in Port Orford, Oregon

Not exactly hungry but that doesn’t matter because Griff’s On The Dock is open. Plenty of previous visits to the dock, and Griff’s was closed; better take advantage of this when we can. For years, we had to wonder if this joint was ever open as we could not time our visits to coincide with when those opening hours were actually happening. In any case, who doesn’t have room for a pot of steamed clams and a beer in the middle of a sunny afternoon along the sea?

Griff's On The Dock in Port Orford, Oregon

Due to the timing of our visits, the fishing boats of Port Orford are typically out of the water and upon the dock for the season. Caroline is certain that we’ve seen Moxie down there at the end of the line of fishing vessels on every one of our previous visits. Knowing her memory, she’s probably right.

Caroline Wise at The Wool Company in Bandon, Oregon

Welcome to yarn shop number two: The Wool Company in Bandon, Oregon. Caroline wasn’t just fondling the goods; she was taking those with her.

Caroline Wise at My Yarn Shop in Coos Bay, Oregon

My Yarn Shop in Coos Bay has to be the most well-stocked yarn store on all the earth. From top to bottom and from front to back, this place has a little (sometimes a lot) of every yarn brand and type made in the past 20 years. Caroline saw yarns she’d read about but had no idea of where to get them anymore. It should be noted that this is the first time in Caroline’s lifetime that she’s visited three yarn stores in a single day. I suppose if you asked her, she’d tell you that this was the best Black Friday ever.

Luna Sea Fish House in Yachats, Oregon

We made it to our yurt in the dark of night. After a quick drop-off of our stuff, we headed north another dozen miles to Yachats and the home of Luna Sea Fish House. This is our second visit since first learning of this establishment, and again, they didn’t fail to delight us with some great steamers, scallops, lingcod, and halibut. In all, we dined on a bit over a pound of fresh fish, and Caroline even had the chance to try mincemeat pie for the first time.

Back at the yurt, we were lulled to sleep in minutes as the patter of raindrops struck the canvas roof while the crashing ocean in the distance gave company to our dreams.

Oregon Coast – Day 1

Caroline Wise and John Wise in Mojave, California

This is the 2000th post on my blog. I’m guesstimating that during this time, I’ve put down approximately 1,000,000 words here so far, which feels like a lot of words to me, in addition to a lot of blog entries. My plan was to write something witty or try to find something profound to say, but my drafts felt that they were whiny laments, so instead, I present something I believe is more fitting for my blog, and that’s the start of another vacation.

Rainbow in Mojave, California

We left Phoenix, Arizona, late in the day yesterday and made it to Mojave, California, last night before calling it quits. The hope had been we’d make Bakersfield, but those extra 60 miles became insurmountable. We’d not made the best of time on the road as with the Thanksgiving crush of traffic (and sitting down for a great Mexican dinner at Oyster’s Restaurant in Kingman), it took eight hours to reach Mojave instead of what should have taken six.

The rest of this Thanksgiving Day was spent driving north. A stop at a Starbucks was nearly regretted as while the place certainly looked busy, we would have never guessed that it would take over a half hour to get a couple of drinks. After passing San Francisco, we ran into a couple of hours of rain on the narrower Highway 101, where it curves through forests and forces us to slow down. Fog on stretches of the road also made for slower going. By the time we reached Eureka, California, I was nearing exhaustion from the intense concentration, so it was time for a dinner stop. I have to admit that we were surprised by how many restaurants were serving food but even more surprised by how many businesses were open for early Black Friday shopping.

Over the course of the day, Caroline was reading to us from two different books. The first was “Don’t Sleep There Are Snakes” by Daniel Everett, and the second was “Handywoman” by Kate Davies. Between last night and today, we are nearly halfway through both books. Though it wasn’t planned this way, the two books are somewhat similar in that both deal with loss, one of cultural bearings and the other of the use of half the body due to stroke. Both also deal with new perspectives, though we’ll have to finish them to be able to report just what those outcomes are.

Our overnight was 30 miles short of our desired destination in Brookings, Oregon, but after 700 miles of driving, I found myself too loopy to drive safely up the dark, often foggy, and occasionally rainy coastal highway.

Los Angeles – Day 2

Huckleberry Cafe in Santa Monica, California

From grasshoppers last night to green eggs and ham for breakfast. Huckleberry Cafe on Wilshire in Santa Monica will hopefully remain a favorite forever; here’s fingers crossed that they don’t lose their touch. Not only is their homemade English muffin topped with ham, egg, pesto, and arugula great, but their baked goods are seriously close to the quality we are accustomed to from Europe.

Santa Monica, California

Knowing that we’ll be in the car a lot later we needed to get some walking in before sitting down for our concert. We were only a few blocks away from the beach at Santa Monica, and as it is early on Sunday morning there are still many empty parking spots near the ocean.

Caroline Wise on the pier in Santa Monica, California

What’s up with Angelenos? Here it is a beautiful morning, blue skies, warm enough that we didn’t need sweaters on this late fall day and there are very few people out here. Maybe those who live here are so happy not to have to deal with traffic on the weekend as long as they stay at home that there’s no interest in the ocean unless they have visitors in town.

Berlin Currywurst at Grand Central Market in Los Angeles, California

For lunch, we just had to stop here at Berlin Currywurst at Grand Central Market. The verdict is that it’s okay, not great, just okay.

Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

We are arriving early at the Walt Disney Concert Hall for a pre-concert talk featuring Christopher Cerrone and Organist Cameron Carpenter. Christopher is the composer of  “The Insects Became Magnetic” and was also a performer in the piece, which I can inadequately describe as a kind of Kronos Quartet meeting the orchestra on a Japanese summer afternoon where the cicadas join the song. I mean to imply that I loved the debut performance of this work.

Organist Cameron Carpenter at Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

This is Cameron Carpenter, who has taken up life in Berlin, Germany. He gave a rivetingly smart talk about the organ pulling no punches in de-romanticizing the instrument away from its image as a spiritual tool. The man is passionate about knowledge in a way that makes it obvious to me, at least, why he has to live in Germany, where he can talk with people whose first inclination won’t be that he’s an asshole.

Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

The interior of the Disney Concert Hall is as spectacular as the exterior. I don’t think there’s a bad seat in the theater. This view was from our seats that cost the pretty penny of $184 each; not an inexpensive place to visit, but well worth it. Cameron’s rendition of Francis Poulenc’s Organ Concerto was a gut punch to the emotions as he commanded the attention of the hall towards his mastery in demonstrating the organ in ways that I’m fairly sure were new to many in attendance. With two standing ovations, he returned to the front of the stage for a fast rendition of a piece from Bach that will always stand out as the “right” way to perform it.

John Wise and Caroline Wise at Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

During the intermission, Caroline and I headed out to the garden terrace, where she raised a toast to her godmother Helga, whom she often thinks of when attending to the more formal and elegant aspects of life. The final piece of the afternoon saw Cameron and his organ console moved from the front of the stage towards the back of the orchestra to perform in Saint-Saëns: Symphony No. 3, “Organ.” We left with eyes teary in the emotion of music performed in a way that was able to poke a finger into the soft fabric of those sensitive enough to feel such gravity.

With no time to spare, we headed to the freeway going east. Dinner was relatively quick, with a stop at an old favorite we’ve been to a dozen times: The North Woods Inn. Driving into Phoenix around midnight, we were once again shocked by the thought that we’d just left yesterday morning. Sometimes, pinching yourself is not enough; this hardly feels real.

Los Angeles – Day 1

Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising in Los Angeles, California

Left Phoenix a bit late for a trip to Los Angeles this morning; it was already 8:00. I didn’t have a lot of expectations for what we’d be doing today because the real reason for coming over was a concert we’re attending tomorrow and that’s all that’s really important for this quick jaunt to L.A. We made pretty good time getting there, and Caroline brought up that the Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising, aka FIDM Museum, is only open on Saturday and doesn’t close until 5:00, so that became our destination. This formal wear was worn by the composer and pianist Johann Nepomuk Hummel back in the early 19th century.

Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising in Los Angeles, California

The FIDM is free to visit with a small exhibition space, mostly used by the students who are studying here. In the gift shop, Caroline spotted a handwoven and hand-dyed indigo-and-white scarf that looked spectacularly good on her and so it became hers.

Los Angeles, California

We were somewhat worried about air conditions in Los Angeles due to recent hellish fires attacking the state, but as you can see here it’s a beautiful day to be visiting.

Caroline Wise, Jessica Aldridge, John Wise at Angels Flight in Los Angeles, California

Oh yeah, Jessica is still with us, though this was her last day hanging out. After we left the museum, we went wandering around with no plan at hand except to get some walking in after sitting in the car for so long. We stumbled upon the top of Angels Flight Railway and took the opportunity to finally ride this funicular down the hill. Obviously, we lived through the experience, but that wasn’t true for someone else back in 2001, when a malfunction had one train careen down the track into the train below, killing a passenger and injuring several others. This tragedy closed the funicular for the next nine years, only to reopen in 2010 and close again in 2011 for a month and then again in 2013 following a derailment, this time staying closed until late 2017. So here we were, acting as guinea pigs, tempting fate.

Grand Central Market in Los Angeles, California

Across the street from the funicular is the Grand Central Market, which must be the most popular food court in all of California. While we gladly accepted a free sample of a street taco, we had to forego eating anything else to ensure we had a large appetite for what was coming later.

Bradbury Building in Los Angeles, California

While my daughter lives just a couple of hours south of Los Angeles, she’s very rarely been up here. Seeing we were in the neighborhood, I thought she might like to see one of the more iconic locations where Blade Runner was filmed. She insists she’s seen the film before, but she’s definitely not as enthusiastic as we are, and so I’m gonna say this is checked into the category of remembrances in which she earned demerit points for not showing enough excitement.

Los Angeles, California

This was one of the first theaters on Broadway in Los Angeles – today, it is a rotting hulk. The Pantages Theatre first opened back in 1910, but by 1925, it started changing owners until, for the last dozen years, it was operational as a grindhouse-type independent joint. With all the million-dollar condos going up west of here, maybe someday this area will be gentrified too, and these old theaters could find a new use. Then again, why would anyone want to go out when they can watch their big-screen TVs in the safety of their expensive nests?

Talking religion on the streets of Los Angeles, California

Forty years ago, scenes such as this drew me into downtown Los Angeles on the bus over and over again without my parent’s knowledge. I was fascinated by those who preached, screamed, sang, cursed, or were putting their madness on display on the streets surrounding Skid Row. While much of the downtown area is going through a renaissance, there are still pockets where people can get their attitude on. These dozen angry men were preaching against the sin of homosexuality and bestiality. The sign on the right is admonishing white people to get ready for “Nuclear Fury and Eternal Slavery” for subverting the people of Earth.

Guelaguetza restaurant in Los Angeles, California

Out of the frying pan into the fire. We are at Guelaguetza Restaurante, known as the home of mole, where we will certainly be trying a sampler of their various Oaxacan mole flavors, but first up are the chapulines. You may have already seen in the above photo that I’m talking about grasshoppers. This is our most serious dive into eating insects yet. These particular hoppers have been cooked in jalapeno, onion, and tomato and are quite spicy. The three of us take a serious helping of fried bugs and roll them up into corn tortillas with Oaxacan string cheese, avocado, and a splash of lime. Other than the strange sensation when the end of the legs gets stuck in your teeth, these chapulines are seriously good eating. I’d eat them again. As for the moles, they were terrific, as was the dessert sampler.

Just as we were finishing up, I received a surprise phone call from Itay, and we set up a meeting at Aroma Sunset Bar & Grill on Sunset and Martel, just down the street from where Itay lives with Rotem. While I learned on the phone about his reason for reaching out, I left it as a surprise for Caroline until we met. Rotem is expecting a baby boy, due in April 2019. We spent the next 4 hours until midnight discussing baby names, dissing Los Angeles, talking about culture and discovery, along with their recent trip over to Hawaii for the honeymoon they never had after getting married. The funny thing about this chance meeting is that earlier in the day, I was complaining about how Itay never calls, and then when we’re just 30 minutes away from their apartment, he is dialing into our presence.

Trying to Find Something

John Wise in Phoenix, Arizona

In books, music, travel, nature, and, most importantly, my wife, I find the things that feel removed from the monotonous conformity of an American society that appears to be moving ever closer to an abyss of irrelevancy.

Yesterday, we voted to keep our heads in the sand. Today is the first time this year I’ve heard Christmas music in a public space. I move around a city where there is little to distinguish one corner from the next. No matter the business I visit, I will be greeted by the first victims of an education system that has not kept pace with our age of encroaching complexity.

I find nothing novel about life in the American city. The sense I have of broken people is running strong right now. We are no longer citizens of a shared identity called America; we are each other’s potential enemy. At one time, America was able to pit nations against other nations, and these new adversaries would battle one another. Today, our government has learned how to pit Americans against Americans, risking a conflagration that will allow the lowest common denominator of imbecility to demonstrate the extent of their rage against nothing besides their own personal failure.

In Europe, I’m ensconced in history. In nature, I’m embraced by beauty. With my wife, I’m enchanted with sharing love. While learning I’m enveloped in discovery. In American culture, I feel suffocated by aggression and the vacuous pride of those hostile in their rabid beliefs.

I’m taken back thirty years ago when Cabaret Voltaire sang “Don’t Argue,” which relied heavily on the words of Dr. Seuss when he penned the script for a propaganda film “Your Job In Germany” that warned occupying soldiers not to trust those around them. Then Mark Stewart and the Mafia comes to mind with “As The Veneer of Democracy Starts to Fade.” Finally, Test Dept with “Total State Machine” rounds out my sense of needing to return to the sound of rebellion and discontent. I’ll try and hold on to the hope that just as these English artists saw the same ugly situation devolving in their culture, they seem to have endured.

The problem here is that I’m now 55, and for over 20 years, I’ve been comfortable in the simultaneous oblivion and hyper-awareness of ecstasy, where beauty and love ruled my life nearly exclusively. Today, I am forced to witness the banality of a malignant horde that feels reminiscent of the failing industrial culture that was being choked out in the mid-’70s. Maybe the problem has always been the baby boomers. I’m looking for an escape from a generation that not only produced some amazing minds but also created the conditions of decay that see society taking two steps back for every step forward.

Shari Wise

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1977

This is my little sister, Share Wise, at home at 943 W. Herald Street, West Covina, California. I believe I shot this image around 1977 when Shari was in 8th grade. This series is from the negatives that I recently scanned. She has since been married and had at least a couple of other last names, but this is how I knew her back then.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

I’ll bet a dollar she remembers who the guy was; I don’t. Sure enough, it took her some time, but she came up with his name, Scott Gilbert.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

Shari believes this might be 1978 or 1979 on one of our excursions with high school friends to the beach. Might have even been playing hooky and cutting class.

Shari Wise and Steve Wagoner in West Covina, California about 1980

But I do remember this guy well: Wags. I first met Steve Wagoner at Barro’s Pizza on California Avenue in West Covina in 1980. I’d been working there part-time for a guy by the name of Terry Love, who apparently was fired, to be replaced by Steve. I started with Terry in 1977 and liked him in large part because his weirdo friend Jeff was the first person I’d ever met who had purple hair. Jeff introduced me to punk rock, KROQ, and a record store where I went and bought the Talking Heads: 77 album because upon hearing the song Psycho Killer, I had to have it. By 1980 I took on more hours, and right around then, Shari met Wags.

Shari Wise and Steve Wagoner in West Covina, California about 1980

After a while, my sister got a job with Steve and me, and for a good couple of years, the three of us hung out quite a bit. If I had to guess, I’d say this photo was taken up Highway 39, also known as San Gabriel Canyon Road, where we’d go to walk in the trees and listen to the streams trickling through the mountains back in 1980.

Steve was a surfer, and every chance he could, he’d head to a beach. These two were a large part of my life from 1977 to 1982. I know you might be thinking, “Of course, she was a large part of your life; she’s your sister,” but after 1982, we drifted in different directions, and while we’d get together a few times after Shari’s son Shaun was born, we started a long period of estrangement. Dysfunctional parents can have a large impact even on the relationships of siblings.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

Shari informs me that this was 1983 and that she was looking at her newborn son Shaun. Shari and Steve had moved to Arizona for a short while and, upon moving back to California, had a son and took an apartment in Covina, California.

Steve and Shari Wagoner at home in Covina, California

While you can’t see much of Shari and Steve I’m posting this for them to remember their old apartment.

Shari Wagoner, John Wise, and Sally in Glendora, California

Shari’s fat and I’m a dork, while Sally, who was also a dork, looks awfully normal here. I wish I could remember Sally’s last name; I owe her an apology for being stupid and horrible.

Steve and Shari Wagoner at Huntington Beach, California

Going surfing at Huntington Beach.

Steve and Shari Wagoner with John Alexander Wise in Covina, California

This is our paternal grandfather, John Alexander Wise, and it was probably the last time Shari ever saw him. He was a cross of W.C. Fields and John Wayne to me when I was still five years old living in Buffalo, New York, and he’s also the guy who gave me my first camera.