Katharina – Chaco Culture

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Chaco Culture NHP in New Mexico

Good thing our journey through the San Juan Mountains up there in Colorado happened yesterday because a fairly thick cloud cover has moved into the region today.

We left Durango without fanfare and didn’t wait around for the old steam train to leave the station; we left the station, so to speak. Our destination was only two hours down the road in New Mexico, but I wanted us to have as much time as possible here at Chaco Culture National Historical Park.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

While this is obviously the first time Katharina is visiting this UNESCO World Heritage Site, it is Caroline’s and my fifth time visiting the park together, though I have a sixth visit that was made with my daughter Jessica back in 2013. I’d link to that trip, but I’m just now realizing that I never blogged about our travels into the desert back then.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

With so many visits to Chaco, you might think we’ve seen it all, but new perspectives are always opening up. When I look through this, I can choose to see a ruin in decay, or I can imagine one of the builders a thousand years ago looking from across the way at the work in progress.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

The walls between Chetro Ketl and Pueblo Bonito have a novel’s worth of petroglyphs etched into their surface, but I have no facility for understanding them, and most interpretations are merely guesses as to what the intention of the original messenger was.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

There’s little to say about this place that I’ve not blogged about before, and when I’m here, I mostly try to find impressions and echoes of what might have been. Eight hundred years of intervening silence after Chaco was abandoned have left little to glean from those who are so far outside of Puebloan culture.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

I can easily imagine that an elder from the Acoma, Zuni, or Hopi tribes would see things here in far greater detail. Without a doubt, I believe they could look into one of the many Kivas and have a full understanding of exactly what it once looked, sounded, and smelled like. I may never understand why the dominant American culture is so afraid of its citizens learning early on about the cultural heritage of other peoples – other than it is fearful that the traditions it holds sacrosanct might be lessened.

Katharina Engelhardt at Chaco Culture NHP in New Mexico

We stand in their footprints and pass through the doorways they used with purpose. We collect souvenirs with our photos while they lived with intention and gathered history in the ceremony of living outside of time. What I mean to say here is that we people of this age live every day within the limitations of the time we can afford to do something, such as visiting Chaco for an hour, a day, or a week. To have arrived at Chaco on foot a thousand years ago from hundreds or even thousands of miles away likely implies that the visitor wasn’t here for a day or two; their relationship to time had to be profoundly different than ours.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

I feel honored to pass through these portals, though it would be made a million times better if we were able to do so with a Puebloan guide. Upon their historic lands, I feel small and insignificant without the ability to even dream of what is no longer here or might still be, though I don’t have the senses to know it.

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

Thirty generations ago, men, women, and likely their children cut trees in some far-off place and dragged the logs over the earth to bring them here as supports for the floors that, in some instances, were up to five levels high. Why was so much effort made to transport tons of wood out here and then chip away at rocks to make millions of squared-off stones that would be stacked to make these walls? What was their vision, and how was this seen by first-time visitors?

Chaco Culture National Historic Park in New Mexico

The inner rooms would have been pitch black unless an open fire was going on, but then ventilation would have been essential. With dried wood and grass being used for floors above the dirt ground floor, would fire even be an option? Maybe their relationship with the dark was different than ours, where artificial light has always been our norm.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Chaco Culture NHP in New Mexico

There could not have been fat Puebloans out here, nor very tall ones. At 235 pounds (106 kg), I am a pretty tight fit in some of the doorways. The doorway that Kat and Caroline are standing in is about the tallest one we’ve passed through, while some of them are barely more than a few feet (1 meter) tall, requiring me to nearly get down on my knees to crawl through.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Chaco Culture NHP in New Mexico

Miscommunication was at work this afternoon as I thought we had an understanding that Caroline and Kat would run up the crack in the sandstone cliffside up to the mesa, take a photo, and come right back. Instead, they got up there and interpreted things as “go to the Pueblo Bonito overlook and take photos.”

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Chaco Culture NHP in New Mexico

An hour later, they finally reemerge to a perplexed man below who’s wondering how the information channels get crossed. You see we were somewhat worried about the weather and the 20% chance of rain as the 16-mile rutted dirt road we drove in on would be unmanageable with our Kia in the rain. So, the idea before they headed up was that we’d be leaving very soon. Well, the weather held out, and the visitors center was opened later than thought, so Caroline was able to get her Junior Ranger Badge from this park, too, and everything ended well.

Katharina Engelhardt in New Mexico

The road to Pueblo Pintado is not paved, but it’s a shortcut to the place we want to end up, so we take it. Good thing we did because we got to meet these two beautiful horses.

Caroline Wise and horses in New Mexico

Oh, maybe it’s a bad thing we did because our maps from Google are not showing a way through, and the car navigation system is jumping around recalculating our route on roads that don’t exist.

Horse in New Mexico by Katharina Engelhardt

Lucky for us, a pickup truck is coming up behind us, so I flag it down and ask if the dirt road we’re on dumps back out on a paved road somewhere ahead. The Native American lady driving tells us that’s exactly where she’s going and that we should follow her.

Where the end of the primitive road gives way to the more civilized paved one, we come across a small herd of horses wandering around. My goal and commitment to our niece is to stop every time horses are within photographic range. My general impression on this road trip, though, is that a lot of people have given up horse ownership in exchange for affording their smartphone bills, but this is only a snarky guess, to be honest.

New Mexico storm clouds at sunset

Big dramatic skies with god rays are the perfect punctuation to end a day with. That is until the check engine light comes on and forces you to change your plans because freaking out is now part of the equation. Sheesh, there are only 10,000 miles on this Kia Niro, and the check engine light comes on? Seriously? So, goodbye, Socorro and El Camino Family Restaurant. Goodbye, Pinetown, with pie and ice cream; see ya later, Datil and the giant satellite dishes. Instead, we head into Gallup to better position ourselves for a quicker drive home tomorrow.

Katharina – Colorado

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Arizona

We are back up on the plateau above Canyon de Chelly, but this time, we’re on the north side as we head in the direction of Tsaile.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Arizona

On our way to the Antelope House Overlook, Caroline hears cicadas and spots two of them on some barren branches. We are almost never able to find them up in the trees because when we approach, they shut up. Today, though, was different as Caroline went right up to one, put out her hand, and while still buzzing, one of the cicadas crawled out onto her hand. One of the first things she remarked about this insect’s markings is how they resemble patterns used in Navajo rugs.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Arizona

No time for a jeep tour of the canyon today as we have a lot of driving to do. By the end of the day, we’ll have driven the equivalent of the trek from London, England, to Prague, Czechia, during the past two days. This is a concern because our guest is prone to motion sickness. To combat this, we have her in the front seat, and so far, she seems to be doing okay; still, the long drive is obviously taxing her constitution. I’m sure our form of travel abuse will break her in.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Arizona

The Antelope House is down towards the bottom right of the photo, but it’s still in shadow, so it’s cropped out. Oh well, the canyon looks great.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

If only you could hear the sounds coming out of the canyon. Cows are mooing loudly behind the ladies, and the echoing walls amplify their deep bellows, changing the typically bucolic sound into one of monsters screaming in anguish from the depths below. After a few minutes of this, it became comical, as though their peculiar sounds were entertaining them too.

Katharina Engelhardt at Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

If you can’t find real horses in the wild to photograph, bring your own and fake it.

Northeast Arizona

Red sandstone cliffs on our way from Lukachukai to Red Valley.

Northeast Arizona

What’s not to love about the extreme contrast between red, green, and blue?

Northeast Arizona

Our overview of Shiprock in the distance is from Buffalo Pass in Arizona at a height of about 9,400 feet  (roughly 2900 meters) or nearly the same as the peak of the Zugspitze Mountains in southern Germany. By now, you might be wondering why I’m making all of these comparisons to places in Europe. It’s because our niece, being from Germany, can make quick references to places she’s more familiar with.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Red Rock Trading Post in Red Valley, Arizona

Time for an ice cream and cold drink pitstop at the Red Rock Trading Post in Red Valley, Arizona. We are very close to the New Mexico border at this time and are still on the Navajo Reservation where we’ve been all day so far. From this bench to Frankfurt, Germany, you’d have to travel 5,346 miles or 8,603 kilometers, and walking or driving wouldn’t be an option. Okay, I’ll stop with the comparisons that seem to be getting more ridiculous.

Northwestern New Mexico

The road to Frankfurt 🙂

Northwestern New Mexico

Shiprock in Navajo is known as Tsé Bitʼaʼí or “rock with wings.” The towering formation is the remains of a 27-million-year-old volcano and is also known as a monadnock. Back in the year 2000, Caroline, Jutta, and I stayed at Kokopelli’s Cave in Farmington, with a spectacular view of Shiprock.

Northwestern New Mexico

This is a house we cannot own because it is on Navajo land. Some may wonder why such a place with nearly nothing around it might be appealing. There is quiet out here most of us do not know. There is a darkness that allows people to see the night sky in ways many have never seen. You must listen to yourself and find peace in that if you are going to endure the perceived isolation. Television is not your friend on the reservation as it shows you a side of life that is nothing like your reality, but then again, those who watch television in big cities are seeing a parody of life that is not their own either. Nothing out here is convenient and readily accessible except wind and sunshine, so what you venture out to acquire had better be cherished. Native Americans knew this life and how to live it but had it robbed from them when they were taught they were simple and unsophisticated and should act more like their new masters. After 250 years of oppression, they lost some of their survival skills and didn’t exactly know where to look for them when there was nobody to mentor them in the ways of life that allowed them to be their own masters. So, if you see tragedy in this image, it is the work of all of us who don’t care enough to celebrate our Native American brothers and sisters.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt in Colorado

The road we took into New Mexico had a “Welcome to New Mexico” sign but from the bullet holes, stickers, and graffiti on it, we didn’t bother to stop for it. Here at the Colorado sign, we just had to get a photo of Kat entering the state for the first time in her life.

Southwest Colorado

The landscape is starting to change dramatically as we continue our drive north.

Southwest Colorado

In the distance, we can see snow, while the lush environment around us is certainly a lot cooler than the lands we left not long ago.

Caroline Wise in Colorado

Stopping roadside for Caroline to step into a creek, but this time with a twist. She’s wearing these sock puppets to show off her latest creations that are soon to be sent to Croatia to our river guide Ivan, who, in addition to Petar, showed interest in a pair of handmade socks. So, in a sense, Ivan’s new socks have been “on the river” in Colorado before he’s able to wear them on a river somewhere in the Balkans.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt in Colorado

Now for the truth: Caroline wasn’t here just to model socks; she’s the assistant to Kat, the Photographer who is setting up a river shot with her horses, seeing we couldn’t find any willing live horses that would run through the water on command for her. Caroline is the splash wrangler who is being directed as to when and where to toss pebbles in the general direction of Phar Lap while Rags To Riches runs the other way, afraid of being hit with stones. Fortunately for us and our travels here in the southwest, Kat only has nine horses with her while the other 100 or so are back home (in their stable, I mean her bedroom), and yes, they are all named.

Horse in Colorado by Katharina Englehardt

This is one of the photos that Katharina took that I think turned out spectacular. Of course, it was the expert splashing that Caroline added that made it just that much better.

Southwest Colorado

The first week of July, the snow lingers on.

Southwest Colorado

Slowly, we move into the mountains, and slowly, we get to know a little more about our niece.

Southwest Colorado

Couldn’t ask for more, as it’s just perfect up here. While I don’t have a lot to say about every photo, I had to include so many to act as reminders of how lucky we are as they stare at us into the future.

Southwest Colorado

If you knew what I was standing on to get this shot, you might be surprised. I was terrified by the metal grate built well over the cliff jutting into open space where looking down allows you to see river and rocks, so it might as well be glass that I’m standing on. I got my photo and quickly left the platform before my vertigo fully loosened my center of gravity if you know what I mean.

Southwest Colorado

The Uncompahgre River raging down the mountain roars as it passes by.

Southwest Colorado

We’re not far from Silverton, and all along this stretch of the Million Dollar Highway are signs of Colorado’s mining past.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt in Colorado

Trying to get to know a 19-year-old is never easy, and a somewhat quiet one makes for other challenges, but here we are, spending 24 hours a day together trying to make it happen. Maybe this is more awkward for us because we don’t have any practice with how to communicate with a teenager, though we’d like to think that there’s a part of both Caroline and me that is still in touch with our inner-teen. Then we meet a real teen and realize that we’re actually some pretty seriously old people.

Southwest Colorado

After this spectacular sunset, the last leg of our drive into Durango, Colorado, was under the approaching cover of darkness. Dinner was at the Himalayan Kitchen, where Kat had the best meal of the three of us with her choice of Matar Paneer. Once in our hotel room, I don’t think we were awake for more than about 10 minutes.

Overall, I think the day was successful, with a wide variety of sites for our niece to take in and likely overwhelm her senses. Over time, I hope she’ll learn how to share her impressions and offer us some feedback in her own words on what the journey into the lands of Native Americans meant to her.

Katharina – 4th of July

Katharina Engelhardt and Caroline Wise in Northern Arizona

We were up and gone relatively early. The car was pointed northeast with the consideration that the 4th of July exodus from Phoenix that would have started yesterday afternoon and continued today was likely heading west to California and north to one of the many lakes in Arizona. So why were we going to the northeast? Because nobody goes to nothingness.

Katharina Engelhardt and Caroline Wise at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

The only place we had in mind before leaving Phoenix was the Petrified Forest National Park that Caroline had recommended after I refused to take us to Monterey, California, and its aquarium due to the horrific traffic returning to Arizona on Sunday that there would have been no way to avoid. Travels on holidays in America by air or car have become exercises in frustration. The sooner we are able to get away from the traffic jam without having to finish a nice long weekend stuck for hours on the road, going nowhere, or hanging out in the airport, the better. Turns out we were lucky in deciding not to go to California because around the time we took this photo the city of Ridgecrest experienced a 6.4 magnitude earthquake.

Katharina Engelhardt at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Kat loves horses so much so that it might verge on obsession. As the ranger rode up on her steed, I grabbed Caroline and Katharina, who were busy working on the Junior Ranger booklet so she could earn her very first Junior Ranger badge from an American National Park.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Over the past 24 years, we’ve probably visited these petrified trees more than half a dozen times, and try as we might to see changes, things appear exactly the same as they did during our previous visits. Funny how wood that has turned to stone has such resilience against the elements.

Katharina Engelhardt and Caroline Wise at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Aunt and niece off checking out the sites, talking German, and getting to know one another just a little better.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Meanwhile, I study the colorful details of wood that is no more. This brings up the thought of how much else we see that we think we understand, only to have no idea that it is something completely different than what our first observation might suggest it is.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

The vast expanse of the desert acts as a great camouflage for the similarly vast expanse of time that is directly before us but might not be so apparent. When we see shifting sands and plants, it brings us to the immediacy of the moment, but every other element preceded our here and now by many millions of years. In the arid remains of our past, we find the reminder of how briefly temporary our own fragile existences are.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

As I look at this red rock, I can’t help but see petrified travertine rivers flow, and I suppose this is possible as obviously the trees that fell along the banks of rivers in this area about 225 million years ago were being exposed to highly mineralized waters, thus transforming their wood into stone. Then, all of a sudden, I can imagine that this area may have looked very similar to the Plitviče Lakes National Park that we recently visited in Croatia. Compare this landscape to some of my photos from that day back in late May by clicking here.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Trees up to about 200 feet (60 meters) grew in this area, and this fallen giant has a brace of concrete underneath it to help support its incredible weight. What you are seeing is not the full length of the tree, but it was the best I could do, and even though I’m relatively happy with the image where support is hidden, I don’t feel the photo has any depth to all you to just how massive this thing is. Thinking about this now I should have had Caroline and Katharina standing over on the opposite side of the tree for a sense of scale.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

The fossilized remains of volcanic ash flows can be seen peeking out from the red rock debris that has fallen over it. The rock above the gray and purple underlying layer is sandstone that accumulated on top of the earth where a forest once stood, but now even remnants of its existence are quickly disappearing.

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

The little bit of precipitation the area gets is still enough to work at carving away the stone, with evidence of water flow everywhere you look.

Katharina Engelhardt and Caroline Wise at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Would an Ancestral Puebloan from 4,000 years ago who may have stood right here seen essentially the same thing? How did they see this world, and was there any need to explain it or understand it?

Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

There’s a trail down in there that Caroline and I have never taken and the same is true for the Agate House. So this is a note for us to visit the Petrified Forest National Park again, get out on this trail at Blue Mesa, and get over to the 700-year-old house made of petrified trees.

Katharina Engelhardt at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Katharina is being sworn in as she receives her Junior Ranger Badge.

Caroline Wise in Northern Arizona

It’s called a Picadilly, and it’s made of shaved ice, kool-aid, and pickles. Sounds strange, but it was certainly an interesting concoction. While its origins are mysterious, it definitely originated on the Native American lands of northern Arizona, and rumor has it that it came out of the mind of Shasta Namoki, who is Hopi-Tewa living up on First Mesa.

Horse on the Navajo Reservation in Northern Arizona

We’ve been on the constant lookout for horses and were not disappointed when coming across this near-perfect specimen of a stallion. I’d like to point out the almost imperceptible copyright statement of my niece, who is my guest photographic contributor of all things horse for the duration of her stay in America. By the way, I should also give her blog a nod by giving the link to Kats Travels and Adventures.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

We are calling it a day up in Chinle, Arizona. Today, we learned that Kat was not prepared for the incredible distances between places out here in the southwest. For us, the 382 miles (619 km) is a relatively short drive, but for Kat, it is the equivalent of driving from Frankfurt, Germany, to a bit past Paris, France.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

Our stop after checking in to our motel is catching the sunset at Canyon de Chelly National Monument.

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

It’s funny how familiar all of this looks to us now and how exotic it appeared during our first encounters. We wonder how Kat perceives it and if she’s able to pick up on the beauty of it all or if she sees it as a relatively barren moonscape.

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

I think it’s great that Caroline and Kat have been able to spend the first full day together here in America in each other’s company. I’m wondering if this is the first full day ever that they’ve been together?

Canyon De Chelly National Monument in Chinle, Arizona

Time to go find dinner as the sun sets on the west. Our only real choice was Denny’s because I refused Church’s Fried Chicken or Burger King. Dinner in Chinle on the best of days is a chore, but here on July 4th, it was made even worse. I should point out that Kat is a recent convert to vegetarianism, and we are doing our best to accommodate her, though in rural America, that is no easy task. By the end of dinner, we agree that, yes, the drives are long but are necessary to get to worthwhile sites that can lend broad impressions to Kat and her first visit out west.

Chinle, Arizona

Dessert was drinking in the Milky Way back at Canyon de Chelly.

Katharina Arrives in Arizona

Caroline Wise and Katharina Engelhardt at the Sky Harbor Airport in Arizona

Katharina our niece from Germany was 13 by the time we finally met her face-to-face and for years we could never be sure if we’d ever see her here in America. She’d gone to Niagara Falls and Florida some years back as part of an organized church trip but we weren’t able to coordinate being back that way at the same time. For the past 7 months, she’s been spending her gap year down in New Zealand where she’s been packing apples for some contractor that hires people looking for temp work. Not too long ago we learned that there was a good chance she was going to visit us in Arizona. Leaving the land of the Kiwi during the middle of winter and freezing temperatures to land in Arizona when it’s well over 100 degrees here seems a bit ludicrous but then again we enjoy those kinds of contrasts.

Sure enough, July 1st rolls around and Caroline is hearing from Katharina that she’s landed in San Francisco and is disoriented by the fact that she left New Zealand before she arrived in California, such is the magic of time zones and fast intercontinental travel. Five hours later and here she is with what amounts to her winter clothes. Her backpack ended up on some other flight and is hopefully being rerouted to Arizona where it will be delivered to us within a day or so.

Before dropping off Caroline back at her office we stopped at Valle Luna for our niece to try Mexican food because we’re in the Southwest y’all. Okay, that was way more Texas than Arizona but comic moments have to be found where they can. Being a vegetarian she opted for the cheese enchiladas and was far braver trying the salsa than I’d expected.

I still wasn’t done with my European backlog of blogging chores but fortunately for me, she was patient and sat with me until I finished and her aunt finished her day at work. We’ll go slow in case jet lag hits her and then on Thursday we’ll head out to Somewhere, America, and see what we can discover. By the way, Katharina is now 19 years old.

Leaving Bisbee

Caroline Wise and Joan Ruane in Bisbee, Arizona

I don’t know that there was ever a workshop Caroline didn’t enjoy and this one was no different. The comradery and meeting people who play important roles in the fiber arts world are part of the allure. Here’s Caroline with renowned cotton expert Joan Ruane.

Caroline Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

The workshop is over. We are fed and about to drive north. While the scenery down around Bisbee was a nice change from the coffee shops I’m constantly in, it will be the environs of Starbucks I’ll be returning to as I race to finish the blogging chores regarding Europe. The reason for the emphasis on getting the writing behind me is that our niece Katharina will be dropping in on us starting July 1st and staying until the 20th, so I’d like to be able to pay attention to her instead of more ramblings about Croatia.

Miracle Valley Bible Church near Hereford, Arizona

It turns out that blogging is not always an exacting thing, though ideally, it would be sequential without changes to the history of things. And while I want to leave things where they belong, it happened that the original post for this Bisbee weekend was one long, all-inclusive missive about our weekend, with me leaving out an entire section about the Miracle Valley Bible Church near Hereford, Arizona. After a subsequent visit in early 2023, I noticed the omission, so I harvested some of the old photos from that day and created a new post for that trip; it can be found by clicking here. I should also point out that this repair of the posts from here in 2019 was performed in the summer of 2023.

Fiber Workshop in Bisbee

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

I’m in America, but America is having a hard time finding its way back into me. The confrontation of conformity bludgeons me from the uniform aesthetic of architecture to the uniforms worn by factions belonging more to wolf packs than to individuals. We are a polarized society living in the segregated, class-divided enclaves of our version of normal. America is no longer able to call itself a diverse society unified by an ideal as we have fragmented into isolated interest groups that do not trust others who are not like themselves.

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

Out in the nowhere of quiet America, we are away from the noise and are able to find the harmony where we need not consume the pablum that is dulling what made this country great. In my view, our greatness was so vast and abundant that we had a ready supply for the rest of Earth, and what gave us that was our curiosity to explore the horizons of what we didn’t know. This idea is now relegated to vague concepts shown to us in the movies of fictional heroes where people, good and bad, take risks. The average person today simply struggles to find a slightly better-paying job, health care, money for emergencies, and a free weekend to get out of town.

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

Like herd animals, we stand behind the strong leader who is hand-fed money, making them loyal to us but never do they dare share even a small part of their strength and position of privilege. We stand in the back, distracted, looking at the sock puppet in the corner, never realizing that even our fur has been stolen to benefit someone else.

Being down south near Bisbee, Arizona, has allowed me a brief respite from the incessant blogging of our trip to Europe that is keeping me effectively locked on vacation and in a European mindset while I’ve been physically among a bunch of people I resent for their abhorrent blandness. Their interest in being present, curious, aware, and finding education feels non-existent, as though it was thoroughly and completely lost. I expect that behavior from animals, dirt, mountains, and insects but not from my fellow Americans.

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

It’s as though we mined everything good out of who we were and replaced it with a giant hole filled with air. The thing is that when I visit the incredible expanse of beauty that stretches from the Atlantic to the Pacific, I must look within to interpret and give value to what I’m perceiving with my senses. When among the throngs of humanity, I need to encounter a similar expanse of potential that should stretch from the left ear to the right one. Falling into a bottomless pit only triggers my fear of exposure, where I might lose my footing and tumble into the abyss.

Bisbee, Arizona

I encountered a breath of fresh air as I met Amber at the Bisbee Soap & Sundry. Scott Jaeger of Industrial Music Electronics up in Washington, upon hearing that Caroline and I were heading south to Bisbee, suggested we make a stop at this shop to visit with the owners, his friends Amber and Mark. Scott wasn’t wrong, as it’s instantly obvious that the proprietors are well-grounded people, and at least my encounter with half the team was a great one. I left with a dozen bars scented with creosote, tobacco & bay, vetiver, and lemongrass.

Caroline Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Back over at the fiber retreat, I spy a while on Caroline in her element as, without recognizing that I’ve snuck in, she enthusiastically introduces a few other ladies to her work in making objects using the sprang method.

From Wikipedia: Sprang is an ancient method of constructing fabric that has a natural elasticity. Its appearance is similar to netting, but unlike netting, sprang is constructed entirely from warp threads. Archaeological evidence indicates that sprang predates knitting; the two needlework forms bear a visible resemblance and serve similar functions but require different production techniques.

Caroline Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Caroline is pictured here with Louie Garcia, a weaver, spinner, and teacher from the Tiwa/Piro Pueblo in New Mexico. She’s wanted to take a workshop with this guy for years and was afraid that her last-minute registration for the event would end up excluding her, but luck was on her side, and she was not only able to learn from him during the day but the keynote after dinner was also being given by Louie.

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

Think about it a moment: if we’d have had the ability to build these kinds of barricades and hostile fences when our forefathers were rounding up and isolating Louie Garcia’s ancestors who were the original inhabitants of the lands we grabbed for ourselves, we would have put them under even harsher conditions than we did and would be dealing with the guilt of such inhumane treatment. I wonder how many years it will take before we look at these barriers with disdain that we’d begrudge so many people for trying to survive within an economic system that manufactures disparities that foster conditions that force people to struggle for basic survival.

Bisbee area in Southern Arizona

The agave is reaching the clouds this year, leaving us wondering what exactly are the conditions that lead them to be taller in certain years and significantly shorter in others.

Coronado National Memorial in Southern Arizona

My day out on the road and in thought concludes at the Coronado National Memorial before returning to Bisbee for Caroline and me to get some dinner and head back to our remote getaway.