Bisbee, Arizona

John Wise and Amanda Goff in Bisbee, Arizona

Just two weeks before these photos were taken, Caroline and I were still living in Germany. To celebrate our move to America, my mom and her husband brought us down to Bisbee, Arizona, along with my little sister, who had recently turned 13. In this picture, we are geared up for a train ride into an old mine to discover deep, dark secrets and maybe some treasure.

Copper Queen Hotel in Bisbee, Arizona

I took this photo as I thought this old hotel was incredibly cool and that Caroline and I should come back one day to stay a night. It turned out that my mother-in-law Jutta would join us on that return visit.

Caroline Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Why is this the best photo I took of Caroline in a dark alley is beyond any recollection I have of this weekend.

John Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Skinny with a red beard and ponytail, that didn’t last all that long.

LSD

Acid Doodle by John Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Remember when you would take acid frequently and find yourself with pen and paper? Did you ever find God on the blank page? I did. As for the content, I’ll try to interpret it. I’m a pig but also God as I create my own reality through the experiences I live with. Into the top of my head, chaos rains into my mind while I greedily lap it all in with my lolling tongue that’s ready to eat the universe. My eyes are in ecstasy as they attempt to comprehend the magnitude of stimulation bombarding me in an unfiltered moment of naked truth.

Below, there seems to have been a closer connection to the mundane or trouble breaking through to the truly ecstatic. I can’t explain the “No change” nor the “Entry Level Accounting” notes, but the Psychic TV cross suggests this was possibly drawn between 1989 and early 1990. The person depicted feels like a self-portrait, and the two things that stand out for me are the swirls at my mouth and the “Come Forth” words below and left of that. So many years later, I’d venture to say that this has to do with reality being a manifestation of language and that we must bring it into being by speaking it, even when delivered by ugly mouths.

Acid Doodle by John Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Back in those days when LSD was a common recreational adventure where I was trying to stitch together the parts of the universe that were unfathomable, I would often have writing/drawing materials at hand in case the inspiration struck me to doodle. These two were simply a couple of drawings that were scanned from out of the archive. There are other notebooks where other stuff is hidden away; hopefully, one day, they’ll find their way into the somewhat permanent digital record. I’m counting on you, archive.org.

Honeymoon in the Grand Canyon

Caroline Wise in the Grand Canyon National Park 1994

Caroline Engelhardt of Frankfurt, Germany, became Caroline Wise just 72 hours before taking this photo on a hike into the Grand Canyon National Park. This could be considered our honeymoon, though we were feeling that the entire trip to America with Uwe Schmidt, Connie, Klaus Singer, and Jo Lincke was a kind of party honeymoon with friends.

Klaus Singer, John Wise, and Jo Lincke at the Grand Canyon National Park, Arizona

We were supposed to return to Germany two days after this, but the Northridge earthquake on the 17th at 4:30 in the morning, just hours before our flights to L.A., changed our plans, and we ended up staying in America for a few more days until things calmed down and got caught up in Los Angeles.

Getting Married in Vegas

Caroline Engelhardt, John Wise, Klaus Singer, and Jo Lincke in Las Vegas, Nevada

It’s just hours before Caroline Engelhardt and John Wise are about to be married but first up, dinner at Excalibur with jousting in Las Vegas. So, this would be the very last photo of Caroline before she became Caroline Wise. Why there are no photos of us getting married is not a mystery; we were operating on fumes after going non-stop for weeks leading up to this day. Add to that, my mother was being difficult as the witching hour for our exchange of vows was approaching at 12:12 on January 12, she was tired and cranky. While likely mentioned elsewhere, this created a state of chaos, and the mess of that drama is better left in the past. That’s Klaus Singer with the beard and Jo Lincke on his left. As for Connie and Uwe, who were with us, they did everything they could to avoid being in any of our photos.

Lots of Love at Euro Disney

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

You only turn 25 once, so why not do something spectacular, like head to Euro Disney in Paris, France? That’s what we did back on the weekend of December 12, 1992. While Caroline had been to the United States and even to Southern California the year before, we didn’t have time to visit Disneyland. So we went all out and bought a couple of plane tickets from Frankfurt, Germany, to Charles de Gaulle Airport and caught the shuttle bus to the park. Our hotel was one of the pueblo-themed units, which was exciting all by itself.

John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The day we arrived, we wandered around the facilities outside the Magic Kingdom, visiting the ice rink and gift shops before stopping in a classic American diner for dinner. In the morning, when we entered the park itself, we were as excited as any child visiting one of these amazing treasures. As for me, while I’d visited Disneyland a dozen or more times at that point, I’d never been to Disneyworld or the park in Tokyo, Japan.

Euro Disney in Paris, France

There’d been much controversy leading up to the opening of Euro Disney, as valuable farmland was being used for American Trash Culture (according to French media). Then there was the question if high-minded Europeans would even go and which of the snooty French would visit such a déclassé blight on their historic Paris? The park was constantly maligned in the press, and its early demise was frequently predicted. In was a chance meeting while Caroline and I were attending CEBIT back in March 1992; an American tech engineer shared his photos of the park with us, which to us looked amazing. We were incredibly jealous as not only had he already visited and taken photos, but he had been able to do so more than a month before Euro Disney officially opened on April 12th, 1992. With the constant negative chatter about the place, we decided we’d need to see it with our own eyes before the bulldozers moved in and turned the grounds back into farms.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

Euro Disney was far from packed, but it wasn’t empty either. Then again, it was mid-December, and anyone who’s been to Paris in the winter can tell you that nice weather isn’t guaranteed. What seemingly was guaranteed were smiles. Not only smiles from Caroline and me but, to our surprise, from the many French people in the park. We entered Disney with the expectation we’d see very few French and mostly visitors from other countries; we were wrong.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The park was pristine, and the presentation was flawless. It was a great destination for any birthday.

Euro Disney in Paris, France

While technically in Paris, you couldn’t see the city from any vantage point out this way. In the park, you were immersed in the fantasy of being transported to a happy place. The contrast between playful Disney and serious and old Europe made for a spectacular opportunity to wander into the imagination that Disney has mastery over. Our dreams were coming true.

Caroline Engelhardt and John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

It was difficult to get photos of Caroline looking at the camera as her eyes darted over every detail, taking in something she’d never seen the likes of. While we’d go to Disneyland years later, this park had the benefit of starting from scratch and improving on things that couldn’t have been accomplished in Anaheim when that park opened back in 1955.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney 12 December 1992 Paris, France

Let’s return to the gift shop for a moment. In the very first photo, Caroline has a Euro Disney hat on, but that’s not all. This jacket, the shirt under it, and even a red t-shirt below were all bought here at Euro Disney. The striped shirt would be the one she wore 13 months later in Las Vegas, Nevada when we got married at the Little White Chapel. There was also a pair of Mickey Mouse shorts she bought, though it was too cold to wear them outside this weekend. Almost 30 years later, here in 2021 (when I’m writing this), she still owns the shorts, shirt, and t-shirt.

John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

I’d like to point out that I was very thin at one time and prone to fits of silliness.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The two people in this photo in front of the Sleeping Beauty Castle were a couple of Bohemian adventure-seeking, occasionally reckless, madly in love, somewhat troubled individuals who had a long and, at times, arduous journey of finding happiness. While we’ve stumbled over many if not all, the speed bumps life can throw at people, we still swoon when walking hand-in-hand with When You Wish Upon A Star echoing through our memories.