For Whom Does Language Have Meaning?

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The French thinker is the amalgamation of his words, embodied in the fluid poetry and structure of the French language, where the quality and personality of life emerge in a cultural-linguistic style. Germans, on the other hand, understand that language is a weapon and tool for subordination and building structures and, consequently, discipline. This brings us to Americans for whom language is meaningless; they see it as a commercial reflection of economy and wealth, a means to a financial end, or an inconvenience that trips many into stumbling. America builds chaos and uncertainty.

These three languages overlap in that each contains elements of the other, and those who gain some mastery over their usage elevate themselves over the masses. This elevation effectively removes any hint of ornamental ideology by stripping the person of their potential equality with the horde, thus relinquishing the base of humanity to being nothing more than “things.”

Through language, we gather potential because the specificity of purpose allows the succinct conveyance of intention, creating confidence. Teaching a person the cadence of the policeman creates a law-enforcement officer with the authority to command another human being. The soft cadence of the teacher, nurse, or clergy member offers the person before them a sense of caring and compassion. Then there’s the actor or musician who uses crafted language to create a lyrical persona embodying the star figure their fans perceive. All the while, the common person, a sort of financial pawn, offers purpose and potential income to the controlling language-proficient elites who require the masses for their simplicity and desire to stand in awe of those who’ve attained a professional level of mastery.

So, in my eyes, language is a veil where illusions take form and induce dreams of self that help propel our existence into meaning. In a previous age, those with mastery of these tools were shamans, witch doctors, and magicians, while today, they are politicians, celebrities, and storytellers, all using a highly crafted means of communication that convey a common desirable persona on populations within our societies.

Bye Sheep

Winfield Trading Post on Route 602 south of Gallup, New Mexico

There are so many places in between that we never document, and thus, we forget those stops along the road. While I try to record our travels, the photos I capture are not always worth sharing. Even though an image was taken because of the enchanting nature of its subject matter, sometimes the quality just isn’t there, and some photos are simply ugly shots. As I prep pictures for these posts, there can be a high level of disappointment that I didn’t capture what I thought I had, and so with posts getting long enough when I end up with 15, 20, 35, or more photos, I neglect telling you about the unpictured places. Take this morning. We started in the old town of Gallup, New Mexico, but we were surrounded by homeless wanderers, and while we helped the first young couple that asked with cash, this was going to be overwhelming so we left. Since it was so early on a Sunday morning, we weren’t able to stop in at Mary Walker’s shop, Weaving in Beauty. I took a photo of the front door, but upon looking at it now, I find the image boring; yet we were there, and without this note, it would be forgotten.

Joe Milo's Trading Company in Vanderwagen, New Mexico

Pulled over at Joe Milo’s Trading Company in Vanderwagen for no other reason than our attempt at taking photos of the Katsinas along the fence line. There are so many beautiful, larger-than-life Katsinas here, but the background isn’t ever all that great. I think they work best as objects that catch your eye as you are driving down the road and draw you into the trading post.

Cousins Road near Chi Chil Tah, New Mexico

Heading south out of Gallup, we’d already established that we would be taking the scenic route with a slow drive over the landscape instead of getting on Interstate 40, which would have zipped us home in less than 4.5 hours. So, after I passed a paved road heading north on our right, I hurriedly slowed down to make a quick U-turn and see where this side road would take us. Here we were, driving up Cousins Road, trying to avoid looking at the map and just waiting for the pavement to give way to dirt, but after passing through Chi Chil Tah and reaching Jones Ranch Road, we decided to turn around and head back to our highway on a slightly different path.

Smooth Mountain Road near Chi Chil Tah, New Mexico

We turned right on Oak Mesa Road, as it was paved, and looked to connect to Smooth Mountain Road, which was further east and had caught our attention on the way out. By the way, I dare you to try and find some of these names on Google or Bing Maps as they are listed officially with names like County Road 6 or Indian Service Road 7010, but when you drive through here, you’ll see actual street names and not the road numbers, go figure. Once we reached Smooth Mountain Road, it was almost smooth, as smooth as a gravel road can be, I suppose.

New Mexico Route 602 near Zuni, New Mexico

After about an hour, we were back on the road taking us south, a road number that coincides with our area code: 602. It was just over a year ago that we spent the weekend right out there, straight ahead in Zuni, at The Inn At Halona.

Off NM-32 south of Zuni, New Mexico

The entire time we were driving down Route 602, we were nearly certain that we’d never driven this specific road between Zuni and Gallup; well, at least, we couldn’t recall when that occasion would have been. It would take getting home and checking our trusty map that documents every roadway we’ve traveled on over the past 25 years to find out that this one had already been covered. How nice it is that something that might have otherwise been familiar is new again.

Indian Service Route 9 on Zuni Reservation in New Mexico

I can’t tell you where Indian Service Route 9 goes as we didn’t follow its path, but I can assure you that the flowers that lined its way were a lot prettier than you can likely tell by looking at this photo. But isn’t that the truth about everything we see with our own eyes compared to what is captured in an image?

Fence Lake, New Mexico

Route 602 gave way to Route 36, which took us through Fence Lake, population between 42 and 121 depending on the source, and as we stood here at the intersection of downtown Fence Lake, we were even more certain that we’d never passed this way, wrong. How this monument faded from memory will be a mystery unless we passed through here in the dark.

NM-36 branching to Route 603 near Quemado and Pie Town, New Mexico

Finally, a legitimate new road to add to our trophy map of conquered roads. We are heading to Pie Town on dirt road number 603 with fingers crossed that here on Father’s Day, which is also a Sunday, one of the pie shops in Pie Town is open and not sold out or so busy that we’ll have to continue our road trip home.

Route 603 southeast to Pie Town, New Mexico

Only 23.5 miles of dirt, gravel, and washboard lay ahead, and once we’re done bumping down this dusty trail, we’ll be delivered to the world-renowned Pie Town, USA. In case you are curious about cellphone signal quality out this far from everything, you’d be correct if you guessed we had no service, and should you wonder if that makes us nervous, it does, but I’d never voice that while we are out here lest I jinx us and it turns out that we really could use a phone to help us with a disabled car or some other issue.

Pie Town, New Mexico

Pie-O-Neer in Pie Town is not only open, but it’s not nearly as crowded as feared. What’s more, they still had New Mexico apple and green chile pie available. The Pie-O-Neer Pie Cafe offers meals too, but you won’t be choosing what you want to eat as they feature a fixed menu, you can take it or leave it. Today’s plate was Mexican-themed, and we said, Yeah!

Caroline Wise at Pie Town, New Mexico

Is there anything more American than pie and coffee in a tiny old diner in the middle of nowhere? Sure, there is; that pie should be served with a scoop of ice cream.

Alegre Motel in Quemado, New Mexico

Appetites satisfied all that was left to do was cover the 20 miles to Quemado, New Mexico, to dip into a free abandoned room at the Alegre Motel and catch a nap. The only problem was that Caroline wasn’t interested in inspecting the rooms to find out which looked the coziest.

Clown souvenir on the right from Alegre Motel in Quemado, New Mexico

Well, if I wasn’t going to get a nap, I’ll just collect that creepy clown figurine on the right and add it to my collection of things I’m gathering from the defunct Alegre, but wait, that’s not just any figurine, it’s an “Emmit Kelly Jr Clown with Accordion” that could be worth a pretty penny. You see, maybe it’s worthwhile to explore these abandoned liminal spaces that may or may not be occupied by someone who could turn out to be your worst nightmare. I should probably keep in mind that I’m too old to sprint away from serial killers who might be in better shape and younger than me.

Caroline Wise in eastern New Mexico on Route 32

Pulled over to take a photo down the road, and Caroline, spotting some sticks next to the fence line, left the car to investigate. Closer inspection revealed that the “sticks” turned out to be a 5-point elk antler. After this quick photo, we stowed it in the trunk and had just gone to take a look for the second one when a park ranger/law enforcement truck pulled up behind our car, flashing a warning because our car was still on the road. We quickly jumped back in and continued our journey. With the antler in the back of the car, we were giant grins driving down the road, simply incredulous that we were the proud new owners of a massive antler. We talked about turning around to try and find the other one but decided this was good enough.

Eastern New Mexico on Route 32

I’ve on more than one occasion expressed my gratitude to those who’ve hand-carved the 10s of thousands of trails across the U.S. and likely have neglected to say how much I appreciate the work that has gone into creating our vast highway system with all the small roads, paved and dirt, that crisscross our country allowing those interested to explore a landscape that will never be fully be seen by a single American ever.

Mailboxes at Apache Creek Store in Apache Creek, New Mexico

This quintessential symbol of rural life found roadside across the country may only be a mailbox, but there is an undeniable aesthetic that screams Americana, and we love the sight of them.

Apache Creek Store in Apache Creek, New Mexico

This can’t be the first time I’ll attempt to write something about a small country store, and while I was considering what to say about the Apache Creek Store at the intersection of State Highways 12 and 32 in Reserve, New Mexico, it occurred to me that should I decide to cut and paste something from a previous blog post, nobody other than an AI could know that I’ve done so and then I thought, heck I should write an entire post exclusively using recycled text. Now I have to wonder how much my brain is already doing this.

US 180 south of Reserve, New Mexico

I’ll have to guess that we are already on State Route 180, about 180 miles from where we began this morning in Gallup. What you can’t see in the shot is what time it is; the deal is that we’ve already been out here for about 8 hours at this place on the road. How we turned 3 hours of driving into 8 is a mystery to us. With about 280 miles yet ahead of us, good thing we gain that hour as we cross back into Arizona.

Leopold Vista in Buckhorn, New Mexico

Shortly before our turn west, we stop at the Leopold Vista in Buckhorn, New Mexico to admire the landscape of the Gila Wilderness Area from this viewpoint. This spot on the map was dedicated to Aldo Leopold, author of A Sand County Almanac. The reason behind the dedication is best explained by this paragraph from Wikipedia about him:

In 1909, Leopold was assigned to the Forest Service’s District 3 in the Arizona and New Mexico territories. At first, he was a forest assistant at the Apache National Forest in the Arizona Territory. In 1911, he was transferred to the Carson National Forest in northern New Mexico. Leopold’s career, which kept him in New Mexico until 1924, included developing the first comprehensive management plan for the Grand Canyon, writing the Forest Service’s first game and fish handbook, and proposing Gila Wilderness Area, the first national wilderness area in the Forest Service system.

State Route 78 east of Mule Creek, New Mexico

This is the wrong time of day to be driving west, right into the sun. Maybe the clouds will help protect us from being blinded.

State Route 78 near the Needles Eye in Clifton, Arizona

We are well into Arizona at this point, and considering it would be smart to put an end to the incessant stops along the way if we want to be home before 9:00, how could we just pass by the Needles Eye outside of Clifton?

Billboard near Three Way (between Clifton and Duncan) in Arizona

Seriously, we were finished with these stops along the way until this sign in Conservative Country stood out like a sore thumb and had us laughing as we drove by. With so many signs across the west shot to bits using various gauge guns and the old familiar pattern of the shotgun blast, how has this sign not been burned to the ground or hit with a bazooka? It reads, “America – Already Great!” followed by, “Fight Fear, Fraud & Fascism, Vote Democratic.”

Sheep is Life

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

We were up before dawn and gone shortly after the sun had just started peeking over the eastern horizon. With a couple of breakfast sandwiches and coffees, we were soon on our way for the half-hour drive northwest to Window Rock, Arizona, the capital of the Navajo Nation. The location of this year’s Sheep is Life celebration was the Navajo Museum, Library, and Visitors Center.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

We intended to be here by 7:00, but it ended up being closer to 7:30 by the time we ran into a woman, and after an exchange of hello’s, she told us she needed to run as she was hoping to catch the prayer ceremony, which was the very reason we were showing up at this time of day. The woman we followed was invited into the Museum’s Hogan, so our thoughts were that the ceremony would take place in it, but nope, we were wrong because we heard the guy between the Hogan and that pickup truck say it was time to get things underway now that the sun was in the right position.

About a dozen of us joined in a line facing the rising sun as Ron Garnanez led the prayer in Navajo and concluded by pulling out a satchel of yellow corn pollen, touching a small pinch to his forehead, and then offering it to the wind in the direction of the sun. He then passed it to me, and I tried doing the same before passing it to Caroline, who then passed it to someone else. This was a first for us, and needless to say, we were honored.

Caroline and I waited until Ron was finished talking with someone else so we could offer our gratitude for being allowed to join the prayer. It turned out that Ron had to get going because he needed to unload his Jeep. He was going to be the cook for a meal being offered later in the day and had brought supplies. We offered to help him get things over to the kitchen, which he graciously accepted as his helpers hadn’t shown up yet.

Ron Garnanez is not only a sheep rancher, but he also learned to weave early in life, is a nurse by profession, and he’s on the board of Diné Bé’Iiná, which translates to Navajo Lifeway. He’s offered to share with me the process of making today’s extravagant meal.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

While wandering around after emptying the Jeep and Caroline off somewhere else, I met Sam, who was recruiting volunteers for some sheep-related duties. I told her I knew of the perfect person who’d enthusiastically be willing to help in any way required.

Caroline Wise at the Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Caroline became a sheep wrangler to help show lambs that were to be inspected and graded on a number of criteria. I believe she has the full story as she was in the pen with the others all struggling to hold onto their wards who apparently wanted to be with their fellow sheep they typically herd with. I’ll let Caroline tell you more.

I was excited about being part of the lamb judging! At this point, I had already been watching Nikyle Begay, founder of the Rainbow Fiber Coop, sheepherder, and Navajo-Churro expert, review the registration application for a couple of adult ewes, so I had an idea about what they were going to look for. I had, however, never handled a sheep of any age. This young fellow (lambs are less than one year old) could be handled by holding on to his horns and frogmarching him from the pen into the arena. He struggled only a little, and once we were in the arena, even if I had let go, he couldn’t go far. When he started to buck, someone gave me the tip to hold his chin up with one hand, which helped subdue him. He ended up garnering second place in a group of about ten lambs, and after returning him to his pen, I picked up a ewe lamb and repeated the process. – Caroline

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

I don’t know what would constitute a good turnout for Sheep is Life, but the “crowd” never seemed very large. There were a few Japanese tourists who’d somehow heard about the event, and even one of Caroline’s fellow guild members had come up from the Phoenix area, but somehow, I want to believe that this should be a major cultural happening drawing people from around the world to learn about the Navajo-Churro Sheep and the important role they play in so many aspects of Diné life.

Caroline Wise at the Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Oh well, we are here, and looking at my wife with that happy smile on her face had me choking back the wellspring of emotions that wanted to tug at my eyes. I’m well aware that we are not living common lives and that by cultivating a willingness to lead participatory lives, we are offered meaningful experiences that are far away from any expectations either of us might have had prior to encountering each other and sharing time together. To be present is the precursor to anything happening that would take us further into the inexplicable. Today is one of those moments that defy my understanding that we should be so fortunate.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

There were over 30 presentations and demonstrations happening over the course of the two days of the event, but sadly, Caroline and I would see very few of them as conversations and volunteering consumed the better part of our day. Learning that Sheep is Life is held every 3rd weekend in June means that we need to plan better for next year’s event so we can learn even more about what’s offered to attendees. On stage at this time were those being recognized with awards by Diné Bé’Iiná (Navajo Lifeway).

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

I was rather surprised by the number of male weavers and cannot remember this many from our previous visit. On the loom right, there is Kevin Tsosie, who’s a Navajo knot weaver, adobe brick maker, and artist using recycled materials. Later in the day, we watched him outside making bricks and plastering a small section of a demo wall to show us how he built his own home.

Caroline Wise at the Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Every so often I check in at the kitchen looking for Ron as he had to run to collect a few things; the hour took longer than he anticipated. I arrived back at the sheep pens in time to find Caroline returning a ewe lamb to its owner; she was worn out from wrestling with the feisty sheep and was ready for some restorative shopping therapy.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Blue Bird Flour is the only flour Navajo would use to make Fry Bread; it is key. For years, Caroline wanted to make her own bag of one of the flour sacks, but with so many other projects on the docket, it simply never happened. One of the vendors was about to take care of her desire for a Blue Bird bag, not only that, her friend Claudia in Germany will also be the recipient of one of these rarities. I know I shouldn’t have written this last bit, as she will now know that a gift has been acquired for her, and she has no way of knowing just when we’ll get around to shipping it to her.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Not only did Ron show back up, but he is also joined by his daughter Laura and a couple of others; there’s a lot of food to prepare in order to feed the 50 or so people expected for the banquet that should get underway at 6:00. The sheep that is being carved was harvested just yesterday in a demonstration of the process here at Sheep is Life. By the time the meat was being carved up, Laura had already chopped and prepped the internal organs, including the heart, liver, kidneys, lungs, small intestines, fat, and other assorted bits for a variation of ‘ach’íí’ (mutton fat and intestine) that was being made in the crockpot as a stew so everyone could try the internal organs of the sheep.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

These wild onions are a favored foraging food of sheep; consequently, they are considered the perfect pairing when cooking sheep. Ron pulled these out of the deep freeze from his personal supply. Some years, the weather is not conducive to a good harvest, and so when they are abundant, he stores them for special events such as today’s. The work to peel them out of their sheath is tedious; I now know this firsthand because I helped clean a few hundred of these tiny onions.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Spent a good amount of time talking with Franco Lee, a chef up at Mesa Verde National Park in Colorado, down here in Window Rock for the special occasion. Franco enthusiastically walked me through the process of making Navajo cake using corn meal, brown sugar, roasted pinon nuts, and peach slices. He was also preparing two other Navajo dishes I’ll speak of later in this post.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Back to Ron, who was running this show. I peeked in on the roasting mutton that was covered in wild onion and wild parsley but not only that. After the pieces of meat had been chosen and washed, Ron opened a large container of sumac and started sprinkling it over the leg and ribs that were going to be a part of the menu. He explained that with the sumac, there was no need for salt during cooking because the sumac would fill that role. While I thought sumac was something special to Persian cuisine, it turns out that there’s an edible variant native to the western United States. The branches are used to make baskets and the berries are for food and drinks.

Live music at the Navajo Arts and Craft Guild in Window Rock, Arizona

Being present for the preparation of the feast only amplified my hunger, following our light breakfast and a couple of handfuls of cherries to sustain us. By midday, it was time to get something to eat. Unable to wait till 6:00, we opted to take a walk over to the Ch’ihootso Indian Market Place at the main intersection here in Window Rock, the location of a few eateries, as well as a busy swap meet. Between the Navajo Museum, where Sheep is Life took place, and the Ch’ihootso Market the building of the Navajo Arts and Craft Guild, where a get-together of sorts was being held. What the purpose was exactly, we never found out but we were quite astonished at the serendipity of what we heard from the band on the left.

First, some backstory: years ago, maybe 20 or more years ago, Caroline and I were driving across the Navajo Nation listening to 660 AM radio, a.k.a. KTNN – The Voice of the Navajo Nation. It was late at night (or so my memory tells me) when a song from Chester Knight titled Love Me Strong came on. We fell in love with the song and downloaded it so we could listen once in a while. Well, time passes and the song is forgotten until today when this band is out here playing just that tune right as we were walking by. This nearly felt impossible, and if we weren’t both on hand for such a coincidence, we might have thought the other was telling us a whopper should they have related the story.

Roast Mutton Sandwich in Window Rock, Arizona

At the Ch’ihootso Market, the busiest eatery of the two in the plaza was Ed’s Cafe, and while the wait was quoted to be 15 to 20 minutes for our food, we went with the idea that the locals know best. The Roast Mutton Deluxe looked like a perfect fit for me, while Caroline felt the Corn w/Squash and Mutton Stew would suit her. While waiting for our exquisite meals, we walked around the market but didn’t find anything that just had to come home with us. I do have one lament about this location: back some 20 or more years ago we were first directed to the “mutton shacks” at this otherwise empty corner. On that first visit, we were leary customers who weren’t going to let some dirt floors and an abundance of flies scare us away from our first encounter with Navajo food. Well, those shacks are now long gone, and with them, some of the flavors and authenticity of the rez.

Caroline Wise and Naiomi Glasses at the Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

As we were walking back into Sheep is Life, Caroline thought she recognized famous Navajo influencer, textile artist, and skateboarder Naiomi Glasses, and sure enough, it was her. Having a fan girl moment, we asked Naiomi if she’d take a moment to have her photo taken. Obviously, she obliged. Naiomi told us about a recent project she had done with Sackcloth and Ashes, a company that produces beautiful blankets and donates a blanket to homeless shelters for every purchase. She was here to present the award winners with blankets made after her design and was still having her own moment of feeling overwhelmed by the honor of being able to do this.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Let the feasting begin.

Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

I had no idea how elaborate our meal was going to be. Things got underway with a bit of sheep’s blood sausage made of blood, bits of meat and pancreas, potato, salt, and pepper stuffed into sheep intestine and boiled. This was served with salad meant to add a sweet and fresh component to the heavy first course. Next up was the ‘ach’íí’ or internal organ stew with wild onion, wild parsley, garlic, and green chili. Our third course was mutton stew with potatoes and chile. Fourth was a small cup of blue corn mush followed by roast mutton served on a bed of red chili, honey, and blue corn flour. Our sixth course acted as a palette cleanser, sumac berry pudding made of sumac, honey, and blue corn flour. Somewhere in there was frybread, and finally, our dessert was the Navajo corn cake topped with peaches and served with a dollop of whipped cream. And not to forget, iced Navajo tea.

Caroline Wise and Laura at the Sheep is Life Celebration in Window Rock, Arizona

Before our end-of-the-day meal was served, we had the opportunity to sit down with Laura Garnanez and her aunt Flora with the conversation turning to addiction and overcoming uncertainty when we are young and not fully understanding our fortunate place in life. We also shared with Laura and her aunt why we were up here and what we get from it, how much we are in love with Navajo culture, how often we’ve been here, our time in a hogan with my mother-in-law, bringing our niece over the reservation, and our first encounter with mutton here in Window Rock. Just before Caroline and I were about to leave, we dipped back into the kitchen to say bye to everyone, and very sweetly, Laura asked about sharing contact information; we seriously hope we’ll have the opportunity to visit with Laura and her family again – this year.

Window Rock, Arizona

Nothing left to do but drive back to Gallup; oh wait, how can we visit Window Rock and not visit its namesake? Okay, now we can take our mutton-stuffed selves back to El Rancho Hotel in Gallup and pass out.

The Sheep are Calling

Caroline Wise and John Wise in Fountain Hills, Arizona

We finished reading our book White Trash: The 400-Year Untold History of Class in America by Nancy Isenberg on our way out of Arizona today. Next week, we will be returning to Marcel Proust’s In Search of Lost Time. Like our return to this French author, which we have been reading intermittently since September 2021, so it takes time to return to other things, such as the annual Sheep is Life celebration on the Navajo Reservation. We last visited this event 15 years ago, in the summer of 2008, when it was being held in Tuba City. Today, we are driving to Gallup, New Mexico, which is the closest we could book a room to Window Rock, Arizona, where Sheep is Life is happening this year.

Arizona Route 87 south of Payson, Arizona

Another chapter from our evolving book of life is being written about this weekend. What follows is a chronicle of the events that occurred over the previous 55 hours. Come to think of it, this is likely just about the same time remaining in Proust’s book and hopefully not the amount of time required to write about these wonderful days.

Where were we going and exactly what time of year was it that we were last driving up Arizona Route 87 admiring how green things were out in front of us? Now, here we are in the early dry days of summer, and things are baking in their old familiar tan hues. Grabbing a decent photo on this stretch of road is nearly impossible because it follows a long curve after cresting a pass, and by now, everyone is hauling ass, and the shoulder is too narrow to pull over to snap a photo. So, while driving as slow as I can in the right lane on a straight section of the road, I ask Caroline to take the wheel while I quickly focus on getting a shot out of the windshield from the driver’s seat.

Arizona Route 377 north of Aripine, Arizona

We’d love to stay on the smaller roads that are less traveled, but this isn’t always easy or expedient. We weren’t able to leave the Phoenix area until nearly 2:30, and we’ll lose an hour when we enter New Mexico due to the time zone change, which will have us checking in to our hotel at approximately 8:00 p.m., the same time that the majority of restaurants close in Gallup. But John, with these skies, why concern yourself with anything other than witnessing and capturing the immense beauty you and your sweet wife seem to nearly always be falling into? Yeah, I know, it is quite charming, isn’t it?

Interstate 40 east of Holbrook, Arizona

And then the reality of expediency rears its ugly head, and we are thrust into the vapid expanse of the interstate that induces yawns but does promise faster delivery if one survives the madness of aggression that rages on America’s highways.

Sunset in western New Mexico

Not long after entering New Mexico on a slightly wider stretch of the highway, we had to pull over as far as we could so that, with the window open, I captured the setting sun that was busy enchanting us here in the Land of Enchantment.

El Rancho Hotel in Gallup, New Mexico

Ten years ago, Caroline stayed at this historic hotel on Route 66 when she and our friend Sharie Monsam were traveling through New Mexico on their way to Durango, Colorado, for a fiber workshop at the Intermountain Weavers. Today, it is the two of us checking in at El Rancho Hotel in Gallup, New Mexico, just as John Wayne, Howard Hughes, Ronald Reagan, Katherine Hepburn, Spencer Tracy, Errol Flynn, Kirk Douglas, Gregory Peck, and Humphrey Bogart did before us. The hotel was originally built in 1936 for the brother of director D.W. Griffith and was used as luxury accommodations for countless Hollywood celebrities.

El Rancho Hotel in Gallup, New Mexico

Sadly, room 316, known as the Howard Hughes Suite, was booked, so we were offered room number 326, the Dana Andrews Room. Dana who? That’s what we thought. It turns out that the majority of the films someone might know him from were shot in the 1940s and 50s, such as Fallen Angel and Kit Carson. Later in his career, he was relegated to TV and B movies such as Take A Hard Ride, directed by Antonio Margheriti and featuring Dana Andrews, James Brown (Cleveland Browns NFL player and actor), and Lee Van Cleef, which looks about as low budget as one might expect of Italian directors in 1975. This one might require watching if we can get past how dated it appears.

Handwoven Cloth

Caroline Wise with her newest handwoven piece of cloth in Phoenix, Arizona

Maybe there’s a problem when one has four weaving looms, two spinning wheels, one backstrap loom, 3 sprang frames, one tapestry loom, and maybe ten drop spindles, and that problem is there are possibly a lot of projects going on simultaneously. How does one choose what to work on? Your guess is as good as anyone’s, and that helps explain why something might take years to finish. Take this piece here that was recently cut off from one of Caroline’s table looms (for clarification, we have two-floor looms and two table looms, not counting the others I mentioned); after a concerted effort over the previous month, this 10-foot (305cm) length of handwoven cloth was finally done.

Finally, you say? Not to shame my wife, okay, maybe a little, she “dressed” the loom, which means she wound a warp and tied it on the loom, for a workshop back in 2019. Should you go thinking that COVID-19 played some role in the delay, you don’t know fiber artists. Too many projects all going on at the same time is their signature malaise, a kind of chronic condition that sees them wanting to work on everything at once. Before they lose sight of an amazing new project, they just go to work setting it up, telling themselves and you that this is just a small one that will go quickly between the other stuff. If pressed, you’ll hear some cockamamie story about how the other partially finished project needs some yarn or requires a friend to be consulted on some issue or that they are stuck in the uncertainty of how to proceed. None of this is true: chaos is their domain, but you already know that as you have to bear witness to their ever-increasing supply of gear, yarn, and various projects gathering dust.

I do have to give Caroline credit as earlier this year, she cut off several handwoven towels that were on the Baby Wolf floor loom; she’s made great progress on an incredibly tedious and complex scarf she’s been braiding on the sprang loom, and she knit me a pair of socks, is working on a new sweater, and of course, the table loom is now ready to have another multi-year project tossed on it.

Should you sense that I might be poking fun at Caroline, you’d be correct, but I’m also delighted that she is so adept at keeping herself engaged with things she loves doing and feels inspired by. I can’t remember a day in the past 34 years that she’s expressed boredom about what to do with her time, so while I might give her a hard time here and there, I admire her tenacity and ability to ensure she’s always invested in doing things that bring her happiness.

Puppets of the Machine

Puppet of the Machine

Why even try to develop knowledge and a broad vocabulary when AI can offer you the illusion of having acquired those things? I’m all for using available tools to discover and learn, tools that allow us to integrate new things into our repertoire of exchange and communication. But if we start hiding behind a facade built by and with AI, we’ll become puppets of the machine.

Erudition arrives quickly for those who are young and focused and considerably longer for those who are distracted and maybe a bit too hedonistic. Of course, society doesn’t want to spend time waiting for knowledge to arrive in people when the economy is measured in productivity that matters at the moment. We must all find our economic quotient quickly so the system can better assess our value and convince us to take on the financial burden of those things that help move money. The measure of GNP is more important than the measure of the quality of life, so the quicker one fakes it, the quicker the system believes you are “making it.” Artificial Intelligence allows us to chat with the accumulated knowledge of humanity and, therefore, in some way, absolves us from having to peel back the layers of discovery on our paths into intellectual acumen. The risk is that not only will we eschew book knowledge, but we may also forget to explore self-knowledge.

Know thyself is an ancient Greek maxim that served humanity well as it encouraged our species to then discover what serves us and unloads some of the burdens of physical existence, but that process of knowing has taken thousands of years to get us to where we’re at today. As we compress the time requirements to become learned with the assistance of electronic transformers buried in the machine of AI, will we correspondingly decouple the time demands from companies that exert pressure on our free time to self-explore? The sad answer is probably no, and for good reason: the average person would likely fritter away those gained moments on frivolous entertainment and mindlessly numb their senses to gain nothing, while those of us who’ve already placed a premium on learning and exploration will have to maintain the status quo because being in a minority doesn’t inspire the powers that be to afford special privileges to the few.

As the machine of AI enters the landscape, the human will gain an appearance of greater knowledge, meaning greater economic viability at an earlier age. This facade of intelligence becomes the body armor of the age and our smart machines become munitions for combat on the field of economic dominance. In an apparent second, humanity has discovered a new form of war gained by adorning ourselves with the fashions of GPT.