Arizona Road Map of Our Travels

Map detailing the travels of John Wise and Caroline Wise in the state of Arizona

Yesterday’s blog entry spoke of the difficulty in finding roads we’ve not traveled before in Arizona. Looking up the last time I posted a map of our state I see that I’ve never shared it, so here it is. I believe this is the first map of Arizona we purchased back in 1995 after moving from Frankfurt, Germany to Phoenix, the copyright date is 1994. The routes in various highlighter colors I think might be when I thought each road trip could be its own shade, or maybe it was just the pen I found at the time?

Now that we have enough distance in time from some of the roads that have already been traveled we will be trying to fill in some of the small gaps such as paying visits to Sasabe, San Miguel, and Sells in the south. Alamo Lake in the west, Shumway, Ft. Grant, Mt. Graham in the east, and finally Temple Bar, Cove, and possibly the short road to Perkinsville up north. Everything else requires a four-wheel vehicle, not our Prius.

One Day Arizona Road Trip

Caroline Wise and John Wise on the 303 Loop in North Phoenix, Arizona

Recently, we did some serious road-tripping across Europe, but we’ve been neglecting our corner of the woods here in Arizona, so it was time to head out and retrace some steps. Back on August 12, 2001, we drove out from home towards Wickenburg to explore some roads we’d not driven on before. These days, that’s almost impossible due to our diligence in keeping track of what roads we’d driven so that on our next venture out, we’d hit a new road or two. Our map is now mostly full of black traces that followed our travels, and then in 2010, we started a new map of Arizona to revisit a bunch of places we’d not been to in nearly ten years. Well, the Grand Canyon rafting trip, authoring a book, a couple of trips to Europe, a couple more trips up to Alaska for some white water rafting up there, and it seems like we neglected our own backyard. Today, we broke that cycle.

The strange look and Caroline’s laughter came about after more than a dozen attempts to get a properly lit photograph in the car. We used to take selfies (mostly when driving), and they mostly turned out; today, I was having serious issues with them turning out too dark. Maybe things were complicated by the fact that I was using a lens not used for this type of photo, as I’m being relegated to using a 10-22mm super-wide-angle lens as my 17-55mm f/2.8 is over in California with Canon getting repaired after nearly falling to bits during our trip to Europe last month. So, without further ado, come with us to retrace a leg of that 2001 trip as we also get to add a short bit of Arizona road we’ve never traveled on before.

Hassayampa River Preserve in Wickenburg, Arizona

We’d been through Wickenburg prior to 2001 on a trip to Las Vegas, where we also got our first Arizona speeding ticket somewhere in the mid-’90s, but today, we were looking to leave Highway 93 as we had 17 years prior, and before that turn-off, we needed to stop at Hassayampa River Preserve. Just as we did back then, we stopped by to peek inside and realized that we needed to make a proper visit. During that stop, we did not have time to properly explore the place so we made a mental note to return someday. It turned out that we came back the next week, on August 19, 2001, on the way to Lake Havasu, Oatman, and Williams. I don’t think we’ll be back in a week this time, but we would certainly like to explore the place again.

Caroline Wise at Tastee Freez in Wickenburg, Arizona

An on-again-off-again tradition of stopping at the Tastee Freez in Wickenburg for a soft serve. Even at 10:30 in the morning, when the temperature is over 90 degrees, you only have so much time to start eating your ice cream before it drips all over your hand.

Congress, Arizona

Our turn-off was supposed to take us to Congress, and sure enough, it did, but not the Congress, Arizona, we knew. Seventeen years ago, we passed a small trading post, a defunct hotel, a veggie/junk stand, and a building that stood right here called the Congress Mercado. Due to the lack of much of anything else besides the railroad tracks across the street, we had the impression that these four buildings made up Congress and that it was a ghost town. Well, it turns out there are a bunch of buildings across the tracks and more population than we’d realized. There is some new construction and even a restaurant that we got a recommendation for from the ranger at the Hassayampa River Preserve called Nichols West Restaurant run by an English guy who is supposed to make a great sandwich. Another place was put on the list for a future visit.

Green Frog Rock in Congress, Arizona

Well, the Green Frog Rock is still there on the side of the road, phew.

Congress, Arizona

Driving up the mountain to higher elevations and hopefully cooler weather. That’s a feedlot right in front of us in the distance, while Congress is off the right of center.

Yarnell, Arizona

We weren’t sure what we’d find here in Yarnell as back in 2013, almost to the day, 19 firefighters lost their lives battling a fire called the Yarnell Hill Fire. The town and the surrounding areas have recovered visually, though I’m sure the scars of losing the majority of the Granite Mountain Hotshots still weigh on many people in the community.

Yarnell, Arizona

As I wrote about that past from 17 years ago, the hotel is long closed, and I wondered how long the sign would last. Well, part of it is gone, and the paint is mostly gone, too. I don’t know why it’s sad to see this kind of stuff fade away, but it is.

Kirkland, Arizona

Up to Kirkland, we find that the town post office is now long closed, but the Kirkland Bar & Steakhouse and Hotel is still open.

Kirkland, Arizona

Sadly we couldn’t get a steak as they don’t start serving those until 4:00 p.m., but we were able to get a couple of German sausages with peppers and onions and a small salad. Herb, the owner and rancher, along with having been a former miner down in Bisbee, Arizona, has been at this for about 27 years now and is looking for someone to buy his place that’s on the National Historic Register. I’d still like to try a steak up here someday.

Skull Valley, Arizona

Following our original itinerary, we are now driving through Skull Valley. Nice to see the General Store is still open, but the full-service gas station across the road that was open back during our first visit seems to now be a gift shop with one decorative old-timey pump on display instead of three real working old pumps at the ready. Everything changes.

Jerome, Arizona

Jerome has certainly changed over the years. Back in 1981, on my first visit, there was nearly nothing still open in this old mining town that, in many ways, was a ghost town. There was the old and fairly run-down Ghost City Inn that has been renovated three times since then, but back in the early ’80s, it was easy to simply pass through town and continue down the hill.

Jerome, Arizona

Today, Jerome is a hopping destination enlivened with a ton of restaurants, wine tasting, art boutiques, and live music, while on busier days, you’ll be hard-pressed to find parking.

Jerome, Arizona

This is toward the end of town, where we found parking. On these two one-way streets up the hill, you’ll find the majority of Jerome’s establishments perched on the steep terrain. While the bordellos are long gone, the character of this old mining town lives on in the slice of Bohemia the locals are keeping alive.

Cherry, Arizona

At the beginning of this blog entry, I wrote of a small bit of road we’ll explore that we’ve never been on. This is but one corner of the 11 miles of steep and narrow dirt road with minor washboards that we had to climb into the mountains to a small “town” we’d never even heard of.

Cherry, Arizona

Over a hundred years ago, Cherry was a stop on the old stagecoach route between Prescott and Fort Verde. Today, it is a picturesque retreat I don’t think many people even know exists. While there’s supposed to be a Cherry Springs Water company up here, we couldn’t find any sign of it, though the Cherry Creek Lodge is open in its idyllic corner of the world. While on the pricey side, starting at $100 a night, they are the only lodging for miles around, and if solitude is what you are looking for, it will certainly be found here.

Update: by 2023, the property was no longer a BnB but is now a lodge, and the rates start at $290 a night with a minimum two night stay.

Cherry, Arizona

The cemetery is towards the end of town (if you come up the dirt road to the north instead of the recommended paved road to the south as we did), and next to it is the volunteer fire department. There are maybe a couple few dozen homes up here and it is beautiful.

Down in Black Canyon City, we stopped for dinner next to the freeway for some BBQ, and as expected, it was pretty mediocre. The day though, was spectacular, and it was great to step away from the computers, synthesizers, and looms that too easily become routines hard to break out of.

Return to America

In flight from Europe to America

Klaus made us a terrific breakfast fit for a king and queen. The eggs he served up were delivered with “Pfeffer Himmel,” a pepper blend from a favorite shop in Fulda, Germany, called Der feine Vanilleladen. Instead of waiting for a package to arrive from the Engelhardt’s with my own personal supply of  “Pepper Heaven,” I ordered 6 x 90-gram bottles after getting home. I’m guessing that a pound of this stuff should last me a few months at least.

The Engelhardt’s brought us to the airport on time even though we knew our flight was late just in case it was somehow moved forward. While we would leave more than an hour and a half later than scheduled, we still landed three minutes early in the States.

In flight from Europe to America

Our flight was unspectacular and long, with practically no turbulence. Previously, on winter trips, we’d have some of the worst turbulence. We flew Condor Air as it was nearly a thousand dollars cheaper for the two of us round trip from Phoenix to Frankfurt.

In flight from Europe to America

We managed to stay awake for the entirety of the flight to Washington. Every so often, I’d sneak a peek out the windows although we were asked to close the shades for the “comfort” of the other passengers, but I didn’t want to get sleepy. Opening the shade from time to time was a blinding experience after my eyes had adjusted to the dim display of my notebook. I suppose keeping the shade closed was a good thing as it forced me to spend more time writing. With the display at 25% brightness, I had power for nine hours on the flight and still had power to spare when we landed. Isn’t the Earth beautiful?

In flight from Europe to America

Coming in over southwest Canada and entering Washington and Northern Cascades, we must be landing soon. I was hoping for a glimpse of Mt. Rainier over the clouds, but no luck.

In flight from Washington to Arizona

This has been the most godawful reentry into America I have ever had. We Americans are fat in the most horrible of ways, and it’s spread out across the terminal like the plague. People are in the gate area, slopping up their gruel wrapped in paper with their bucket-sized cups of soda. The first nearly dozen electric outlets we tried were dead. We’ve just landed in Seattle, the home of Amazon and Microsoft, and we can’t recharge our mobile devices. I couldn’t help but feel a sense of dread that I’d fallen into a bucket of stupidity.

I left a different Frankfurt than the one I lived in more than 20 years ago. Gone is the Frankfurter with the clenched jaw and stoic, almost angry look that has been replaced by the happy American look. I understand that Seattle sees a lot of gray skies, but it’s the second week of June, and we came into partly sunny skies and beautiful weather; winter is long gone. The people in this airport look grim and morose.

On my way to get something to eat, seeing we’ll be arriving in Phoenix shortly before 23:00 when NOTHING is open in our hometown, I passed dozens of people eating out of paper and plastic. Compared to the dining situation at the Frankfurt airport, it is primitive beyond belief here. At Wolfgang Puck’s, I ordered a sandwich delivered in a plastic box on “Italian” white bread with a few slices of salami and eight pieces of pepperoni, some cheese, tomato, and banana peppers for nearly $17.00. This was the concept of an “Italian Meat” sandwich.

A man behind the pizza counter languidly makes pizzas. I’m struck as to why he’s working what must be a minimum-wage job. I ask him his age, and he tells me he’s 67 years old; what’s he doing in a teenager’s job during retirement? I’m not in awe of his industriousness, as I’m too taken aback by our lack of a safety net for seniors.

The more I look around me, the more I see the look of uncertainty on far too many faces. Clothes are sloppy and loose, as are the intellect and bodies. Someone who overhears a small part of my lament as we are waiting to board our flight to Phoenix chimes in with his own take on why America has gone “downhill,” and it has to do with “Minorities and the lack of English being taught to our children by foreigners.” WTF we are being assaulted with blatant racism by a total stranger. Pass me a barf bag.

After getting into Europe, I had some jet lag; upon the return to America I’m reeling in cultural jet lag.

Engelhardts – Europe Day 21

Dawn in Frankfurt, Germany

The clock reads 4:45 in the morning and we’ve already been awake 30 minutes now. While we went to sleep at midnight, Katharina arrived home after we had already gone to bed; how she’s awake right now is beyond me. And then I remember, “We, too, were young once and could just keep on going.”

Dawn in Frankfurt, Germany

When you live in the inner city of Frankfurt, this is an unknown site as the narrow streets and compact structure of the architecture don’t offer many panoramic views of the sky. Katharina’s idea to go out early to photograph the rising sun at daybreak was a perfect way for us to begin our last full day in the Frankfurt area.

Sunrise in Frankfurt, Germany

And there it is, our sun. It’s almost a sad thought to think of how few times in my ten years living here that I saw this sight while in America, I’ve seen it hundreds of times. Back in the years, I was living here, we would often go to sleep well after the sun had already risen and nearly cursed it for waking the birds while we tried to get some sleep after an impossible night of hard partying. You might say that in those closing years of the ’80s into the mid-’90s, I was more interested in the artificial sunrise brought on by a kind of inebriation that lent itself to also witnessing a menagerie of fantastical life and mathematics brought to spatial illumination out of the dark recesses of a curious mind.

Caroline Wise, Katharina, and Klaus Frankfurt, Germany

Smiling faces on an early Saturday morning shortly after sunrise must certainly be one of the better ways to start the day.

Caroline Wise and Katharina in Frankfurt, Germany

This is Katharina Engelhardt with her aunt, Caroline Elisabeth Wise. We first met this somewhat shy, seriously nerdy young lady just five years ago as she began her teen years. A couple of years ago when Caroline paid a visit to the Engelhardt’s to celebrate her mom’s 80th and her sister’s 50th birthdays, I wasn’t able to attend. This visit was in honor of our niece’s 18th birthday. At this point in her life, she has as much passion for horses as she seems to have always had; the matter of fact is that the family makes time, nearly if not every year, to take Katharina on a vacation that centers on horses just for her. She’s been picking up on crafting projects with the help of her mom, Stephanie, and photography from her dad, Klaus. Katharina has also taken a liking to judo, which is a passion of her father. This coming year, she’ll be making the choice about what to do regarding university; I’m guessing it will be something science-related. While she’s already been to America on a school-sponsored trip to New York, she’s yet to visit us out west, though I think that day will come somewhere in the not-too-distant future.

Frankfurt, Germany

I thought I had the fortitude to just plow into the day after our photography outing, but NO WAY. Klaus, Katharina, Caroline, and I, in agreement that a half-hour nap would be helpful, all crashed for a couple of more hours of serious sleep. Awake for the second time, Klaus headed out for some shopping while Caroline and Stephanie were going to head out for some shopping, too. As for me, I wanted to catch up on some writing, so I opted to stay put until I learned that the girls were heading to Konstablerwache for the Saturday open-air market. I love this place, and missing one last visit would have been too much to endure, so along I went. Maybe you noticed I didn’t mention Katharina? She’s still out of commission and sleeping hard.

Frankfurt, Germany

The mushroom man nearly tricked me into thinking he wasn’t here today because when we’d been here a couple of weeks ago with Angela, I’d seen his stand and, more importantly, his giant wok of simmering mushrooms, but we’d already been grazing and had no appetite when we’d caught sight of his stand. Not seeing him on a quick scan of the market, I’d already had some white asparagus from one vendor and a potato sausage from another on Stephanie’s recommendation. It was just after that I saw his food stand and ordered a bowl of mixed mushrooms cooked in an herb sauce. His mushroom concoction is a melody of everything you see in this photo. Seeing how I hate mushrooms, I walked over to the nearby McDonald’s and got a Big Mac. JUST KIDDING!

Frankfurt, Germany

Converging back in Heddernheim, we collected Katharina and grabbed the next train to the Hauptbahnhof to get on an S-Bahn out to Höchst. Seeing that TGV train up on the schedule leaving in 3 minutes for Paris has me dreaming of another trip to Germany. It’s a 4-hour trip on a high-speed train across the German and French landscape and only about $110 round-trip for the journey. Come to think about it, we’ve never been to the Channel Tunnel either. Travel fever is in full effect.

Hoechst, Germany

We are in Höchst, which is a little village on the Main River. We have nothing really in mind more than a lazy day on the river, spending some time together. Okay, well, I have something in mind; I’m craving some soft-serve ice cream really badly.

The Engelhardt's and Caroline Wise in Hoechst, Germany

The Engelhardt’s seem to know where we are going, Caroline and I are just going with the flow. Sometimes it’s great to not be the people in control and be able to find surprises in where we end up.

Hoechst, Germany

Walking along, taking in the sights, not in a rush to get anywhere.

Hoechst, Germany

This is my new love, abandoned steps. Sadly the last ones I found were two weeks ago in Como, Italy. Does anyone know of a guide to abandoned steps across Europe?

Hoechst, Germany

What time is it? It’s snack time on the Main. Hint: Main, as in the river we are sitting next to that rhymes with time!

The Engelhardt's and Caroline Wise in Hoechst, Germany

We needed that energy refueling stop as our adventure was taking us over the river. This photo attests to the fact that we made it to the other side. How grueling is the crossing, you ask? Not as bad as I’d imagined, as the 1€ per person ferry made it safely across in only about five minutes. Any longer, and I was certain the sea monsters and piranha-infested waters of this Rhine River tributary would have been the end of us.

Hoechst, Germany

We walked around a bit over here and dreamed of one day bringing a bike on the train to this point on the Main River and riding it back to Frankfurt. Turns out that since we left, there has been quite a bit of work done on greenbelts and footpaths dedicated to traffic other than by speeding cars and trains.

Hoechst, Germany

We took up some refuge from the Sun and sat under a tree in the grass to watch and listen to the sounds of life, river, wind, rustling leaves, and the occasional bee out on a pollinating nectar collection journey.

Katharina in Hoechst, Germany

While we sat in the grass, Katharina was riverside with one of the horses from her collection of hundreds of model horses. She’s become quite adept at capturing horses from her collection in settings that, at first glance, appear to be real horses in their natural environment. Maybe she’ll share a couple in the future, and I can make a blog post of some of my favorites.

Hoechst, Germany

This bridge crosses the Nidda River which is also the beginning of the Frankfurt Greenbelt that allows visitors to walk or ride their bikes on about 70 kilometers of paths through the region to and around Frankfurt. More information can be found at Frankfurt.de under the heading Greenbelt; there’s also a free map at the Tourism Office and a free app for your phone. The Frankfurt Greenbelt was crowned in 2014 as the “Most beautiful hiking trail in Germany.”

Hoechst, Germany

Thunder was being heard in the distance, so we started walking in the direction of the train station, but not before we made another pit stop for replenishment. My mint-ginger iced tea was great, but it was Caroline’s rhubarb soda that won the day for yummy.

Hoechst, Germany

Reaching the train stop just in time to take cover as the drops came down hard and huge. Still no soft serve.

Frankfurt, Germany

While we had the chance for a nap earlier, I could feel the exhaustion of a vacation that had been lived large bearing down on me, and seeing I wasn’t getting any closer to finding a reviving cone of soft serve; I had to opt for the next best thing; coffee. Again, no paper cups for the landfill. Across Europe, we’ve noticed that straws and paper cups are not so quickly handed out. While we stopped for my coffee, we also had another mission on our way to our dinner reservation, but Stephanie had something else to tend to, so we agreed that we’d accompany Klaus and Katharina to look for some travel gifts that Katharina would offer her host on an upcoming trip that sees her leaving a day after we do.

Frankfurt, Germany

With gifts in the bag, we took the train to a nearby stop for the walk to the Zur Golden Kron restaurant. Since the last time we ate here, the establishment has changed ownership and now features an Austrian-influenced menu.

Caroline Wise and The Engelhardt's in Frankfurt, Germany

Stephanie finally joins us and we are ready to start the indulgence of our evening meal.

Caroline Wise and Stephanie in Frankfurt, Germany

Except that before the food can be delivered a torrential downpour inundated the place. For a while, we thought we might be able to hold out as the umbrellas over our table were effective in keeping us dry as others scurried away. That didn’t last long, as though it were testing us, the rain came down harder yet. We were brought umbrellas so we could dash for the dining room. While our meals were delayed as they were for everyone, as about 30 of us had to be resat, the food was exceptional, and we’d love to return for another meal at Zur Golden Kron.

Graffiti in Frankfurt, Germany

It’s difficult to say goodnight to Frankfurt and even harder to say goodbye. There was a point early in our travel planning when Caroline asked why we don’t just spend two weeks in Frankfurt and I insisted that I wanted to go other places. I can’t really tell you if I’m in love with some kind of nostalgic ideal or if the city really is imbued with the qualities I want to believe it is. What I do know is that I feel at home here more than anywhere else I’ve ever been.

I’ve been back to Buffalo, New York, where I was born, a number of times, and while I enjoy my visits and tastes of Buffalo, it is a sad and depressing place in so many ways that are complicated by the issues of racism that are alive and well. While racism is endemic in almost all economically depressed locations in America, it is especially tragic in Buffalo as this historically important place was once one of America’s most important and successful cities.

On numerous occasions, I’ve returned to Los Angeles, where I spent my teenage years, and while I still love L.A. in so many ways, it will never be a city with a character or thought of as a destination because it is 1000 destinations with myriad characters. Southern California is truly a melting pot, but it is too big to ever feel like you’ve been there.

Arizona, where I currently live, is sterile with an extra heaping spoon of conformity thrown on top. Culture, entertainment, intellectual rigor, gourmet cuisine, bustling nightlife, none of those figures in the makeup of the greater Phoenix area. People will live there for a lifetime and never travel more than 30 miles from their homes. This is the 6th largest city in America, but it might as well be Anywhere 100 miles from Anything.

America is at a crossroads where the only thing it is able to celebrate is its love of sports and celebrity, along with its dislike of immigrants, government, and opinions that don’t fit their own. And that’s what I have to return to tomorrow. On the other hand, America is vast and is not fully baked. I do know we have the ability to change, just as the Germans who threw off the yoke of Nazism and modernized their society did over the last 70 years. America will have to throw off the yoke of Stupidity and modernize our education. Maybe this is why Trump and Putin are both so influential in their respective countries right now; they both have an aging, uniform, under-educated population that is too big to ignore and too set in their ways to adapt to the changes our modern economies have created.

Thanks to the Engelhardt’s, Frankfurt, and the rest of Europe for staying up late, keeping us entertained, learning, and smiling.

Frankfurt – Europe Day 20

Highway Vignettes Frankfurt, Germany

Time to return our rental car this morning. The photo I’m sharing here is of three of the four vignettes we were required to purchase as we drove across a small corner of Europe. The top orange sticker is from Switzerland, below that is Slovenia, and at the bottom is the vignette from Austria. Hungary used an electronic version. Vignettes are a taxing system to gain permission to drive the roads of a specific country. The Swiss one was our most expensive at 40 Euros (about $48), and while it was good for a year, we only used it for half a dozen hours as we drove from Colmar, France, to Como, Italy.

My thoughts on the vignettes are that they are a good idea. Do I love the cost? Not really, but I understand the idea behind them. I’m already spending at least $25 a day for a rental car, plus about $8 a gallon for gas. I filled up in France and didn’t need gas again until we were halfway across Italy. Without the vignettes, I would have crossed through Switzerland using their roads for absolutely free. I used a winding mountain pass over the Alps and tunnels and pulled over on gravel shoulders a number of times, thus adding to the wear and tear that a Swiss citizen will have to repair and be compensated for. While it could be argued that this cost was exorbitant, I cannot agree; we ended up spending about $8 an hour to pass through the Alps or about what we’d pay to watch a blockbuster movie per hour. Thanks for the privilege, Switzerland, and for being smart about this. The truth is that we are already spending $200 – $300 a day just to be in Europe, so this is of little consequence in the scheme of things.

Frankfurt, Germany

Frankfurt is in a massive building expansion with cranes dotting the landscape, just as we saw five years earlier during that visit. The area where these high-rise apartments are going up was an industrial area full of train tracks. Caroline had a job with a company there when I met her. Today, there is a luxury mall where we returned the rental car in their parking garage maze, a bunch of hotels, and blocks of new apartments that honestly are seriously visually unappealing.

Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Rather than catch a subway right away, we decided to walk to the Hauptbahnhof (main train station) to see what was in this neighborhood besides construction. The area is culturally diverse, and it shows up in the restaurant offerings from half a dozen countries, many from outside the European Union. While things are not gentrified yet, it seems that the writing is on the wall where improvements to one area spill into the adjoining area, and soon rents are going up, and some of the diversity is pushed further out along with some of the charm.

Frankfurt, Germany

Reaching the Hauptbahnhof, we needed to get underground a couple of floors to wait for the U5 subway/tram that travels in the direction of Preungesheim. Our stop is the fifth one, where we exit at Glauburgstraße, our old neighborhood.

Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

We’ll just go ahead and do this backward and start with a sweet. Of course, we had to visit Eis Christina on Eckenheimer Landstraße, our favorite place in the universe for “Spaghetti Ice.” This strange-sounding concoction is actually a dollop of fresh whipped cream in the bottom of the bowl topped with vanilla ice cream pressed through a device that pushes out what looks like spaghetti, which is then covered with strawberry sauce (looks a lot like tomato sauce, huh?) and finally, it’s topped with grated white chocolate for that authentic Parmesan cheese appearance.

John Wise Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Around the corner are Weberstraße and Neuhofstraße. About three car lengths north of the intersection is the first place Caroline and I ever kissed, and that’s where we are standing for this selfie. It was at 5:00 am on a Sunday morning, the 18th of June, 1989. In a moment, I was smitten with a Frankfurter in Frankfurt. Today, I am still fully taken by this beautifully cute, curious, empathetic woman who helped me refine my enjoyment of life and shared a million incredible experiences that have made our lives far better together.

Pizza from Frankfurt, Germany

Walking down Nostalgiastraße, the experience wouldn’t be complete without a stop at Olbia Pizzeria. We enjoyed takeout from this tiny neighborhood joint for years, often two or three times a week. Today as we were already half-full from the Spaghetti Ice, we split a pizza.

Frankfurt, Germany

Today is Caroline’s and my day to do what we want in Frankfurt. From lunch in our old neighborhood, we walked towards Saalburgstraße to visit Jutta for one last time during this vacation. The importance of this particular sign is that it is from Rapp’s which is a local juice company from just north of Frankfurt. During the ten years I lived in Germany, I was in love with not only their orange juice but things like blood orange and passion fruit juice too. Looking up the company as I write this, I see that they now feature rhubarb juice; if only we’d known this earlier in our visit.

Frankfurt, Germany

Caroline’s favorite “graffiti” in Frankfurt that we’ve passed many a time while visiting Jutta (Caroline’s mom).

Jutta Engelhardt and Rita in Frankfurt, Germany

On the left, as many of my readers already know, is my mother-in-law Jutta Engelhardt. On the right is Rita, who is one of her “caregivers” visitors who help ensure Jutta stays engaged and able to live on her own as long as possible. We heard that Rita has learned much of Caroline and me, along with Jutta’s ten trips to the United States. It was a pleasure meeting this outgoing and happy lady who is fond of sharing her time with people who can benefit from her smiling face.

Caroline Wise and Jutta Engelhardt in Frankfurt, Germany

After a couple of hours, it was time to bid adieu to Jutta, give this sweet old lady one more hug for the road and leave her with wishes that we should see her again in a couple of years.

Leaving Jutta is bittersweet and mixed with many emotions. We can never give her enough time on our visits, though we are very well aware that her precious time may be shorter than our own. This impulse to shove another lifetime of great memories into a brief moment while on vacation is futile, and yet we suffer from the guilt of having to walk away. Maybe because we are so far away and not able to visit spontaneously it makes our togetherness all the more important and meaningful.

Frankfurt, Germany

From Jutta’s, we walk over to the Bergerstraße, grabbing a coffee along the way before boarding the U4 subway at Bornheim Mitte in the direction of Konstablerwache. Here and in more than a few of the subway tunnels, I’m amazed at the great selection of bread, fruits, vegetables, and other goods that are so conveniently available.

Frankfurt, Germany

We could stay on the train and arrive quicker at our destination, but we are trying to milk every moment we can in taking in Frankfurt from all angles. This is Zeil, that runs from Konstablerwache just past Hauptwache, which is out in front of us somewhere.

Red Currants in Frankfurt, Germany

Along the way down Zeil was a temporary fruit stand with a lady selling various berries. The ones I’m most interested in are these red currants. While we’ve indulged in our fair share of Sachertorte, apple strudel with vanilla sauce, vanilla ice cream with hot raspberries, and even a visit for some spaghetti ice, we’ve also made sure to eat anything and everything that comes paired with red currants. Maybe because of the tart flavor, red currants are not popular in the United States, or we don’t know where to look.

Frankfurt, Germany

Walked over by what used to be one of my favorite English bookstores in Frankfurt; it’s now a Five Guys Burger joint. Around the corner from there, we saw that Cookies Nightclub is still in business. Back in the day, I saw Nitzer Ebb, Happy Mondays, and Steve Albini, among others, perform here. On one occasion while out on tour with Psychic TV, I ran into Caroline at around 3:00 in the morning here and met Angela for the first time. This was two months before Caroline and I would fall in love.

Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

We are doing something very out of the ordinary today. Caroline is trying on new clothes with full consideration of potentially buying stuff. Caroline rarely shops for new clothes, opting instead to wear things for years or when need be shopping at discount and second-hand stores. Shopping at a fashionable brand boutique like Gudrun Sjödén, where we are, is exceptional. While this wasn’t one of the pieces she ultimately left with, I have to admit that I was pleasantly surprised that we had bagged up at least half a dozen things that got pushed into the buy column and out of the uncertainty of I’ll-think-about-it column that is the norm.

John Wise and Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

After having Chinese tourists use us as props, it was our turn to use them in the same way. Their enthusiasm is infectious, and I only wish they could break out of their group clustering more often and engage with others.

Frankfurt, Germany

If you know Frankfurt, you know that we are crossing the Main River, and if we were just shopping near Hauptwache, then we must be heading towards Sachsenhausen. Believe it or not, we had quite the torrential downpour while we were in Gudrun Sjödén, but by the time Caroline had tried on more than 40 different items, that storm had come and gone. Good thing, too, as we do not have umbrellas with us.

Note: we brought our rain jackets from the States with us, and while they were great on the Colorado River in late fall, on the Alsek River in the Yukon in early summer, or on the Oregon Coast on cold rainy days, they were a horrible idea to bring to Europe on hot and humid days where we would have felt more like tightly wrapped sausages on a steaming table than would have been comfortable. We must bring umbrellas on our next visit.

Frankfurt, Germany

Looking back at the way we came, you can see a fraction of the many locks attached to Eiserner Steg. The “Iron Bridge” was built for foot traffic back in 1911/12 and today is as important to the skyline of Frankfurt as any of the churches or high rises.

Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

On our way down the world’s narrowest sidewalk to find the place we hope to have dinner at. Just kidding about the width of the sidewalk; we’ve been on narrower.

Caroline Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Dinner in Frankfurt is nothing without a glass of apfelwein (apple wine), known as “Ebbelwoi” in the Frankfurt dialect, unless you are like me and don’t drink alcohol, and then a bottle of sparkling water will do. We were lucky to show up at the right moment and get a spot at a table as within minutes of our arrival, the place was packed.

Frankfurt, Germany

As I said, every spot is taken. Even under the tables, there are some well-behaved dogs down there.

Frankfurt, Germany

Green sauce is one of the signature dishes of Frankfurt and you can bet that we started by sharing a Handkäs mit Musik before the main course. The tastes of Germany never get old, and I’ll miss these dishes when we go home. Tonight’s last meal of the day was at Fichtekränzi established in 1849. The word fichtekränzi is the wreath of plaited spruce branches that signaled apple wine is served here.

Frankfurt, Germany

Beautiful graffiti rendition of Frankfurt!

Frankfurt, Germany

I suppose it’s not just the Frankfurt skyline that I’m in love with, but maybe it’s also the idea of all that I understand that surrounds this city historically, culturally, and intellectually. While it is not the seat of political power, Frankfurt is the seat of economic power and is in a role I don’t think it’s aware of; I believe it also plays a large role in the image of who a German is. Thirty-three years ago, when I first stepped foot in the city, it was cold and efficient. Back then, it had just barely recovered from the devastation of World War II that had concluded 40 years prior. As Caroline was growing up, she still saw the scars on Frankfurt, where the war had ruined places that were not quite finished being rebuilt. Now, more than 70 years after the war, the Frankfurters are a different people. They are not so cold and grim. There is color and laughter. The place is more casual, and service is often offered with a smile. Being in this city today, while comparing it to what it was in 1985, we are still in a melting pot of cultures, except now it doesn’t feel polarized and bitter.

While this trip didn’t take us to a dozen German cities like our visit five years ago, there is a different vibe in Frankfurt than the more stodgy, stuck-in-the-past Karlsruhe that was one of the other German cities we visited on this trip. This city shook the music world and brought a new generation to the dance floor with an impact that had implications on a global scale. Tonight in Frankfurt am Main, the city will celebrate Night of Science at the University Campus on Riedberg from 10:00 p.m. until early Saturday morning, with people from across the region attending talks and sessions about various disciplines across the sciences. The train system will be running over the wee hours to accommodate those who want to participate with the benefit of public transportation.

Frankfurt is the birthplace of Goethe, Henri Nestlé, Anne Frank, Theodor Adorno, and even American entrepreneur Peter Thiel. The city also can brag about famous residents over the years and centuries who called this home, such as Charlemagne, Arthur Schopenhauer, Max Beckmann, Max Horkheimer, Oskar Schindler, and Jürgen Habermas. Frankfurt has a long history of cultural and intellectual importance from the time of the Holy Roman Empire up to pissing off Otto von Bismarck regarding Frankfurt’s “Democratic spirit and freedom of the press” and more recently with The Frankfurt School of Critical Theory making large impacts on Western thinking.

A smarter plan feels needed, one that would better organize human potential than the laissez-faire methods that have gained so much popularity. A new outlook on education, culture, business, and finance is in order, and I, for one, vote for Frankfurt to lead such an effort. Frankfurt should take inspiration from its diversity, curiosity, and long intellectual history and put it to some good.

Frankfurt, Germany

Katharina had asked during the day if we’d be interested in waking up at 4:30 in the morning for a sunrise photography mission on a nearby overlook. Of course, we said yes. In order to try and get some sleep, we are leaving the inner city and heading back to Heddernheim.

Frankfurt, Germany

Waiting for one of the subways that will take us to the Zeilweg stop, we check out the posters that tease us about some of the events going on in the region over the next month or so. Events include literary, opera, stage plays, festivals, concerts, history exhibits, art shows, and everything in between.

Frankfurt, Germany

Our day of indulgently exploring Frankfurt together is nearly over. This is the view from the Zeilweg tram stop, where just ahead is the little turn-off between the bushes that leads us to the Engelhardt’s home. The sound of the trains pulling in and braking and then accelerating as they pull away will remain with us until we fall asleep. It is a welcome sound reminding us at midnight, when we finally head upstairs to get some sleep, that the people of Frankfurt are going home while others are going out as Germany moves forward on trying to be a positive catalyst for societal change instead of blundering ahead as a bulwark of blind adherents of conformity.

Dachau – Europe Day 19

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

Life should be colorful and bright, a celebration of being. For some, it becomes a footnote in a register that acknowledges that darkness is able to overcome the better senses of our species. A week ago in Budapest, Hungary, while Caroline and I were enjoying a sunny day in a foreign capital where, as far as we knew, we were not under threat, we stood for a moment in the shoes of thousands of people who were killed mercilessly and died anonymously to the majority of humanity. To their families, they were the world and a great reason for persevering through the struggle wrought by hatred in the hearts of ugly, dispassionate people who would extinguish their neighbors. I looked at a small gravestone with the name Markusne Lebovits. We had learned that in Hungary, married women are often referred to by their husband’s full name with the suffix “-ne,” so this was Mrs. Markus Lebovits. I wondered for a moment who this woman was who, at roughly my age of 55 years old, was probably a mother and a grandmother. In this book, I found the names of Oszkár Lebovits, aged 16, and Regina Lebovits aged 21, both from Budapest, and can imagine that they were the children of Mrs. Lebovits. Had Regina already given birth to her first child? This book records the deaths of people who were killed in connection with the first concentration camp in Nazi Germany: Dachau.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

Work will make you free. This only held true here if you believed that by leaving this earth to join your maker, you would be free because, in this life, you were a tormented prisoner in every barbaric sense of the word. Opened in 1933 by Heinrich Himmler, more than 188,000 people would pass through this gate. While many would survive being worked as slaves in nearly 100 sub-camps in the area, there were 31,951 reported deaths on this soil, with thousands more not accounted for. The death count seems low until you learn that prisoners who could no longer work were often shipped off to be killed at other locations.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

On the 29th of April, 1945, United States forces arrived and liberated the camp. Three days prior to the Allies’ arrival, Nazi personnel forced nearly 10,000 on a march out of Dachau as the camp leadership and SS did not want the prisoners to fall into anyone else’s hands. Of those marched out, over 1,000 were found in a nearby mass grave. Two days before the Americans arrived, an SS officer ordered windows and doors to be nailed shut and buildings doused in gasoline to murder another 4,000 people.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

When the camp was finally liberated, 10,000 of the 30,000 survivors were deemed sick and were being treated for malnutrition and associated illnesses brought on by starvation. For a time after this point, while the death rate dropped, the damage done continued to kill people, claiming between 50 and 80 per day for some unspecified time into 1945.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

We who are alive today can hardly fathom the conditions, smells, sounds, fear, and torture that millions of people were subjected to. On the contrary, we have glamorized the horror of war and death. No different than the Romans tossing Christians to the lions, we “modern-day” humans use surrogates in the guise of the enemy, monsters, traitors, and men of evil portrayed by actors to satisfy our blood lust. So long as the victims are bad and anonymous to minimize our ability to empathize with their suffering, we may cringe at the horror, but still, we tune it in as though we need a steady supply of carnage in much the same way we require food.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

We do not have a conversation about our obsessions with violence; we relegate it to being only fantasy in the movies we watch and the video games we play. We claim as a right to freedom of expression the ability to witness men slicing the throats of other men so we can justify the usage of weapons of mass destruction we gleefully use on their cities, allowing us to celebrate the defeat of the enemies we helped create. How does a man, woman, or child live in the cramped, cold darkness, fearing the approach of their minders who, at any moment, could inflict atrocities of the most heinous effect upon them and their families? We do not know any people cowering with rotting, festering sores, starving and mad with delirium, snuggling up against us in the dark, hoping to live to see another day with an inkling of a dream left alive that someday they might see the face of someone who still loves them. In our darkest despair, where and how do we begin to find the spark that keeps us human after we witness the barbarity of our neighbor and former coworker?

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

“Remember How We Died Here.” Do we, as a society at large, really care how anyone dies? Is concern for those we do not know and can never know real? While we can join the collective in showing compassion for those who are anonymous, I have rarely seen an outpouring of emotion aside from what is dragged out of us individually when we’ve known someone or loved an animal. Collectively we may contribute money to a just cause and thus purchase guilt abatement, but how many of us are driven to go get our own hands dirty and spirits tarnished by helping alleviate some of the cruelty that is often part of existence? So long as we remain profligate regarding the human potential for education and are resigned to our mediocrity, we as a species may never realize our better selves. By killing the human spirit in a crematorium or by neglect and emotional abuse, we are still robbing people of the ability to find the bright colors of celebratory engagement found when we ascend into the heights of being more human than human. As long as we persist in our smaller, ugly selves, jealous of those we perceive to be different or have an unfair advantage, we remain dark and without vibrancy.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

Stacks of dreams are about to be delivered to the fires of destruction, where the smoke from the furnace will fall back upon our heads, covering us with the soot of shame. Underfoot, we will bury the ash of hopes, a fertilizer that is a poison squashing our spirits as we walk upon the fallow ground where mass murder became ordained. One cannot walk the earth of Dachau, breathe its solemn air, and see the spark of happiness or find laughter.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

And today, we are still allowing the genocide to continue. Dachau was open for roughly 12 years and killed 31,951 people. In the United States, over the past 12 years, we’ve watched and done nothing, as approximately 15,500 children were murdered in a time of peace. On the other hand, Auschwitz only operated for five years and was responsible for the death of 1.1 million people, an unbelievable number. Then again, here in America, 96 people die every day from gun violence, and 222 are injured, so even without concentration camps and a lunatic dictator, America has witnessed the deaths and injuries of roughly 580,000 of its citizens during a similar five-year period or about half as many that were exterminated by murderous fascists, and we are powerless to effect change. And don’t begin to think America is the biggest perpetrator of this ugly behavior: worldwide, we silently witness as many as 1,000 people a day dying to gun violence or ten times as many people per year than the number that died in 12 years at a concentration camp. Why?

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

Because maybe the truth is we want blood to flow. We secretly love for others to suffer. I have no other faculty to begin to understand how inhumane and callous we are in our lack of action to abate this kind of life and liberty-threatening carnage, which appears to be accepted as a kind of normal. So while the Nazis localized the killing to specific areas where the targets were based on race, religion, politics, or education, as long as our genocide is anonymous and diffused, we can live with it. What kind of troglodytes are we?

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

We are sick because we are afraid that we don’t know what the glue is that has us functioning as well as we are. We are afraid to stir the pot and look for personal accountability because we have been inundated with a constant barrage of mayhem that has instilled great uncertainty about the well-being of our fellow citizens. Instead of embracing and mentoring them, we throw stones and beat them with sticks to try to keep the angry horde at bay. And people have the audacity to question how the average German citizen during World War II could sit by and allow the mass murder to happen at their front door. Are we really any different?

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

I can count roughly 100 young and old visitors in this photo of people who were visiting Dachau today. This is how many people will die today in America due to gun violence. Ten times, this many lives will be prematurely ended across our planet just on this day alone, but they are not in death camps. Instead, they are on a death planet. Leadership from all levels is not happening, though in general, order through a kind of intellectual tyranny is alive and well.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

Walls crumble, and the spirit of humanity finds a way to break free. Somewhere, there’s a person who will show others a path to a larger world. That place will be alive and vibrant, full of color, laughter, and the celebration of life. We must not forget that we are vicious animals that have just barely emerged from the savanna, but we have a symbolic language and an innate ability to share enlightenment and love through communication. Truth is not best served locked away in a cage or extinguished with a bullet.

Dachau Concentration Camp, Germany

The abyss of isolation is a monster that stirs our inner fears of being left alone and without hope. Only when we stand as communities do we thrive and advance. Hate and malice towards others breed war and death, while love and compassion are the fountains of life that bring forward the new.