Shari Wise

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1977

This is my little sister, Share Wise, at home at 943 W. Herald Street, West Covina, California. I believe I shot this image around 1977 when Shari was in 8th grade. This series is from the negatives that I recently scanned. She has since been married and had at least a couple of other last names, but this is how I knew her back then.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

I’ll bet a dollar she remembers who the guy was; I don’t. Sure enough, it took her some time, but she came up with his name, Scott Gilbert.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

Shari believes this might be 1978 or 1979 on one of our excursions with high school friends to the beach. Might have even been playing hooky and cutting class.

Shari Wise and Steve Wagoner in West Covina, California about 1980

But I do remember this guy well: Wags. I first met Steve Wagoner at Barro’s Pizza on California Avenue in West Covina in 1980. I’d been working there part-time for a guy by the name of Terry Love, who apparently was fired, to be replaced by Steve. I started with Terry in 1977 and liked him in large part because his weirdo friend Jeff was the first person I’d ever met who had purple hair. Jeff introduced me to punk rock, KROQ, and a record store where I went and bought the Talking Heads: 77 album because upon hearing the song Psycho Killer, I had to have it. By 1980 I took on more hours, and right around then, Shari met Wags.

Shari Wise and Steve Wagoner in West Covina, California about 1980

After a while, my sister got a job with Steve and me, and for a good couple of years, the three of us hung out quite a bit. If I had to guess, I’d say this photo was taken up Highway 39, also known as San Gabriel Canyon Road, where we’d go to walk in the trees and listen to the streams trickling through the mountains back in 1980.

Steve was a surfer, and every chance he could, he’d head to a beach. These two were a large part of my life from 1977 to 1982. I know you might be thinking, “Of course, she was a large part of your life; she’s your sister,” but after 1982, we drifted in different directions, and while we’d get together a few times after Shari’s son Shaun was born, we started a long period of estrangement. Dysfunctional parents can have a large impact even on the relationships of siblings.

Shari Wise in West Covina, California about 1979

Shari informs me that this was 1983 and that she was looking at her newborn son Shaun. Shari and Steve had moved to Arizona for a short while and, upon moving back to California, had a son and took an apartment in Covina, California.

Steve and Shari Wagoner at home in Covina, California

While you can’t see much of Shari and Steve I’m posting this for them to remember their old apartment.

Shari Wagoner, John Wise, and Sally in Glendora, California

Shari’s fat and I’m a dork, while Sally, who was also a dork, looks awfully normal here. I wish I could remember Sally’s last name; I owe her an apology for being stupid and horrible.

Steve and Shari Wagoner at Huntington Beach, California

Going surfing at Huntington Beach.

Steve and Shari Wagoner with John Alexander Wise in Covina, California

This is our paternal grandfather, John Alexander Wise, and it was probably the last time Shari ever saw him. He was a cross of W.C. Fields and John Wayne to me when I was still five years old living in Buffalo, New York, and he’s also the guy who gave me my first camera.

Hippies

John Wise and Caroline Engelhardt in San Francisco, California 1991

Just as I jammed through our negatives over the weekend, I’ve started scanning our horde of memorabilia that we’ve been stockpiling in case of a cultural apocalypse. Seeing it’s time to replenish the supplies I’m getting busy tossing the old moldy stuff to make space for new junk.

The guy on the left is John Wise circa January 1992 and the woman is still pretty recognizable except back then she wasn’t a Mrs. Wise yet, she was Caroline Elisabeth Engelhardt. Little did we know back then that not only would this be Caroline’s first trip to America, first time wearing contact lenses so she could look cool in sunglasses like her hippy boyfriend, we would also end up going through a meat grinder of tumultuous relationship ups and downs before kissing to make up at the end of the year with a trip to Paris to visit EuroDisney for Caroline’s 25th birthday. The year 1992 was certainly memorable with my dad having his second heart attack, my paternal grandfather’s passing, my friend Tom McNamara overdosed on heroin and died in a hedge next to a bank drive-thru, I learned a lot about myself, lived in a peculiar situation loaded with deprivations that are better left forgotten, yet still kind of interesting in how weird it all was, and yet we closed out the year in blissful love.

These moments are being cataloged as such: there’s a category of topics on your right and “moments” is one of them. I’ll be posting stuff and backdating it all so it falls sequentially into my blog, such as this and probably something or other about that night Caroline and I filmed Nirvana in Hanau at a club called Kuba in November 1989 along with other choice fragments of our lives together and before we ever met. From time to time I’ll post something here at the front of my blog drawing attention that I’ve completed a year, maybe with a preview of some of the highlights.

This particular photo was obviously shot in San Francisco and was taken by some merchant who printed it and put it in a keepsake GIANT keychain.

Negatives Be Gone

Film negatives

Starting Saturday morning I began scanning in photos from hundreds of black & white and color negatives along with a good many slides, some going back more than 40 years (as in the case of Caroline and her sister with their parents when they were just about 4 and 6). From trips with friends in the United States to some of my first photos, I shot in Europe back in the mid-1980s when I first visited Athens, Madrid, Amsterdam, Paris, and spent a lot of time in the Frankfurt, Germany area. Scanned in a bunch of images from two different shows by Los Angeles performance artist Johanna Went back in the early ’80s. Caroline and I visited Euro Disney (as it was known back then; it’s now Disneyland Paris) for her 25th birthday in 1992 and we have the photos to prove it. Old embarrassing photos from my time in the military are now in the digital domain as are a few photos from my teen years in L.A during the late 1970s.

I scanned about 1,300 images out of approximately 13,000 images, such is my guess anyway. I’ll have to clean them up a bit and then I’ll get to adding them to my blog where almost no one will ever find them when they are buried behind the roughly 2,000 blog entries that are ahead of them.

We are on a tangent to clear out the crap we’ve been dragging around for years without even ever opening the boxes the stuff is hidden in. Next up I’ll start scanning photos that I didn’t find negatives for after I finish scanning old party flyers, ads in German techno magazines, concert tickets from David Bowie to Einsturzende Neubauten, record and CD covers we made, etc., so all of that bulk can join the trash can with the negatives.

Film Scanner

Caroline Wise in the Grand Canyon National Park 1994

We bought a tiny Magnasonic slide and film scanner in order for us to transfer our horde of relatively useless negatives into a digital format so we can scrap the originals and post what we want here on the blog. This could be time-consuming as cleaning up the dirt on the negative, looking at thousands of images on the tiny screen where I scan them, digitally repairing, color correcting the images, and then finally blogging about stuff that there are no dates for, using foggy memories at best. This could take a bit. But at least I now have this image of Caroline on her very first time in the Grand Canyon National Park only 72 hours after she and I were married in Las Vegas back on January 12, 1994.

Saint Caroline of the Polycord

Caroline Wise crocheting for Choi + Shine Architects in Phoenix, Arizona

Caroline is now five months into crocheting on this project for Choi + Shine Architects, as I wrote about back on July 5th. This is the 18th motif and also the last one Caroline will be doing as her contribution to the art installation called “Canal Convergence 2018” coming in November. For her efforts, she has earned the title Saint Caroline of the Polycord from her friend Christine!

Oh did I say the final motif? That all changed between taking this photo and delivering the “last” ones. I met Jin Choi (one half of Choi + Shine) at the facility where they have started assembling the final piece and it turns out that some people couldn’t finish their pieces and so I’ve dragged six motif #3’s back home for Caroline to knock out this weekend. Will it ever end? Probably not as she’s informed me that she might volunteer for helping with the final assembly and then there’s going to the Scottsdale Waterfront to check out the finished piece.

New Module

T43 Adder Module from VPME.de

Got a new Eurorack module called the T43 Adder in the mail today from Vladimir Pantelic of VPME.de in Germany and a free gift, my very own blank 8HP Patch Notes faceplate. I thought this blank was a gag when I first saw it and now that I have one I just wanted to send out a big thanks. For the astute, there’s something else worth noting (pun intended) and it has to do with beta testing 🙂