Oregon Coast – Day 1

Caroline Wise and John Wise in Mojave, California

This is the 2000th post on my blog. I’m guesstimating that during this time, I’ve put down approximately 1,000,000 words here so far, which feels like a lot of words to me, in addition to a lot of blog entries. My plan was to write something witty or try to find something profound to say, but my drafts felt that they were whiny laments, so instead, I present something I believe is more fitting for my blog, and that’s the start of another vacation.

Rainbow in Mojave, California

We left Phoenix, Arizona, late in the day yesterday and made it to Mojave, California, last night before calling it quits. The hope had been we’d make Bakersfield, but those extra 60 miles became insurmountable. We’d not made the best of time on the road as with the Thanksgiving crush of traffic (and sitting down for a great Mexican dinner at Oyster’s Restaurant in Kingman), it took eight hours to reach Mojave instead of what should have taken six.

The rest of this Thanksgiving Day was spent driving north. A stop at a Starbucks was nearly regretted as while the place certainly looked busy, we would have never guessed that it would take over a half hour to get a couple of drinks. After passing San Francisco, we ran into a couple of hours of rain on the narrower Highway 101, where it curves through forests and forces us to slow down. Fog on stretches of the road also made for slower going. By the time we reached Eureka, California, I was nearing exhaustion from the intense concentration, so it was time for a dinner stop. I have to admit that we were surprised by how many restaurants were serving food but even more surprised by how many businesses were open for early Black Friday shopping.

Over the course of the day, Caroline was reading to us from two different books. The first was “Don’t Sleep There Are Snakes” by Daniel Everett, and the second was “Handywoman” by Kate Davies. Between last night and today, we are nearly halfway through both books. Though it wasn’t planned this way, the two books are somewhat similar in that both deal with loss, one of cultural bearings and the other of the use of half the body due to stroke. Both also deal with new perspectives, though we’ll have to finish them to be able to report just what those outcomes are.

Our overnight was 30 miles short of our desired destination in Brookings, Oregon, but after 700 miles of driving, I found myself too loopy to drive safely up the dark, often foggy, and occasionally rainy coastal highway.

Los Angeles – Day 2

Huckleberry Cafe in Santa Monica, California

From grasshoppers last night to green eggs and ham for breakfast. Huckleberry Cafe on Wilshire in Santa Monica will hopefully remain a favorite forever; here’s fingers crossed that they don’t lose their touch. Not only is their homemade English muffin topped with ham, egg, pesto, and arugula great, but their baked goods are seriously close to the quality we are accustomed to from Europe.

Santa Monica, California

Knowing that we’ll be in the car a lot later we needed to get some walking in before sitting down for our concert. We were only a few blocks away from the beach at Santa Monica, and as it is early on Sunday morning there are still many empty parking spots near the ocean.

Caroline Wise on the pier in Santa Monica, California

What’s up with Angelenos? Here it is a beautiful morning, blue skies, warm enough that we didn’t need sweaters on this late fall day and there are very few people out here. Maybe those who live here are so happy not to have to deal with traffic on the weekend as long as they stay at home that there’s no interest in the ocean unless they have visitors in town.

Berlin Currywurst at Grand Central Market in Los Angeles, California

For lunch, we just had to stop here at Berlin Currywurst at Grand Central Market. The verdict is that it’s okay, not great, just okay.

Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

We are arriving early at the Walt Disney Concert Hall for a pre-concert talk featuring Christopher Cerrone and Organist Cameron Carpenter. Christopher is the composer of  “The Insects Became Magnetic” and was also a performer in the piece, which I can inadequately describe as a kind of Kronos Quartet meeting the orchestra on a Japanese summer afternoon where the cicadas join the song. I mean to imply that I loved the debut performance of this work.

Organist Cameron Carpenter at Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

This is Cameron Carpenter, who has taken up life in Berlin, Germany. He gave a rivetingly smart talk about the organ pulling no punches in de-romanticizing the instrument away from its image as a spiritual tool. The man is passionate about knowledge in a way that makes it obvious to me, at least, why he has to live in Germany, where he can talk with people whose first inclination won’t be that he’s an asshole.

Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

The interior of the Disney Concert Hall is as spectacular as the exterior. I don’t think there’s a bad seat in the theater. This view was from our seats that cost the pretty penny of $184 each; not an inexpensive place to visit, but well worth it. Cameron’s rendition of Francis Poulenc’s Organ Concerto was a gut punch to the emotions as he commanded the attention of the hall towards his mastery in demonstrating the organ in ways that I’m fairly sure were new to many in attendance. With two standing ovations, he returned to the front of the stage for a fast rendition of a piece from Bach that will always stand out as the “right” way to perform it.

John Wise and Caroline Wise at Walt Disney Concert Hall in Los Angeles, California

During the intermission, Caroline and I headed out to the garden terrace, where she raised a toast to her godmother Helga, whom she often thinks of when attending to the more formal and elegant aspects of life. The final piece of the afternoon saw Cameron and his organ console moved from the front of the stage towards the back of the orchestra to perform in Saint-Saëns: Symphony No. 3, “Organ.” We left with eyes teary in the emotion of music performed in a way that was able to poke a finger into the soft fabric of those sensitive enough to feel such gravity.

With no time to spare, we headed to the freeway going east. Dinner was relatively quick, with a stop at an old favorite we’ve been to a dozen times: The North Woods Inn. Driving into Phoenix around midnight, we were once again shocked by the thought that we’d just left yesterday morning. Sometimes, pinching yourself is not enough; this hardly feels real.

Los Angeles – Day 1

Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising in Los Angeles, California

Left Phoenix a bit late for a trip to Los Angeles this morning; it was already 8:00. I didn’t have a lot of expectations for what we’d be doing today because the real reason for coming over was a concert we’re attending tomorrow and that’s all that’s really important for this quick jaunt to L.A. We made pretty good time getting there, and Caroline brought up that the Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising, aka FIDM Museum, is only open on Saturday and doesn’t close until 5:00, so that became our destination. This formal wear was worn by the composer and pianist Johann Nepomuk Hummel back in the early 19th century.

Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandising in Los Angeles, California

The FIDM is free to visit with a small exhibition space, mostly used by the students who are studying here. In the gift shop, Caroline spotted a handwoven and hand-dyed indigo-and-white scarf that looked spectacularly good on her and so it became hers.

Los Angeles, California

We were somewhat worried about air conditions in Los Angeles due to recent hellish fires attacking the state, but as you can see here it’s a beautiful day to be visiting.

Caroline Wise, Jessica Aldridge, John Wise at Angels Flight in Los Angeles, California

Oh yeah, Jessica is still with us, though this was her last day hanging out. After we left the museum, we went wandering around with no plan at hand except to get some walking in after sitting in the car for so long. We stumbled upon the top of Angels Flight Railway and took the opportunity to finally ride this funicular down the hill. Obviously, we lived through the experience, but that wasn’t true for someone else back in 2001, when a malfunction had one train careen down the track into the train below, killing a passenger and injuring several others. This tragedy closed the funicular for the next nine years, only to reopen in 2010 and close again in 2011 for a month and then again in 2013 following a derailment, this time staying closed until late 2017. So here we were, acting as guinea pigs, tempting fate.

Grand Central Market in Los Angeles, California

Across the street from the funicular is the Grand Central Market, which must be the most popular food court in all of California. While we gladly accepted a free sample of a street taco, we had to forego eating anything else to ensure we had a large appetite for what was coming later.

Bradbury Building in Los Angeles, California

While my daughter lives just a couple of hours south of Los Angeles, she’s very rarely been up here. Seeing we were in the neighborhood, I thought she might like to see one of the more iconic locations where Blade Runner was filmed. She insists she’s seen the film before, but she’s definitely not as enthusiastic as we are, and so I’m gonna say this is checked into the category of remembrances in which she earned demerit points for not showing enough excitement.

Los Angeles, California

This was one of the first theaters on Broadway in Los Angeles – today, it is a rotting hulk. The Pantages Theatre first opened back in 1910, but by 1925, it started changing owners until, for the last dozen years, it was operational as a grindhouse-type independent joint. With all the million-dollar condos going up west of here, maybe someday this area will be gentrified too, and these old theaters could find a new use. Then again, why would anyone want to go out when they can watch their big-screen TVs in the safety of their expensive nests?

Talking religion on the streets of Los Angeles, California

Forty years ago, scenes such as this drew me into downtown Los Angeles on the bus over and over again without my parent’s knowledge. I was fascinated by those who preached, screamed, sang, cursed, or were putting their madness on display on the streets surrounding Skid Row. While much of the downtown area is going through a renaissance, there are still pockets where people can get their attitude on. These dozen angry men were preaching against the sin of homosexuality and bestiality. The sign on the right is admonishing white people to get ready for “Nuclear Fury and Eternal Slavery” for subverting the people of Earth.

Guelaguetza restaurant in Los Angeles, California

Out of the frying pan into the fire. We are at Guelaguetza Restaurante, known as the home of mole, where we will certainly be trying a sampler of their various Oaxacan mole flavors, but first up are the chapulines. You may have already seen in the above photo that I’m talking about grasshoppers. This is our most serious dive into eating insects yet. These particular hoppers have been cooked in jalapeno, onion, and tomato and are quite spicy. The three of us take a serious helping of fried bugs and roll them up into corn tortillas with Oaxacan string cheese, avocado, and a splash of lime. Other than the strange sensation when the end of the legs gets stuck in your teeth, these chapulines are seriously good eating. I’d eat them again. As for the moles, they were terrific, as was the dessert sampler.

Just as we were finishing up, I received a surprise phone call from Itay, and we set up a meeting at Aroma Sunset Bar & Grill on Sunset and Martel, just down the street from where Itay lives with Rotem. While I learned on the phone about his reason for reaching out, I left it as a surprise for Caroline until we met. Rotem is expecting a baby boy, due in April 2019. We spent the next 4 hours until midnight discussing baby names, dissing Los Angeles, talking about culture and discovery, along with their recent trip over to Hawaii for the honeymoon they never had after getting married. The funny thing about this chance meeting is that earlier in the day, I was complaining about how Itay never calls, and then when we’re just 30 minutes away from their apartment, he is dialing into our presence.

Trying to Find Something

John Wise in Phoenix, Arizona

In books, music, travel, nature, and, most importantly, my wife, I find the things that feel removed from the monotonous conformity of an American society that appears to be moving ever closer to an abyss of irrelevancy.

Yesterday, we voted to keep our heads in the sand. Today is the first time this year I’ve heard Christmas music in a public space. I move around a city where there is little to distinguish one corner from the next. No matter the business I visit, I will be greeted by the first victims of an education system that has not kept pace with our age of encroaching complexity.

I find nothing novel about life in the American city. The sense I have of broken people is running strong right now. We are no longer citizens of a shared identity called America; we are each other’s potential enemy. At one time, America was able to pit nations against other nations, and these new adversaries would battle one another. Today, our government has learned how to pit Americans against Americans, risking a conflagration that will allow the lowest common denominator of imbecility to demonstrate the extent of their rage against nothing besides their own personal failure.

In Europe, I’m ensconced in history. In nature, I’m embraced by beauty. With my wife, I’m enchanted with sharing love. While learning I’m enveloped in discovery. In American culture, I feel suffocated by aggression and the vacuous pride of those hostile in their rabid beliefs.

I’m taken back thirty years ago when Cabaret Voltaire sang “Don’t Argue,” which relied heavily on the words of Dr. Seuss when he penned the script for a propaganda film “Your Job In Germany” that warned occupying soldiers not to trust those around them. Then Mark Stewart and the Mafia comes to mind with “As The Veneer of Democracy Starts to Fade.” Finally, Test Dept with “Total State Machine” rounds out my sense of needing to return to the sound of rebellion and discontent. I’ll try and hold on to the hope that just as these English artists saw the same ugly situation devolving in their culture, they seem to have endured.

The problem here is that I’m now 55, and for over 20 years, I’ve been comfortable in the simultaneous oblivion and hyper-awareness of ecstasy, where beauty and love ruled my life nearly exclusively. Today, I am forced to witness the banality of a malignant horde that feels reminiscent of the failing industrial culture that was being choked out in the mid-’70s. Maybe the problem has always been the baby boomers. I’m looking for an escape from a generation that not only produced some amazing minds but also created the conditions of decay that see society taking two steps back for every step forward.

Grandfather

Herbert and Hazel Kurchoff Grave Marker in Phoenix, Arizona

I stopped at the National Memorial Cemetery of Arizona to visit the grave of my grandfather for the first time since he passed away. My maternal grandfather died on January 17, 2006. I’d seen him in hospice shortly before, which of course was a bittersweet moment in that I was able to say hi, but it was to be the last goodbye.

I have fond memories of the man that goes back to my earliest childhood. I still remember being on the back of his yacht at the Buffalo Yacht Club on the Niagara River in Buffalo, New York, on July 20, 1969, when Neil Armstrong stepped out of the Apollo capsule and onto the moon. Everyone was drawn in around a small black & white TV and told me to pay close attention because this was a very important moment that I should never forget. It got stuck there just as the shooting of Martin Luther King Jr did a year before on my birthday.

My grandfather owned and operated a painting business and as I bounced around between family members while my irresponsible raging young parents did everything they could to avoid raising my sister and me, he would take me out to his job sites and teach me to paint or help get things for him and his partner Walter Painter. I’m sure that wasn’t Walter’s last name, but that’s how I knew him.

Regarding Hazel, well, she and I didn’t get along. I never felt she had any love for me which looking back was understandable, as my mom got pregnant with me at age 14 had embarrassed the Kurchoffs. Their striving to be an upright standing part of the Buffalo social elites was made difficult by their daughter in her sophomore year of high school carrying the child of a blue-collar schlub. After I was born Hazel also learned that this man she already despised was also a violent person who frequently beat their daughter. My father taught me that her real name was Witch Hazel. The damage was permanent and even in her later years, her acerbic tongue and sneer towards me never allowed the wall to fall.

After Hazel’s death, in Herbie’s later years I was able to return the favor of hanging out and he and I would frequently get lunch, I’d take him for a haircut, or we’d go for a drive out somewhere in Arizona. A year before he died, his sister, my great aunt Eleanor, Herbie, and I took a two-week road trip over to Florida. Our mission was to visit some family I’d never met.

You’ll never know your favorite relatives as much as you would like to. The older ones, who we knew when we were too young and naive to understand the importance of trying to get to know them better, will likely be the first to pass out of our lives. Sadly, it mostly happens during our 20’s to ’40s when we are deeply engrossed in our own lives. Then in our 50’s, we start to truly understand the importance of deeper relationships that resonate warmly in our memories, but then those loved ones are gone.

The Archaic Among Us

Lament

How and why have we arrived at this crossroads in our shared history as a species? Our current difficulties, I believe arise from our reluctance to change as rapidly as our technology is pushing us. There is a large part of our population that is rebelling against their own better interests, as they are being left behind. Sadly, they represent a kind of Neanderthal past that has to go extinct, just as the real Neanderthals did about 40,000 years ago.

I postulate that our early homo sapiens ancestors saw the Neanderthal as a threat to their own successful evolutionary steps forward. The Neanderthal’s inability to innovate and adopt new skills might have been seen as an impediment to homo sapiens’ rapid move towards planetary dominance. The slow-moving subspecies of archaic humans, loathe to move out of their comfort zone of simple yet harsh existence, was a boat anchor. With the appearance of homo sapiens, a species had arrived that was keenly adept at tool and language skills about to redefine the natural order.

Are we again at an inflection point in our ascent where we must leave behind those unable to navigate the transition in our evolution? With a class of people among us talking of artificial intelligence, genetic and computational bio-medicine, autonomous vehicles, immersive experiences delivered by mixed reality, Mars colonization, and blockchain as a backbone for everything from cryptocurrency to contract and identity verification, we are exploring a fringe of human adaptability to complexity.

For approximately 200,000 years, humans were hunter-gatherers wandering around the savanna, looking for a meal. Then, about 20,000 years ago, we settled down to gradually become farmers, and with that, we were able to build communities and, ultimately, cities. Fast forward to a mere 5,000 years ago and the Bronze Age is upon humanity and with its metal and written languages appear. Only 200 years ago, the Industrial Age was ushered in with steam and telegraph, quickly followed by oil and telephone.

We are likely in the throes of the Anthropocene, where the world of advanced sciences must play a far deeper role in humanity’s lives. This age is a result of changes wrought by our destructive tendencies, and it will also be known for how complex systems came to shape our future and how we deployed our growing knowledge to repair not just the planet but our species, too.

This is where, in my view, our biggest problem currently exists, as a large part of our population is firmly stuck romanticizing outmoded ages where a blend of hunter-gatherer, farmer, and industrial worker is holding sway over their identity. Just how these fellow citizens who are our friends and family can be convinced to give way to knowledge workers who often seem alien may prove to be an intractable problem where our population has grown too large to assuage.

We are witnessing the destruction of the earth and its carrying capacity, and while we have the means to repair our centuries of mistakes, those continuing the devastation are hampering our progress to such a degree that they hasten the demise of ecosystems that support not only our way of life but life as we know it.