Marble Canyon, Arizona – Trip 17

Homemade dehydrated granola in Ute pottery

Finished with a 5-day fast, appointments set for Caroline’s next bunionectomy, the calcium test on my heart was done yesterday, new batches of homemade granola and Burmese pickled ginger done, and some important changes to our Oregon trip next month means we can get out of Phoenix for the weekend and feel accomplished as we take off. Where to this time? North, with hopes that the weather remains pleasant where we’re going because the Sunday morning forecast suggests it could get down to the upper 30s or about 3c with a chance for light rain until mid-day. Good thing we have warm clothes, ponchos, and some plans for enjoying ourselves. Where exactly are we going? A small place on the map called Marble Canyon.

Regarding this being “Trip 17,” late last year, I put together an itinerary that planned for us to take 26 excursions out of Phoenix this year, but we won’t make it. We’ve already missed 5 of those trips for one reason or another. Two of them were from August while Caroline was recovering from her foot surgery, and that will happen again in December. We know we have at least one more trip that is a certainty, the 12 days up on the Oregon coast, and hopefully, we can squeeze two more in, maybe even a third. So, we’ll complete the year, having taken between 18 and 21 trips, equaling about 85 days out and about, which is not bad from my view.

And what about today’s lead photo? That’s 6 pounds of homemade granola that just came out of the dehydrator after two and a half days in one of our favorite pieces of Ute pottery. We picked it up about 15 years ago, somewhere near Towaoc, Colorado, from Ute Mountain Pottery. Any other specifics are lost to time. What we do know is that the shop on the side of the road no longer exists so we won’t be adding to the collection any time soon.

At the entrance of Wupatki National Monument north of Flagstaff, Arizona

As fall descends upon the Northern Hemisphere, the sun dips below the horizon even earlier, and sometimes, we forget to take that into account as we head out on the road. Had I considered that I probably should have made a point of stopping before reaching Flagstaff because after enjoying our dinner there (a good Mexican meal at Martanne’s), we were chasing the last glimmer of the sun still up in the sky, but nothing down upon the earth. The light was fading fast, and the early evening could be seen low in the sky. [I would like to add that since we drove north on the I-17, there really was no chance to pull over for a photo before Flag anyway, although the views are always spectacular. This time, we even saw a herd of antelopes in the distance. – Caroline]

Stars seen from the Navajo Bridge in Marble Canyon, Arizona

It was dark, really dark, when we reached the Navajo Bridge in Marble Canyon. While it can’t be seen in this photo, the Milky Way sits above the low bright spot left of center.

Marble Canyon Lodge in Marble Canyon, Arizona

And this is our destination for the evening out in the middle of nowhere, Arizona. Just one night we’ll stay here at the Marble Canyon Lodge. Behind us is the road that leads to Lees Ferry and Mile Marker Zero, a.k.a. the beginning of the Grand Canyon National Monument that we’ll be visiting, along with a couple of other places starting tomorrow morning.

Out of The Real and Into Omega Mart

Highway 93 north of Las Vegas, Nevada

We wake to the blissful idea that there are 100 miles of this ahead of us before we have to encounter the mega aggression of what it is to drive in the city of Las Vegas. When I think of the horror of driving in Los Angeles, I should keep in mind that even on a Sunday morning in Vegas, the people in this place of broken dreams are driving with incredible contempt and regret for their poor decisions and, consequently, they care little about others who must die like they already have done inside.

Highway 93 north of Las Vegas, Nevada

In retrospect, as in when I actually got to writing this post, it would be these V-shaped electricity poles that would be the main attraction of the day. To get this photo, we had to walk about a half mile across raw desert, and the payoff was well worth it. It was fascinating to see that these poles that would be mostly out of eyeshot of us humans were wrapped in black steel as nothing more than a decorative element. Something else drew us in: while we simply assumed that guy-wires were stabilizing the V configuration of the towers, it was difficult to see them from the road; out here, it all became clear.

Highway 93 north of Las Vegas, Nevada

I could also now grab a shot of the mountains behind the powerlines that were obscured before.

Highway 93 north of Las Vegas, Nevada

We drove next to this desert art installation for miles before realizing that if we didn’t leave with photographic proof of their aesthetic qualities, we’d be forever disappointed in the lost opportunity to share this with others and prove to ourselves that such things really do exist.

Highway 93 north of Las Vegas, Nevada

We were about to drop into Las Vegas where we’ll visit Omega Mart from Meow Wolf before stopping for lunch at Chengdu Taste for Szechuan culinary treats. From big nature into the maelstrom that is Sin City is a jolt better left to those looking for riches, sex, drunken or stoned debauchery, and confirmation that they are living the American Dream.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

The reality from my perspective is that this city is a nightmare of neon, DayGlo, fake body parts, lawyers, guns, 24-hour everything, weed, Barry Manilow, and a giant golden dildo of a hotel emblazoned with the word “Trump” across the top that for some is a Great Attractor while for me it acts as a megaphone blaring, “GTFO of here!” But we are not here to bash the place we’ve avoided visiting together since 2004; we are here for Omega Mart above all else.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

After visiting Meow Wolf’s House of Eternal Return in Santa Fe, New Mexico, we’ve been looking forward to visiting their other locations, the one over in Denver, Colorado, and this one right here. We were actually a little confused visiting this Meow Wolf location today because once you find the enclave pocketed next to the freeway, you are confronted with a parking lot aimed more at those arriving by something like Lyft, Uber, or taxi. You enter a giant warehouse-like building called Area 15, which is a blacked-out neon mall/nightclub and is probably hopping after dark, but here in the morning, it’s family time.

Caroline Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Knowing the drill from our summer visit to Santa Fe, we knew to check all doors and everything else that might act as a passage to somewhere else. With that in mind, we entered through a cooler and were genuinely excited to discover what lies beyond the cool passage.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Blam, Alex Grey type of projection-mapped irregularly shaped walls greet us in a great room. This is promising.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Oh, this is nice, an ornate skeleton in a glass coffin. We are intrigued, and our excitement is growing.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Should we pass back into reality? Not yet.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Hints of the Santa Fe location and the draw that there is yet a lot to be discovered.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

But too quickly, we are again in the main room, and while the projection mapping is great, it seems like we circled back here far too quickly.

Caroline Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Okay, now we are on the right path, this hidden tunnel will certainly bring us to an area that is not obviously part of what we are able to see from various spots on the main floor.

Caroline Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

I’m starting to get creeped out, not by the environment but by the number of observers/security personnel that are all over the place. What does this presence say about the visitors? Taking photos without them is no easy feat. At this point, we are still enjoying the ambiance and scale of things, and the tunnel stairs gave us hope that the space will be bigger and more intricate than our first observations have alluded to.

Color-pulsing flowers with shifting hues were nice, but a theme is becoming apparent; we are moving through large installation spaces in an almost traditional museum setup of walls and art pieces instead of feeling like we are in something immersive as we did in Santa Fe.

This should be the reminder, we are in Las Vegas. As much as I want to be at Meow Wolf as I first experienced it, we are in a city we abhor for the type of people it attracts. Ironically, back in the late 20th century, when we still were intrigued by this place, we despised the hell found in Laughlin, Nevada, popular with the elderly and bikers, but by now, well into the 21st century, I have the same disdain for the type of person Vegas attracts. Maybe when Earth forked 50,000 years ago, I landed in the highly discontiguous zone of grumpy assholes destined to despise the masses.

Caroline Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

Too much of a reliance on video, in my opinion, which I can only figure appeals to the dim-witted who are more accustomed to being fed information via a screen with moving pictures than having to rely on deciphering what objects of art might mean. This particular part of the exhibit did allow Caroline and me to take a selfie that is well outside the ordinary of how we typically shoot them.

Caroline Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

More video. There are a lot of videos and screens for people to feel comfortable with.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

On the other hand, I want more of this.

Caroline Wise and John Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

This was a nice, albeit slightly confusing, use of technology: it appears a motion-sensitive detector sees that a person or people are in front of the display and triggers a light; a camera records a burst of video and then plays it back mixed with digital noise that has it looking like we are peering into a universe as overlords or gods.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

And then we arrive in our favorite room of all of Mega Mart, a multi-layered glass and light sculpture that boxes in the walls. It’s always in movement with changes in the quality of the light on different panels within the layering, picking up the light and color giving the illusion that things are animated.

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

There’s something reminiscent of the Monterey Bay Aquarium we recently visited with allusions to the shapes being influenced by sea plants, jellyfish, sea stars, various membranes, eyes, and water bubbles flowing in and through things. While this exhibit is a favorite, it’s really being hammered on us that we are entering relatively empty spaces with art on the walls, and while it’s not like anything else we’ve ever seen, there seems to be something missing in comparison to our immersive experience just a couple of months prior at the House of Eternal Return.

Caroline Wise and John Wise at Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

We are back in the main shopping area of Mega Mart, and yes, those are purple tears of disappointment at having spent $118 to be here for only a bit more than an hour. While we enjoyed most of the things we saw, the place has the vibe of being here for drunken visitors who require larger spaces that are both easy to clean and facilitate larger groups moving through without damaging fragile art, such as what we saw in Santa Fe. There is a lack of intricate detail and too much of a reliance on video screens and projections; there are not enough hidden passages. There are half a dozen doors that have signs that say, “Nope” and appear to either be unfinished rooms, rooms under refurbishment, or simply closed as they proved incompatible with the type of people that visit this location. Whatever the circumstances, nothing was offered about why this experience was so expensive and so brief.

[It should also be noted that all of the Meow Wolf installations have storylines and clues that visitors can attempt to discover and decipher. However, unlike Santa Fe, Las Vegas offers visitors an “interactive experience” for an extra charge. Since it wasn’t obvious to us what the value of that would be, we decided against it (we didn’t try to “solve the puzzles” in Santa Fe either and had a fabulous time just roaming the exhibit rooms). I suspect that the cards allow visitors to interface with the various terminals to get “clues.” It looked as if most of the other visitors were clustering around every conceivable computer screen (instead of looking at the artwork) as if we were moving through a fancy internet cafe, and that was a bit of a turn-off. – Caroline]

Meow Wolf's Mega Mart in Las Vegas, Nevada

In a sense, I feel like this display in Mega Mart is a comment about us visitors that says, “You are nothing more than ground meat for the purveyors of this attraction to carve fortunes out of the styrofoam package of you so we may contemplate how our own existence becomes more meaningful than yours.  You are reduced to nothing more than building blocks of our wealth and happiness.”

The funny thing is, we are not so disappointed that we now want to forego a visit to Denver’s Convergence Station by Meow Wolf. We are trying to understand the reasoning behind the Vegas location and maybe a different demographic that is looking for quick experiences on their way through a whirlwind visit to a city that has countless other attractions all vying for the eyeballs and money of people trying to see it all as quick as possible.

Our fantastic lunch of authentic Chinese food at Chengdu Taste made up for the slightly bitter taste left after we so easily dropped $118, but so be it. As we head out of town, we are guessing this might have been our last ever visit to Las Vegas.

Old Trees and Disappearing Glacier

Spent the night in Beaver, Utah, and woke with the rising sun. We were gone before the first rays poked over the horizon. Our idea was to get to Nevada as soon as we could, but obviously not without coffee, and so with only one espresso shop in Beaver, we visited their quite crowded and slow drive-thru. It was a cold 37 degrees (under 3c) when we got in the car at the motel. Our tire pressure sensor came on to inform us of the low pressure, but with nowhere to fill them this early, I figured they’d be okay. We turned on our seat heaters, which was a bit of a surprise when, just the day before, the highs in Phoenix were still clocking in at over 100 Fahrenheit, so this winter routine was way out of the ordinary.

We probably weren’t two sips into those paper cups of java before spotting Penny’s Diner on the western edge of Milford. The idea of a hot breakfast with cups of bad coffee instead of the Americanos we picked up hit a chord with us. Our original idea was to find a spot along the 120-mile drive to the Great Basin National Park to dig into the homemade granola we brought with us, but the call of the greasy potatoes and bacon wasn’t to be resisted, even if it turned out to be mediocre. This combo of traveling and diner is such a classic setup that it easily fits in the adventure and helps round it out, which probably means I’m leaning into some romanticized ideas of nostalgia.

Out on the road after breakfast. The abandoned coffees were still warm, making for a great continuation of our driving chores.

I don’t believe these photos come close to sharing how intriguing the landscape is out here. Not the mountains in the distance, not the amaranth roadside, certainly not the asphalt, and not even the clear blue skies; I’m talking about the desolation. While, on one hand, there’s little to photograph in a bleak landscape, it’s difficult for us not to stop and take it all in, admiring how far our eyes can see without fixing on much of anything between it and miles into the distance.

Further along through the emptiness, we spot what appears to be a solo tree standing above everything else. There are actually a few trees in a tight cluster, a cattle corral and packing area where, at one time, cows were sent off to market, and a tiny two-room house. There’s some light graffiti in the house, but it’s remarkably intact and mostly left alone, and obviously, the trees are still getting enough water, a strange oasis in the middle of nothing.

We were fewer than 10 miles from Nevada when we encountered this little abandoned oasis that sprung up near Clay Spring, which runs through the property. As for the waters still flowing here, they join Lake Creek, which also feeds nearby Pruess Lake. You can be certain I wanted a closer look at the old cabin, but with “No Trespassing” signs posted every 6 feet along the fence, there was no ambiguity regarding the idea of anyone really minding if I wandered around.

Caroline was reading the various stickers on the Nevada state line sign, waiting for me to come over for the obligatory selfie, but I figured that we’d be posting something far more interesting once we got to our destination over in the national park.

We drove right by this old sculpture, thinking it must be similar to one we passed years ago. Well, we were wrong; it is the same sculpture, but it used to be in a different location here in the town of Baker, Nevada. Nearly 20 years ago, on another quick weekend trip that saw us visiting Bryce National Park back in Utah before coming to Great Basin National Park, we stopped at an abandoned building that featured this dinosaur made of old car parts standing guard and took a photo of Caroline sitting with it. Today, that old building is a small market, and this rusting, friendly-looking work of art sits roadside, waiting for extinction as it will one day fade into the earth.

That two-hour drive that stretched into a nearly four-hour sightseeing trip meant we arrived at the national park later than might have been preferred. Arriving at the visitors center, we saw that we were here during the Annual Astronomy Festival, which explains why all the rooms in nearby Baker are sold out, but it also means the park is busier than usual.

This is not the trail we were supposed to be on, but the parking lot at the Bristlecone Pine Glacier Trail was packed. We circled the area half a dozen times before giving up and heading to the overflow lot at the Summit Trail that not only leads hikers to the Wheeler Peak summit but over and around Stella and Teresa Lakes. This detour adds to our hike, but from the looks of things, it’ll be a great addition to the day; plus, we have the added benefit that there’s nobody else on this trail.

The first lake we pass is Stella Lake, with Wheeler Peak up at 13,065 feet (almost 4,000 meters) in the center (I believe) and Doso Doyabi to the left at 12,772 feet. Doso Doyabi is the Shoshone word for White Mountain.

There was much more to this walk just to get this far, and I did take plenty of photos along the trail, but what looks so dramatically different at every turn to warrant photos doesn’t always come through when choosing images to represent the day. As a matter of fact, the 12 miles from the visitors center to the trailhead is worthy of a dozen photos as we rapidly gain elevation over the surrounding basin, but turnoffs are few and my sense of lack of parking ahead had me pressing through. And now that we are on the trail with two primary destinations and two secondary destinations, one of those being the previous lake, we needed to keep our pace moving forward. Be that as it is, I still need to stop and take deep consideration of the anomalies, such as how these mountainsides are eroding.

Secondary destination number two is Teresa Lake.

Our path from the Alpine Lakes Trail Loop has intersected the Bristlecone Pine Glacier Trail and our memories of the place from 19 years ago find nothing of familiarity. The weather might have been poor back on that earlier visit, but it wouldn’t have been so bad that our vision was obscured just 20 feet in front of us.

Right in front of us, off to the right, a bit near the center of this image, is the first primary reason for our visit.

It is this right here, a gnarly example of an ancient bristlecone pine tree. These masters of longevity are considered the oldest living things on earth, and sadly, just minutes before we arrived and from the distance, we saw a group of about eight college-age young adults sitting upon and in this old tree. I think it was in Luke 23:34: where Jesus said, “Fuck ’em, for they do not know what they are doing, best smite them from their perch.”

These sentinels have stood strong on this earth, in some cases for as long as 5,000 years, give or take a few, and only with the arrival of man are they at risk of joining the ranks of those things we are able to extinct. Since the primitive days when people made their earliest attempts at writing, bristlecone pines have survived in some of the harshest conditions where little else succeeds.

Directly upon talus slopes, these trees take hold, and against subsequent encounters with errant rocks that arrive at their feet from above, they hold fast. They’ve survived countless fires, droughts, deep freezes, and even mindless kids crawling upon their arms and roots.  The old bristlecones even contributed to our understanding of ancient early North American cultures when a beam at the Mesa Verde Cliff Dwelling site was dated as having the exact same carbon-14 isotope as some nearby bristlecone pines, allowing researchers to more accurately date when the people of that area built their homes.

What is it within some of us who find greater meaning, depth, and hope for potential in the objects nature has cultivated than in the empty promises of those who swear inspiration from the words found in books such as the bible or those who claim a desire to do right by humanity in the political actions they perform on our behalf? While I appreciate the advances our species has made that brought Caroline and myself to this point in our own lives, allowing us to travel effortlessly to these destinations to record our impressions and experiences, I can’t help but remain aghast at the educational neglect of a majority of those we call mothers, fathers, brothers, and sisters.

These encounters with such grand beauty and profound examples of nature strike at me and have me wondering why there are not more Aldo Leopold’s among us. For those who may not know of him, Aldo Leopold, aside from having written A Sand County Almanac, was a co-founder of The Wilderness Society, which aims to vigilantly protect 112 million acres of America’s wildlands. As much great work as groups such as The Wilderness Society, Friends of the Earth, and the Sierra Club perform, they cannot also educate the blunt stupidity out of a careless society that, by and large, has little concern about protecting these incredible places. I get it; these lands are remote and rarely seen by the masses, but they are the most precious locations remaining that we haven’t fully despoiled.

Writing of the impressions we experienced while among the trees in the mountains of the Great Basin did not happen in situ as we were in the flow of constant movement. I’m back home now, looking at the photos and trying to tap into what I felt that led me to capture the images I did. The effort to draw an intrinsic linguistic gem of inspiration out of my head that might convey the magnitude of delight found when being present in such places requires me to block out my current surroundings and try to reconnect with the moments I was on the trail. In brief spurts, I might find that place, and the words come quickly while at other times, I can stare at an image, lost in the tragic dichotomy of where I’m currently at, typically a busy coffee shop, and feel crushed under the weight of those around me and their stupendously vapid existence.

With the trees, rocks, rivers, sky, sea, stars, animals, and the rest of nature excluding humankind, I can observe their qualities and appreciate their beauty and place within the system of life as far as I can understand it, but with people, I must bear witness to their preoccupation with the nonsense that arises from egos that never graduated beyond that of children. With their pretense of being self-important, I recoil and wish to be in the presence of the natural world, but that is not a luxury easily afforded in the current world order. So we look for balance, and that might be easier found for me if only I were to stop delivering these missives that reflect on the times when life is perfect.

This is where life is perfect. When I turn away from looking at this smiling face of Caroline or my gaze must move on from admiring the pattern found in the seemingly sculpted surface of a tree, my eyes and mind will likely encounter something else of enchanting value, bringing yet more smile to my face that will have me searching for Caroline’s eyes to see if she too has found more awe.

When writing these posts, there comes a moment when I have to walk away from the task at hand to contend with other life obligations (yes, my writing is a life obligation); it is then that I return to joining the stream of being back in real life that I have to escape my self-imposed tunnel vision and get my senses about me as I’m once again swimming against the flow.

Just be. Be like a tree, a stone, or moss, and be here doing the thing that seems to be your purpose. Obviously, many will believe they are doing just that while decorating themselves with the funerary accouterments drawn out of popular consumerist culture instead of rising to the challenge of answering their own list of oblique strategies that might help groom them into finding their humanity as opposed to being tools. There is also the way of the psychedelic where psilocybin, DMT, or maybe under the right circumstances, LSD might open a pathway, but this track of the story needs to happen somewhere else.

Come to think about it; this is the embodiment of the psychedelic as the environment threads its way multi-dimensionally into the earth and out to the sky. Everything here reaches into our eyes, sense of smell, and hearing. We touch cold stone and reach out to ancient life but remain blind to the universe of transactions where root hair cells are absorbing water and nutrients through osmosis while sunlight falls upon leaves where photosynthesis is at work, and all the while, the force of air and water are carving the environment in speeds we’ll never really see unfold. All of this flow of life is what the psychedelic wants to show you, but if you are too fixed in your certainties of how life must be, you’ll never see things for what they are.

If the tree could share a story with you, it might go something like, “I’ve stood here for thousands of years; I’ve watched the heavens above shift with the sands of time. I know fire, ice, and pests. I’m more familiar with our nearby star you’ve named the Sun than any of you can ever hope to comprehend. My existence is not eternal, but I’ve grown to understand the symbiotic relationship between the earth I’m anchored to and the sky I reach for. What will you know after your brief time on this planet we share?”

Dead but not gone as its old roots hold fast, and its arms still welcome the warmth of the sun.

Meanwhile, the rocks of the mountain laugh at the folly of my admiring silly trees that know nothing of longevity. Mountains, they say, truly understand the providence of deep time and would sooner turn to dust over a couple of billion years than sprout and wither in a mere 5,000 years or so.

The tree retorts, “Under the best of circumstances, you send your grains of sand downriver, where they are forever lost when they join other sediments to create the basis for mountains that will one day replace you while we deliver offshoots and seeds that are taken far and wide to cover the lands you once had total dominion over. But don’t be sad as it is from your greatness towering over these lands that the rocks you drop and sediments you lend yourself to is what sustains our lives and has created the basis for the symbiosis we’ve come to enjoy.” The wisdom of nature is commanded by the silence of evolution that conveys an intrinsic beauty pulling those who understand the equation into the desire of wanting to share in this great knowledge.

And then my developing blog post reminds me how it’s like this rocky trail into the thin air found up here over 11,000 feet above the sea or 3,350 meters up high. You see, the path isn’t always clear before you move further along, and it slowly becomes evident. I’m not saying that my writing will do the same thing, though that’s what I aim for. Each step forward risks twisting an ankle and each successive word threatens my ego with exposure of not having really understood the way into writing. No matter, maybe writing is like hiking; you go along on a path uncertain of what you’ll really find, but on occasion, you stumble into something that brings you joy, while at other times, you stand at the precipice of horror, wondering if you should go on. The air thins, and dizziness swirl about in your head. Stop, take a few deep breaths, and continue on your way.

Perhaps the way ahead is frightening? That’s okay. Stop again and turn around. Look at where you’ve come from, and maybe you’ll see that you’ve already surmounted hurdles that make continuing easier than you feared. The adventure is, after all, just a series of steps forward, one foot after the other and, in my case, also one word after the other. An outcome one should seriously fear is when debilitating inertia stops one from ever taking the first step or the next one, and we become frozen in place, be that in front of a TV, a job, a relationship, on the trail, or in mid-sentence.

We were informed that even if we’d stop at the sign that begins the last leg of the hike from the Bristlecone Pine Trail out to the glacier, we’d be offered about as good a look that’s possible without some scrambling over a bunch of scree. Do you see that patch of snow in the center of the photo? That’s what remains of the glacier. I thought this was good enough as it had taken us nearly 4 hours to get out here; we’d soon be in shadows, and we still needed to return to our car before the sun went down. Caroline wanted a closer look, so we continued. The top of the mountain on the right is Wheeler Peak.

At the bottom left of this image, you’ll see a trail leading up and around the foreground debris. It was at the foot of that trail that I didn’t want to go further as it was starting to challenge my sense of exposure. Caroline went up there, but from her perspective, she couldn’t see anything better. Now, the bad news for my wife. That small bit of glacier is the Rock Glacier, while what we thought was some remnant of snow from the past season turns out to have been the bottom of the Wheeler Peak Glacier. If you look at the photo above this one, at the bottom of the cirque, you can see a slightly bluish area going up to the left from the small snow patch. That was the main part of the glacier that we hiked out here for, and we totally neglected looking specifically at that. We didn’t even notice it as being glacial. As for cirque, it is defined as “a half-open steep-sided hollow at the head of a valley or on a mountainside, formed by glacial erosion.”

While I might be mistaken, keep in mind I’m not a geologist; I think this is part of the cirque as it looks like on the back of Doso Doyabi.

We are looking at the remnants of a 560 million-year-old sea where deposits of sand, mud, and limey sediments made of silt and clay mixed with calcium carbonate to create these highly fracturable rocks. As the glaciers retreated, they dragged along tons of these rocks.

Much of our trail this afternoon has been upon that debris left by the disappearing glacier that is also called a moraine. This is Caroline descending the segment I referenced earlier, where part of the trail was too exposed for my sensibilities.

A whole forest of bristlecone pines, maybe we could call it a murder of trees? [I prefer “thunder of trees,” actually – Caroline] In the background is the Great Basin that stretches from the Sierra Nevada Range in California, such as in Death Valley, where we were in January, over to the Wasatch Range in Utah, where we spent the 4th of July. The basin, as I understand things, never drained to the ocean and instead was always an inland sea, remnants can be found at the Great Salt Lake in Utah and the nearby intermittent Sevier Lake that shows up occasionally about 40 miles east of here. Today, I learned that these types of bodies of water are referred to as endorheic, meaning they do not flow outside of themselves, just like the Salton Sea over in California.

A great article that helped me learn about some of this can be found here.

We’re on our way back down the trail with an impulse to revisit all the trees we passed on our way up, not because we failed to see them but because there’s a hope that we’ll see something more. In my reasonable mind, I know that I cannot merge with these trees, and I cannot see some deeply hidden truths within them; all the same, I want a greater exchange with the nature I’m visiting so that it might continue to travel with me when I’m no longer present.

Goodbye, Bristlecone Pine. Should I never see you again, I wish you a continued existence for another 1,000 years as you outlive all 7.98 billion people alive today and the next many billions that will follow over the ensuing hundreds of years.

We are reaching our car again and are looking forward to sitting down. From this point, our car is just behind me on the right. The trail we hiked out on is over near it and travels away from the road to the two lakes we visited earlier; they both lay below the bright, ragged mountainside on the right of the photo. The trail then swung around the base of that part of the mountain and went right between Doso Doyabi, the peak to the left, and up towards Wheeler Peak, the high point on the right. Again, I may be mistaken, but the very top of the glacier might be seen to the right of the center of this photo. Should we ever return to the Great Basin National Park, we’ll have to be here early in the morning when the rising sun illuminates the cirque and the glacier nestled up under it.

Driving down the mountain, we started considering the option of sticking around for the Astronomy Festival and so we stopped at the visitors center, but it was closed. Drats, not only wouldn’t Caroline be able to drop off her Junior Ranger booklet, but we couldn’t learn more about the evening’s events. With no phone signal out here, that wasn’t an option either, so we decided to hit the Loneliest Road in America, Highway 50, and make our way over to Ely, Nevada, to secure a room for the night. A funny thing happened on the road to Ely; we turned south on Highway 93, certain we’d find a room in that direction and better position ourselves for tomorrow’s trip home, thus skipping the Astronomy Festival. Had we had phone signal prior to reaching the 93 and could have contacted a motel in Ely, we likely would have stayed and then returned to the national park in the evening. As it was, we felt we had a great experience so far and decided that a shorter drive home tomorrow was desirable.

Confident and content that we’d made the right decision, we drove off into the sunset. It was right about here on the road that we felt a certain sense of familiarity that required a stop and photo to compare to a previous trip if this were, in fact, the same place we’d captured years before. Click here to compare for yourself; we’re pretty sure it’s the same spot just from a slightly different position on the road.

No, this is not a great photo with so much shadow on the foot of the mountain, but I’m posting this as it felt like we’d already been driving for more than 45 minutes when a sign pointed out that this is Wheeler Peak, did it really take this long to get to the other side? By the way, we still didn’t have a phone signal.

When we finally started seeing signal again, we found out that all three lodging options in Caliente were sold out, and so were the other places between us and Alamo, Nevada. I mention Alamo as that’s where we secured the last room they had, which, if they hadn’t had a room, would have meant we’d be driving all the way to Las Vegas, another 104 miles south.

We scored at the Sunset View Inn with a night in the Safari Room. Before I knew about the extra decorative touches here, Caroline texted me about her surprise regarding our room, then she slid open the window as I was still taking care of some things at the car, and with a beaming smile, she told me I had to come over and see this place immediately. As I peered in, the first thing that grabbed me was the lion-themed bedspreads. Getting into the room and seeing the animal prints on the light switches, the painted claw marks in the closet, and the elephant-themed towel holders, the character of the otherwise non-descript roadside motel started to elicit joy. Each room at this inexpensive outpost has a different theme! Hopefully, on a return visit, we’ll snag the underwater-themed room. If these kinds of touches out in the middle of absolute nowhere don’t put a smile on your face, nothing will.

The Trees Are Calling – Trip 16

Highway 17 on way to Flagstaff, Arizona

I started writing this last night when I was thinking of the route we’d be traveling today. Earlier in the week week, I had hemmed and hawed as I couldn’t fix on a destination, go far away, or stay closer to home. Last December, when I created the itinerary for this year, I had penciled us in to drive up to Great Basin National Park. It’s been nearly 20 years since we were there last, which its 600-mile distance out into the middle of nowhere might have something to do with. On the other hand, Chiricahua National Monument in southern Arizona is only 250 miles away.

The Gap off Highway 89 in Northern Arizona

Telling someone of my dilemma and saying out loud that a 1,200-mile (almost 2,000km) roundtrip drive for a hike to some 4,500-year-old trees and a disappearing glacier in Nevada seemed excessive, well, that sounded weak to my ears because, 20 years ago, that wouldn’t have figured into our thinking. So it was fixed that we’d not be taking the easy way, we were returning to Great Basin National Park.

Navajo Bridge near Marble Canyon, Arizona

Initial plans had us stay in Cedar City, Utah, for the first night out, but we got away earlier than we thought we’d be leaving Phoenix, so we set our sights on Beaver, Utah. The photo above was taken when we were not yet in Utah but on the western side of the Navajo Bridges after crossing the Colorado River down below. Both Caroline and I had the sense we’ve been up here more than a few times this year. Maybe it’s just a few, but at the time I’m writing this, I’m feeling too lazy to scroll back through the 120 earlier blog posts I’ve published this year to figure it out exactly.

Colorado River seen from Navajo Bridge near Marble Canyon, Arizona

In just three weeks, we’ll be up here yet again as we’ll be staying a night at the Marble Canyon Lodge before taking a hike up the river a short way at Lee’s Ferry. The Spencer Trail is what we’ll be aiming for, and I’m putting this out there right now as I try to build my resolve to hike this strenuous trail, but let me be clear: it is not the steep ascent that is bothering me but the narrow trail with butt-clenching drop-offs. If we can make it to the mesa top, we’ll be offered some spectacular views, but even if we only make it part way up, we should be able to look back here at the Navajo Bridge for a perspective we’ve never seen before.

Vermillion Cliffs near Marble Canyon, Arizona

When I took this photo, Caroline and I had already been marveling on our way north at how green everything was. Well, between Phoenix and Flagstaff during and just after our monsoon season, that’s normal, but this far north, it is rare. So, someone who lives in an environment that is seriously green might wonder, what green? But to our eyes, these are levels of lush desert greenery that make us stop and capture the infrequent hue found among the Vermillion Cliffs.

Vermillion Cliffs near Marble Canyon, Arizona

We’ve never grown tired of these views; they look as exotic to us as they always have. A rarified sight that continues to be a constant reminder of how parts of the earth still look when not taken over by people. This is also the area where condors have been re-established, and come mid-October, we’ll not forget binoculars and my telephoto lens in the hopes of grabbing a couple of good photos of these rare birds.

As we were about to turn west and head into the high plateau where the North Rim of the Grand Canyon is found, we were running out of sunlight. This would be the first time in a long while that we’d be passing through the notorious town of Colorado City, Arizona, just south of the Utah state line. Back when we first drove through the area, Warren Jeffs and his nut-job father Rulon (Uncle Rulon to his followers) were both in charge of this polygamist enclave. Not satisfied with no less than 50 wives each, Warren was living a life that included rape, incest, and sexual assault of children. That was all traded for a life in prison, though he’ll be eligible for parole in 2038. I almost forgot to mention that Warren married all but two of his father’s wives, which I think means he married his brother’s mothers. The more I refresh my memory about Colorado City, the more I think we need to visit this outpost of depravity to walk among the many children of the Jeffs clan.

In Love – All Day, Everyday!

Cambria, California

We easily remember transgressions, one-liners, and bad jokes but try to remember the crashing waves at dawn, a sunset of purple-orange gold, or the sound of a bird chirping as it glides over a river. Try to see in your mind’s eye the pelican’s wing flirting with the ocean, the smile of a best friend no longer part of the world, or the voice of someone who told you they loved you many years ago.

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It is only through words that any of these things live on and are able to be recalled and then shared with others.

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Writing is the exercise that all who claim to be human and have meaningful experiences should be practicing, else these precious moments are as easily lost as the last wave that crashed ashore and is now gone forever.

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Carving names and dedications on trees and benches, drawing them on rocks and walls, attaching locks to cables, bridges, and branches, we try to leave something that offers a kind of permanence that we or someone we’ve loved has been here.

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Leaving a symbol so that we might return someday and find it still there is full of hope that someone should stay in our hearts and memories well into the future. Maybe more of our lives should be spent practicing writing our stories in order to give a larger space to the meaning of the moments that inspire us to not forget those we’ve loved and the special places we’ve shared with them.

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To that end, I must share how I smile at Caroline standing at the cliff’s edge, looking over at me and the small amount of fog between us. She smiles at me and then returns to watching the sea. When pelicans pass by I know she’s taking mental note if they are flying in a V formation overhead or as a string following one another over the waves. My wife is certainly aware that as the morning sky brightens with hints of pink, blue, and a pale gray due to the late summer fog that’s rolling in, the sun crawling over the horizon will be making dramatic changes to the entire scene. To her left, waves have started to capture the first rays of direct sunlight; we are seconds away from seeing the sun for ourselves.

In the transition zone between night and day, there are a few others out here: some dog walkers, another photographer, and the surfers who were here before all of us. The waves grow larger in the advancing day, the fog thickens, and we must get going as nobody gets to linger forever.

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Just one more moment, one more walk to take a seat before the seas and gaze at all that must remain unknown. At night, we’ll do the same as we ponder the void and countless stars that will never warm our brief existence. Though we may never visit the bottom of the sea or a distant planet, storytellers have the ability to bring us places that remain out of reach for most people. When we write our own story, we have a reference point to revisit later in life. The adventures of our younger lives become the narrative of that long-forgotten self whose journey was possibly vastly different than that of the person approaching their sunset years.

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There may come a day we find ourselves sitting at a favorite place by the shore, missing the other who had shared our smiles, joy, and gaze of amazement as we dream of what adventures might still lay ahead. Look out there, out into the distance, and then try to pull it all within you. None of it will stay long as the next horizon beckons, but you should leave yourself and others these breadcrumbs of memories upon the page; one distant day, they might just bring delight to someone looking to remember their time at the seaside when they were lost in love and wonder.

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We must turn to writing in the same way we each care for our own physical health: by exercising. Just as the bird flies as a large part of its nature, humanity uses words for all that we do, and yet we most often simply satisfy ourselves with how we verbally express ourselves, even to the point of being oblivious of our own poverty of vocabulary. At my age, approaching a stage of late-life maturity, I still see the fledgling wordsmith trying to master the flight of narrative that might one day glide effortlessly as birds do over the ocean. The truth is that strength is an evolving asset that must be cultivated on a regular basis, or the skill will atrophy.

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I’ve learned over time that the same might be said about our ability to see and that far too many people are blind while their eyes are still perfectly functional; only their minds have taken their sight away. Truth and beauty may be subjective, but the desire to paint the world as unworthy or digging deep to find truth too demanding is the domain of the human returning to the animal or, worse, a kind of death. To be present, we must be alive and vibrant, riding in on waves and gliding into our potential but can the majority of us bring this idea or reflections to the page? Pride in driving a car, owning a home, and winning a game, are surrogates of distraction to knowing one’s self. When you write, you codify your thoughts and risk exposing that you possess a great inability to articulate thoughts deeper than the thickness of skin, able to tolerate the ridicule of yet being stupid. Writing makes you vulnerable; hence, the majority avoids it.

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But one day, you will be gone. Who might remain that could have enjoyed exploring the depths of the person they want to keep on remembering? What about children, great-grandchildren, or future relatives a couple of hundred years from now interested in looking into the history of their lineage? Who among us wouldn’t treasure the diary of a distant family member writing of their time, surviving in a world so vastly different than the one in which we find ourselves? Our age makes this capturing of fragments so simple, allowing me to sit here in front of the page exploring the brief experiences Caroline and I have so we may never need to sit alone after one of us takes permanent leave.

Cambria – All Day!

Cambria, California

After our intense 16-hour day yesterday, we skipped setting an alarm, but our internal clocks didn’t seem to appreciate the effort to sleep in as we woke shortly after 6:00 anyway. We looked out our hotel door over to the ocean and while there was plenty of light out there, the sun itself was yet to appear. The same might be said about us getting ourselves out on the other side of said door as we sat in the room reading and writing. At any moment, I’m certain one of us will take the initiative to shower and it’ll be in the middle of that when the sun barges through a window and has us feeling lazy.

Now aware that we might miss the greatest sunrise ever, I get to the adulting and get this ship of Wise underway. Because I know readers are looking for the smaller details, I’ll overshare by letting you know that just seconds prior, I had doffed my drawers and was heading to the shower when Caroline pulled her head up from her searching for English words related to weaving in her quest to translate some things for her friend Claudia and told me she was just about to do the same. Shooting her some side-stink eye, I turned around and put those still warm and slightly funky underwear back on because who wants to sit their bare ass on a hotel chair? I got back to writing. Later, when Caroline gets to editing this post, she’ll be wishing she’d let me go shower instead of adding this little tidbit regarding my musky nethers in need of washing being aired out here on these pages. Oh good, she’s already turning off the water right before I start in on describing my bowel movement.

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From my butthole, we head out for breakfast which is a short 1/2-mile walk north along the ocean. Yeah, I, too, am hoping my chocolate starfish, or the more politically correct Fudgy Seastar, does not become a theme for this beautiful day.

Caroline Wise knitting in Cambria, California

Breakfast at the Oceanpoint Ranch Canteen was finished, but our coffee was still hot, so why not sit a while, knit, read, write, and sip that coffee for a while longer? Our plan, or lack of a plan, with nothing etched in stone or even drawn in the shifting sands, was as amorphous as my occasionally missing maturity. We could drive up the coast attempting to find the one spot we’ve not been a dozen or more times before (not to imply we wouldn’t enjoy it all over like it was the first time), but sitting here in the cool 63-degree sea air (17c) with me writing and Caroline working on those socks using the yarn from our trip to Rügen, Germany, last year, also by the sea, it starts to feel like we should have a down day. Why not just stroll along the beach, grab more coffee, and return to the Moonstone Grill for lunch while incorporating more of this post-breakfast activity? That sounds perfect, and it’ll be just what we do.

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Across the street to the boardwalk and trail that we’ll follow to the north, further than we’ve ever traveled on this path. For unknown reasons, we never made it this far on our visit last year. Then again, I could be forgetting things, but to the best of our collective memories, this is our first time right here.

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How could we have missed this beach?

Caroline Wise in Cambria, California

We’ve traveled this 100-mile length of coast more times than most Californians ever will, and still we are enchanted by this opportunity to be here again and again regardless of the effort or cost. That we are still able to stumble upon places that we’d somehow missed might baffle us, but we explore them and the familiar sights like they were all found during our first visit here. It’s as though living in a desert prepares your senses with a kind of sterilization process to see the vibrancy in the verdant world where everything is new all over again.

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While we are not looking for jade here on Moonstone Beach, as we are looking for moonstones, of course, that doesn’t mean Caroline won’t pick up the nicer examples of some pretty jade and share them with me. Many years ago, we owned a rock tumbler and used it exactly zero times, and ultimately handed it off to Goodwill. Trying to find the balance between hoarding, collecting, and not getting to attached to things, we do our best to fight impulses to have it all, but as I just looked at new tumblers over on Amazon for only about $100 I can’t help but want to nudge Caroline into getting another one we can store in our closet unused for 5 or 10 years before giving it away too.

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Regarding this photo, I took no notes while out on the coast and so I’m in Phoenix right now trying to find what I’d like to say about it. On my headphones here at Starbucks, I’m listening to Max Richter’s On The Nature Of Daylight, looking for an emotional context to paint the right image, but even with some of the most beautiful music I can find to help inspire me after I’ve left a place, it’s not always easy to find meaningful words that might accompany a photo I found worthwhile to share but difficult to write about. Such is the nature of beauty.

Caroline Wise in Cambria, California

Went as far as we could before realizing that we could sprint around a corner and that if the tide came up, we could return by the road on our right-hand side. What you might not see with clarity is that Caroline is walking on pebbles instead of sand, rock hounds paradise over here and the place where she hopes to collect a solid half a dozen moonstones to take home with us.

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So there we were, all by ourselves, on a private beach of sorts due to the circumstances of nobody else being here, aside from lots of birds. Why no one else is here is a mystery; it’s Labor Day, a holiday, and there’s not a soul unless these feathered friends have souls. Is everyone else bolting home already? And was there ever an everyone else out here? Guilty admission time, yes, for photographic purposes I triggered this seagull blizzard that I’ll from here forward refer to as a “gullard.”

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There’s the matter of a lone surfer, but he’s out in the waves, seemingly content to float alone and enjoy the moment of solitude, not appearing to offer a care about riding the many waves that pass under him. I suppose the same might be said for us as we have an entire beach of sand, and Caroline even found a pink bucket, yet we are not building sand castles.

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It all looks so well laid out, somewhat permanent, really based on the ice plants behind the bleached driftwood, but the reality is that one storm will roll in and redesign everything. So the truth might be that we have been on part of this beach before, entering from the northern end, but on that visit, the configuration was so different that today, we recognize nothing other than the joy of being here.

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Not feeling like we’d walked enough, we continued right past the stairs that brought us down here and around another corner at what appeared to be the south end of how far we could go, but again, we could pass easily enough. Ah, there are stairs down there, so we can go back up the cliffside on those.

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Nope, that wasn’t going to work unless we were about to start entertaining a latent death wish due to the surf cutting between us and the other side where the stairs promised us a path to lunch. Maybe we could have gotten there, but a vertical cliff with what might be a precarious trail to some young bucks screamed at us who are full of age-instilled wisdom with brains that measure the rocks with jagged edges and consider our buoyancy factor determining that if we enter that rollicking water, there were hints of serious injury if not total annihilation.

Caroline Wise in Cambria, California

Are you sure that’s the best place to grab a seat to rinse your feet before putting those sandals back on?

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Finally, off our private beach walk and four miles later, we see that our path is going to take us right over to the Moonstone Grill for some seaside grub. How it became this late is one of those great unanswered questions, as it felt like we just left breakfast. Caroline insinuates that we’ve been lollygagging.

To celebrate such dawdling, Caroline raised a toast with a Manhattan and set in for an extended lunch of resting our feet and senses as just how much ocean can one take in at a time. From previous experience, we knew that no matter what we had for lunch, a dessert was going to be had, and it was the ice cream with hot Oregon berries because, oh yeah. After this indulgence, it was time for more sounds and visions of the sea, and that boardwalk across the street was beckoning.

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Caroline coined a new term today; feel free to Google it after I share it, as it simply never existed before today and will be published for the first time in history right here on this blog. The word, with a drum roll, is “pelicanado.” It describes the masses of pelicans that fly in to drop down to the sea where a bunch of other birds has gathered, as there must be a school of fish below that they are feasting on. As waves approach, the pelicans scramble out of the water (not always successfully), returning to the air but circling back around just to dive bomb right back to where they were feeding. Well, she’s right; it looks like a pelican tornado, a.k.a. pelicanado. Regarding my summation about the school of fish or if this was a social gathering, I willingly admit a total ignorance in the way of pelicaning.

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A young couple sitting at the seashore, they are us, we were them. There were others before them, and others will follow. For the moments we sit there, we are the first and only to see exactly what it is we are witnessing, and these times influence who we are beyond the minutes we’ll take up the bench and claim it as our own. Putting into words what we’ve taken in and shared with our minds and imaginations is as impossible as teasing apart the sand from the surf and sky, and yet we’ll sit there knowing that we are somehow in love with more than the person on our side.

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After walking the length of the beach, this is, in fact, the end, we headed over to some stairs away from the hot sand to find a bunch of benches, a pool, some massive barbecue facilities, and other amenities such as nice cool shady trees here at Shamel Park. A break was just what we needed.

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Somehow, it’s approaching 4:00 in the afternoon, and it feels as though we’ve done a bunch of nothing or, again, in Caroline’s parlance, we’ve been honing our lollygagging skills. Unable to do a thing while we sat doing nothing, we tried rubbing our two brain cells together to muster a plan and realized we needed coffee like pelican need fish. It was awful nice just remaining at our picnic table, planted under the cool canopy sheltering us from the now oppressive sun. The sea breeze wafts over us at a pleasant 72 degrees, and our only complaint might be that we can’t take some with us tomorrow when we point the car towards home. Realizing these perfect conditions, I don’t believe anyone could blame us for this momentary proclivity into zero action and total laziness.

Surfing in Cambria, California

Eyes are heavy by the time we reach our hotel, where the car is parked. We have two options for that coffee, with the second one closing in an hour; it’s the one we’re going to. It’s called the French Corner Bakery. On the way over, I called ahead to Robin’s International Restaurant, where we have a reservation for 8:00, to see if we can move it up to 6:00, no problem. We sit down for our coffees after meeting Justin, the guy behind the counter, and start a nice chat with him instead of doing much writing or knitting.

As the bakery is about to close, we only have to walk a short way across the street, and we’ll be at Robin’s. Our original dinner date was to ensure we’d be on hand for sunset, as we just love sunsets. So now we might miss our cherished moments as the sun dips below the horizon, but we’re practical enough to know that we can’t have it all. Then again, maybe dinner goes by quicker than anticipated and we’ll be back on the other side of Highway 1 before dark. This being our last night out, if we weren’t satisfied with things yet, this trip would have been for naught as you can’t capture perfection in the last hours of a multi-day trip.

Sunset in Cambria, California

Maybe we skipped dinner? Not a chance; we simply didn’t dilly-dally. We got down to business and felt that we’d just have to get back to the ocean for one of these moments of golden glistening ocean and warm orange sky.

Sunset in Cambria, California

Since when was one photo enough when 3 or 4 can better get the point across because choosing one was impossible?

Caroline Wise and John Wise in Cambria, California

Selfies of Caroline and me are obviously not as frequently shared as images of her because I’m the one behind the camera. At some point down the road this or last year, Caroline had said she didn’t feel we were taking enough so I’ve made the effort to get us to pose for these more often. To this end, I scrolled back through the blog this year; 17 pages with seven posts per page took quite a long time, as I’ve probably shared thousands of images this year for Mexico alone. Anyway, it looks like I’m fairly well represented on these pages, though I think I could share more photos of me with my hair out for the mad scientist look.

Sunset in Cambria, California

And this, as they say, is that. The end.