Wife Makes a Thing

Caroline Wise in Phoenix, Arizona

Regular visitors to my website will recognize this as that woman I brag about who completes my life. She is the proverbial cherry on top that punctuates my sense of well-being. I’ve had the amazingly great fortune of gazing into that face for 36 years, and without hyperbole or exaggeration, I still smile every day at because of how cute, sweet, and affectionate I find what it shows me. But we are not here for me to gush about my love for Caroline. Nope, I’m here taking note of the thing she made, that being the knitted vest she’s wearing. While the impression might be that she selflessly toils away at making handmade socks for me, on rare occasions, she has been known to make a thing for herself.

[The yarn for this vest came from Navajo churro sheep, raised on the Navajo Nation by the Diné-led Rainbow Fiber Co-op. Link to project/pattern on Ravelry – Caroline]

WeBe Coffee Roasters

Art from Aileen Martinez and Jef Caine in Phoenix, Arizona

My last post mentioned my writing progress and my excuse for why sharing on my blog has been sporadic. Well, it turns out that when I’m in town, most mornings witness me wearing my wannabe author hat at the WeBe Coffee Roasters. Today, they celebrated their 2nd anniversary, which, while not conducive to writing, was a great opportunity to meet all the regulars on one day and introduce Caroline to many of those people I distract myself with from writing as my social life occasionally takes center stage.

The illustration of WeBe Coffee in the background is from Aileen Martinez, who sketched the place and added it to her 2025 calendar, while the inset sketch is from the collaborative Faux-To Booth that she and Jef Caine operate to produce these lovely drawings.

Word Obsessed in Duncan

Agate

This throwaway post is only being added to my blog due to the recent dearth of posts. The photo of the agate is absolutely horrible, my apologies. It was taken with my phone in poor light, and no amount of Lightroom surgery could save it. You see, I’m making an effort to backfill something or other so that in the years to come, as I look back to 2025, I can better understand why, in comparison to other years that were filled with various activities, sights, and observations, there were extended periods of nothingness.

Once again, I’d found myself out east in Duncan, Arizona, for a week of working on my novel. My focus has been so keen as not to allow distraction, aside from my crippling weakness that allows conversations to rule my life, at moments, for hours at a time. Other than that, and occasionally watching some stupid streaming short videos, I write with an intention that is admirable (to me), though that comes with no small neglect of everything else; just ask my wife. Fortunately, she’s familiar with these episodes of compulsive behavior/disorder I occasionally exhibit.

My reason for visiting the remote small town of Duncan is to refine my focus and minimize the chance for distraction, which mostly works until moments like this morning when I took the photo of the agate an Austrian professor showed me. He and a couple of traveling companions were scouring the desert and hills of the area, looking for more agates (this one had been purchased from a local rock shop). The guy is also an author of more than a few textbooks about agates and jasper, though geology is not what he teaches. Lucky me, they were in a hurry to get out again so I could return to my matter at hand, writing.

I’m setting this post’s date to January 31st, when I was in Duncan, to update readers of my writing activities, but today, as I’m writing this, it is March 8th. As I said above, this is a backfill. So, what can I tell you? I’m approaching three novels worth of material while believing I’m somewhere between a third and halfway done. Since it is a draft, I’m well aware I might end up paring much during the editing process, but the book currently stands at 707 pages and just under 280,000 words. It has a title, but I’m not ready to share that.

Regarding a completion date, since January 2024 through today, 272 of those 428 days have been spent writing this book, meaning, on average, I write a pittance of only 1029 words a day. If I’m correct about my estimation of its ultimate length, it will take approximately 359 more days of penning the draft before I can turn to editing. Writing this in black and white is a sobering thought, leaving me with questions about my mental health and wondering if I have the endurance to finish such a task.

Not Shakespeare’s Macbeth

Macbeth X-Series MKII Backend Filter - Eurorack

After a nearly five-year wait, my Macbeth Eurorack synthesizer combo is complete. In April 2020, within a brief five or ten-minute window of being able to order before they sold out, I managed to snag a spot on the waiting list for a very rare offering of an updated X-Series MKII Oscillator and Filter from maestro of custom synthesizer manufacturing, Ken Macbeth. In October 2023, I was notified by Schneidersladen in Berlin, Germany, that I had a number of days to wire the funds to their bank or lose my hold on the oscillator. I have to say, I wanted to be reluctant as there was no certainty that the filter would ever be completed, and I seriously wanted the pair. I paid anyway, and less than a week later, the oscillator arrived at my front door.

Exactly a week ago, I received the invoice for the hoped-for filter; it was finally ready to ship. Fifteen minutes later, the money was wired to Berlin, and that shipment was sent the next day. It arrived in the U.S. by Thursday, but a snowstorm in Kentucky kept it there until UPS could deliver it to Arizona on Sunday and then to me today. This brings me to over 20 oscillator voices to play with, and there’s not one I’d part with, as each has its unique tonal qualities, but the warm depth of the Macbeth combo is unsurpassed.

In other news, yesterday was our 31st anniversary, and Happy New Year.

Alone With Cats in Duncan, Arizona

Simpson Hotel in Duncan, Arizona

There I was on December 12th, not doing a thing for Caroline’s birthday, when a text from Deborah arrived, asking if we’d be interested in a gratis stay at their fabulous Simpson Hotel in Duncan over Christmas while they’d be away traveling. While the tiny hotel wouldn’t have other guests during our stay, there were a bunch of cats that we were being invited to keep company. Who could resist?

Maliki the Cat at the Simpson Hotel in Duncan, Arizona

But there was an issue, not an issue regarding Maliki the Cat performing a flying leap into a diorama, but by that date I’d been on the verge of finishing part one of the novel with which I’m threatening the world. That was not really an issue either: the problem truly raised its head when I actually finished said part of my book on the following Thursday, one day before our scheduled departure to Duncan. You see, I would have liked a break from the writing routine, which, at that point, was pressing into the 45th consecutive day of intense wordsmithing. On Friday, December 20th for those who are curious, we left for Duncan, the home of the Simpson Hotel and refuge where Maliki, among other felines, resides. And while I penned not a thing all day Friday, I couldn’t face spending a week in Duncan, where I typically find an incredible focus to go further with words, without at least attempting to keep the fire going; thus I had to give up the idea of taking an extended break from my self-imposed toil of keeping my nose to the grindstone.

Ranch House Restaurant in Duncan, Arizona

When Saturday morning rolled around, I took up my traditional spot in the parlor, resigned to the idea I would write. The empty page was emblazoned with the words “Part Two” and nothing else. I could still see the riveting beginning of part one, which I’d love to tell you about, but that would obviously arrive with spoilers, so that’s a no-go. What I will share is that I had this idea that the beginning of part two should also arrive with a zinger of epic proportions. I sat there, stewing in a lukewarm pot of word soup, unable to assemble the overcooked alphabet noodles that would dissolve under my touch before I could string them into words. There was nothing left to do. I would have to tap the literary genius of the “invisible hand” to help me craft a book I’m certain she would not want credit for, well, at least not in this wonky draft state. Upon telling my wife approximately where I was at in the story, she made a suggestion that precisely fit the situation and gave me the push that allowed me to find the onramp to continuing down the story highway.

Woodhouse toad in Duncan, Arizona

You could say that Caroline kissed the frog (or toad in this instance). There I was, a reborn man, and by Saturday evening, I was able to bring 300 words to the page, a solid enough beginning, and by Sunday morning, traction was well established. Over the subsequent days, I didn’t exactly flounder but was operating at marginal capacity, eking out barely 1,000 words a day.

Duncan High School Class of 1964 from Duncan, Arizona

This could have been considered a partial failure, but at least it wasn’t a wash, and sometimes we just have to take the minor wins where we can find them. Then, out of the blue, or might I say, through the flue, a Christmas gift arrived in a dream, not delivered by Santa Claus, but to him, if you consider the idea that I might resemble him to some small degree. I woke before 4:00 from a lucid dream, that inspired me to sit up, grab my phone, and write furiously for the next hour, before I lay back down to continue sleeping. In the morning I transcribed this 1,037-word note that absolutely energized me. It was Saturday again, the day of our return to Phoenix following a walk over to the Duncan High School and another hour of writing in the parlor where, my inspiration still fueled by my dream, I quickly wrote another few hundred words. As for the dream, it’ll be edited and modified for inclusion in the book, should I find a proper place for it. Over the next week, I set into a routine of consistently pushing out more than 3,000 words a day; such was the inspiration from a dream that shook me from slumber at 3:45 on a cold, dark, post-Christmas Day.

December Morning Walk

House decorated for Christmas

The astute will see this Christmas-drenched trickery as a transparent act of trying to make up for lost ground after not posting for more than a month by backdating this missive. Maybe I’ll be called out for dating this post December 9th, when it wasn’t published until January 8th, as though I hoped that no one would notice that my posting frequency had fallen off a cliff. Well, as my then-teenage daughter once told me once, “You can suck it!”

It’s not that I’ve had nothing to say; it’s just that I’ve been busy. Let me rephrase that: I’ve been beyond busy. I’ve been absolutely consumed since November 4th working (toiling is more apt), writing this thing I want to believe is an evolving novel. Writing is all I do while I’m living in a zone, neglecting everything else and focusing exclusively on finding my way into the story, which is unfolding into an ever-expanding document that now contains so many words that it likely exceeds most humans’ ability to express such a number. Santa promised that if I wrote like the wind, he’d not fill my notebook with coal, and so, like one of his slavish elves, I work every day for others’ future enjoyment…