Native American Music Festival

Native American Music Festival in Tsaile, Arizona

Who gets so lucky to attend something as special as the 2nd Annual Native American Music Festival held at the Navajo Community College in the Tsaile Mountains of Arizona? We do, of course. From traditional native sounds to metal and hip-hop, this festival had a little bit of everything. Caroline and I had already been in America for two years by this time, but this wasn’t our first time on the Navajo Reservation. The opportunity to dip into some authentic culture absolutely justified the 5-hour drive north to get up this way. That, and the roast mutton and pine nuts.

Somewhere on the Navajo Reservation in Arizona

For those of you who may be stumbling upon my blog and find these old posts that predate the existence of blogs: these get posted from time to time after I’ve scanned in old photos or negatives. Even though the old film quality nature of the images and our cheap scanner leave a lot to be desired, I still enjoy the images that inspired us to continue exploring our world. Being able to extract enough data to pinpoint certain aspects of these times is also helpful. While I’d forgotten what year and the specifics of the event, we still have a t-shirt with the dates and list of performing acts.

Caroline Wise and Mark Shimer at Canyon de Chelly National Monument in Arizona

Traveling with my 29-year-old wife (who looks like a 15-year-old boy here), and I was Mark Shimer, who was still living with us at the time while he and Caroline worked for the Marion Foundation. Those two are pictured here at Canyon de Chelly National Monument of the Navajo Reservation.

Caroline Wise and John Wise at Petrified Forest National Park in Arizona

Seeing we were in the area, an obligatory stop at Petrified Forest National Park was in order, especially because Mark had never been here. Notice my lack of a beard? This has only happened on very rare occasions.

Somewhere on the Navajo Reservation in Arizona

Taking sunset photos from the car has never proven very worthwhile, but that hasn’t stopped us in the 30 years we’ve been doing just that.

Seeing Jessica – First Time in 6 Years!

John Wise and Jessica Wise at the San Diego Zoo in California

The last time I saw my daughter Jessica face-to-face was back in 1989, shortly after her mom, Sheila, and I split up. Caroline and I had been in the States nearly a year before we were situated well enough that Sheila and I could coordinate Jessica boarding a plane in Texas for the unaccompanied flight to Arizona over Spring Break. Our first time outside of Arizona was a trip to the San Diego Zoo over in California.

Jessica Wise at the San Diego Zoo in California

Jessica was only nine years old, and other than some minor initial shyness, we all got along wonderfully. When last I saw her in Frankfurt, Germany, she had a regular little girl’s voice, now, she traveled with a Texas drawl. Here we are having the first experience together again in 6 years, and being a still-naive 33-year-old, it never occurred to me to note my impressions of what I was recognizing or feeling with seeing her again. What a wasted opportunity.

Caroline Wise and Jessica Wise at the San Diego Zoo in California

Some of the few things we remember about the visit were that when she did return to Florence, Texas, was that we sent her home with new clothes, a bunch of books, about a ton of messaging about the importance of reading. We hammered upon her the need to always be an avid reader. Caroline adds that she has the memory of Jessica wanting nail polish that we didn’t see anything wrong with, so we indulged her; seems that her step-father had other ideas and that the nail polish didn’t fly after she got home. For that matter, he didn’t much like the idea of all the books we sent either out of some kind of jealousy that his own three children weren’t benefiting from them. In divorcing her mom, I inadvertently turned her over to a broken, insecure man who would scar her. Guilt for contributing to the grief of a child runs deep.

Congo Internet Cafe

Congo Internet Cafe web page

On July 19, 1995, I registered our company called Velocity Life to operate the Congo Internet Cafe located at 2515 N. Scottsdale Road in Scottsdale, Arizona. Caroline made the graphics, and I scavenged the HTML to build our web page.

Congo Internet Cafe featured in Arizona Republic newspaper on August 9, 1995

Over the course of the month, before we opened, we had to renovate the space we were occupying. Before we christened it as the Congo Internet Cafe, it was simply the Congo and was a joint for live music. We were able to generate some press before opening with the Arizona Republic doing a front-page story about us in the business section back on August 9th.

Flyer for Swell Records in Scottsdale, Arizona

Our neighbors were an early promoter of all things rave culture with their shop called Swell, which is the entire reason we were able to open Arizona’s first dedicated Internet Cafe. The year before, in 1994, when Caroline and I were getting married, we visited the Arrowhead Mall, where we ran into Russel Ramirez. Something about techno music connected us, and he asked if we were ever in Arizona again to visit his shop. Well, that’s just what we did, but he wasn’t in. Turned out he and his wife were notorious for being late. We did meet the owner of the property, who listened to our story and asked if we’d be interested in taking over the next-door space. I told him it could be a great idea for an Internet Cafe as they were starting to kick off in England and Japan. He became one of the investing partners.

John Wise and others at the Congo Internet Cafe in Scottsdale, Arizona

When we finally opened, we had $47 dollars in cash left of the money we raised and invested, enough for our change drawer. We had to make money immediately, and with the help of Swell, that’s just what happened.

Flyer for the Congo Internet Cafe in Scottsdale, Arizona

DJs Z-Trip and Emile were going to headline Fridays as The Bomb Shelter. Mixing music from across the spectrum on four turntables, we took a mic and turned it over to the floor, and blam, the place was packed with guys rapping freestyle over the eclectic mix of tunes.

Flyer for the Congo Internet Cafe in Scottsdale, Arizona

Saturday’s went off the clock and kept us open until daybreak. The place was lit by a single strobe light for DJ Shawn’s performance, with women coming in from the Arcadia district while some of the women from Babe’s Cabaret up the street would show up after their strip club closed.

Tobias Beldermann and Kermit at the Congo Internet Cafe in Scottsdale, Arizona

This is Tobias Beldermann, a.k.a. Redeye, Acidisn, and Arena Trex, who came in from Germany over the summer to stay with Caroline and me and help paint our place. From the images behind him and Kermit to the “Mushroom Runners” overhead, he lent a lot of creativity to this endeavor. As for the Dreamfish on the right, that was spray-painted by Dion Terry.

Flyer for the Congo Internet Cafe in Scottsdale, Arizona

We had most of the early movers and shakers from the Phoenix area who would define much of the electronic and club music scene of the late 1990s and into the new century with Zack Sciacca, a.k.a. Z-Trip going on to work with LL Cool J, Beck, and even performing in front of 450,000 people, opening for the Rolling Stones.

Caroline and I bailed out just before Halloween that year due to cultural disagreements with some of the investors. For the 90 days, this was part of our lives; it created a huge impact and opened many doors.

Bisbee, Arizona

John Wise and Amanda Goff in Bisbee, Arizona

Just two weeks before these photos were taken, Caroline and I were still living in Germany. To celebrate our move to America, my mom and her husband brought us down to Bisbee, Arizona, along with my little sister, who had recently turned 13. In this picture, we are geared up for a train ride into an old mine to discover deep, dark secrets and maybe some treasure.

Copper Queen Hotel in Bisbee, Arizona

I took this photo as I thought this old hotel was incredibly cool and that Caroline and I should come back one day to stay a night. It turned out that my mother-in-law Jutta would join us on that return visit.

Caroline Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Why is this the best photo I took of Caroline in a dark alley is beyond any recollection I have of this weekend.

John Wise in Bisbee, Arizona

Skinny with a red beard and ponytail, that didn’t last all that long.

LSD

Acid Doodle by John Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Remember when you would take acid frequently and find yourself with pen and paper? Did you ever find God on the blank page? I did. As for the content, I’ll try to interpret it. I’m a pig but also God as I create my own reality through the experiences I live with. Into the top of my head, chaos rains into my mind while I greedily lap it all in with my lolling tongue that’s ready to eat the universe. My eyes are in ecstasy as they attempt to comprehend the magnitude of stimulation bombarding me in an unfiltered moment of naked truth.

Below, there seems to have been a closer connection to the mundane or trouble breaking through to the truly ecstatic. I can’t explain the “No change” nor the “Entry Level Accounting” notes, but the Psychic TV cross suggests this was possibly drawn between 1989 and early 1990. The person depicted feels like a self-portrait, and the two things that stand out for me are the swirls at my mouth and the “Come Forth” words below and left of that. So many years later, I’d venture to say that this has to do with reality being a manifestation of language and that we must bring it into being by speaking it, even when delivered by ugly mouths.

Acid Doodle by John Wise in Frankfurt, Germany

Back in those days when LSD was a common recreational adventure where I was trying to stitch together the parts of the universe that were unfathomable, I would often have writing/drawing materials at hand in case the inspiration struck me to doodle. These two were simply a couple of drawings that were scanned from out of the archive. There are other notebooks where other stuff is hidden away; hopefully, one day, they’ll find their way into the somewhat permanent digital record. I’m counting on you, archive.org.

Lots of Love at Euro Disney

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

You only turn 25 once, so why not do something spectacular, like head to Euro Disney in Paris, France? That’s what we did back on the weekend of December 12, 1992. While Caroline had been to the United States and even to Southern California the year before, we didn’t have time to visit Disneyland. So we went all out and bought a couple of plane tickets from Frankfurt, Germany, to Charles de Gaulle Airport and caught the shuttle bus to the park. Our hotel was one of the pueblo-themed units, which was exciting all by itself.

John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The day we arrived, we wandered around the facilities outside the Magic Kingdom, visiting the ice rink and gift shops before stopping in a classic American diner for dinner. In the morning, when we entered the park itself, we were as excited as any child visiting one of these amazing treasures. As for me, while I’d visited Disneyland a dozen or more times at that point, I’d never been to Disneyworld or the park in Tokyo, Japan.

Euro Disney in Paris, France

There’d been much controversy leading up to the opening of Euro Disney, as valuable farmland was being used for American Trash Culture (according to French media). Then there was the question if high-minded Europeans would even go and which of the snooty French would visit such a déclassé blight on their historic Paris? The park was constantly maligned in the press, and its early demise was frequently predicted. In was a chance meeting while Caroline and I were attending CEBIT back in March 1992; an American tech engineer shared his photos of the park with us, which to us looked amazing. We were incredibly jealous as not only had he already visited and taken photos, but he had been able to do so more than a month before Euro Disney officially opened on April 12th, 1992. With the constant negative chatter about the place, we decided we’d need to see it with our own eyes before the bulldozers moved in and turned the grounds back into farms.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

Euro Disney was far from packed, but it wasn’t empty either. Then again, it was mid-December, and anyone who’s been to Paris in the winter can tell you that nice weather isn’t guaranteed. What seemingly was guaranteed were smiles. Not only smiles from Caroline and me but, to our surprise, from the many French people in the park. We entered Disney with the expectation we’d see very few French and mostly visitors from other countries; we were wrong.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The park was pristine, and the presentation was flawless. It was a great destination for any birthday.

Euro Disney in Paris, France

While technically in Paris, you couldn’t see the city from any vantage point out this way. In the park, you were immersed in the fantasy of being transported to a happy place. The contrast between playful Disney and serious and old Europe made for a spectacular opportunity to wander into the imagination that Disney has mastery over. Our dreams were coming true.

Caroline Engelhardt and John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

It was difficult to get photos of Caroline looking at the camera as her eyes darted over every detail, taking in something she’d never seen the likes of. While we’d go to Disneyland years later, this park had the benefit of starting from scratch and improving on things that couldn’t have been accomplished in Anaheim when that park opened back in 1955.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney 12 December 1992 Paris, France

Let’s return to the gift shop for a moment. In the very first photo, Caroline has a Euro Disney hat on, but that’s not all. This jacket, the shirt under it, and even a red t-shirt below were all bought here at Euro Disney. The striped shirt would be the one she wore 13 months later in Las Vegas, Nevada when we got married at the Little White Chapel. There was also a pair of Mickey Mouse shorts she bought, though it was too cold to wear them outside this weekend. Almost 30 years later, here in 2021 (when I’m writing this), she still owns the shorts, shirt, and t-shirt.

John Wise at Euro Disney in Paris, France

I’d like to point out that I was very thin at one time and prone to fits of silliness.

Caroline Engelhardt at Euro Disney in Paris, France

The two people in this photo in front of the Sleeping Beauty Castle were a couple of Bohemian adventure-seeking, occasionally reckless, madly in love, somewhat troubled individuals who had a long and, at times, arduous journey of finding happiness. While we’ve stumbled over many if not all, the speed bumps life can throw at people, we still swoon when walking hand-in-hand with When You Wish Upon A Star echoing through our memories.